WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:03.780 align:middle line:90% 00:00:03.780 --> 00:00:06.900 align:middle line:84% It's always good to have a strong son who's 00:00:06.900 --> 00:00:08.408 align:middle line:90% willing to listen to you. 00:00:08.408 --> 00:00:10.200 align:middle line:84% That's what you get for being a single mom. 00:00:10.200 --> 00:00:13.896 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:00:13.896 --> 00:00:14.820 align:middle line:90% 00:00:14.820 --> 00:00:19.320 align:middle line:84% As Allison said, I'm Tohono O'odham. 00:00:19.320 --> 00:00:24.000 align:middle line:84% I was born in Sacaton, because when I was born, 00:00:24.000 --> 00:00:27.100 align:middle line:84% there was not an Indian Health Service hospital in Phoenix 00:00:27.100 --> 00:00:27.600 align:middle line:90% yet. 00:00:27.600 --> 00:00:30.570 align:middle line:84% So the closest hospital was in Sacaton, where 00:00:30.570 --> 00:00:32.729 align:middle line:90% the Akimel O'odham are from. 00:00:32.729 --> 00:00:35.370 align:middle line:84% But I'm Tohono, which means desert. 00:00:35.370 --> 00:00:38.010 align:middle line:84% And my mother's village is from Cowlic, 00:00:38.010 --> 00:00:40.080 align:middle line:84% on the Tohono O'odham reservation out here. 00:00:40.080 --> 00:00:43.800 align:middle line:84% The closest manifestation is San Xavier reservation 00:00:43.800 --> 00:00:46.860 align:middle line:84% which, to other people might be San Xavier, 00:00:46.860 --> 00:00:49.380 align:middle line:90% but we call it San Xavier. 00:00:49.380 --> 00:00:53.250 align:middle line:84% So as you can see, and as he said, 00:00:53.250 --> 00:00:57.060 align:middle line:84% my 14-year-old son is now almost 20. 00:00:57.060 --> 00:01:01.410 align:middle line:84% He'll be 20 on the 28th, and it's kind of a scary thing. 00:01:01.410 --> 00:01:05.310 align:middle line:84% You blink your eyes once they get there. 00:01:05.310 --> 00:01:08.280 align:middle line:84% These little guys with little fat rolls and chubby 00:01:08.280 --> 00:01:11.055 align:middle line:84% legs and you're changing diapers and next 00:01:11.055 --> 00:01:15.610 align:middle line:84% thin you know they're dating and driving your car way too much, 00:01:15.610 --> 00:01:16.110 align:middle line:90% so. 00:01:16.110 --> 00:01:19.180 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:01:19.180 --> 00:01:19.680 align:middle line:90% 00:01:19.680 --> 00:01:22.110 align:middle line:84% The majority of the things that I have here tonight 00:01:22.110 --> 00:01:27.720 align:middle line:84% are pieces that are coming from a recent. 00:01:27.720 --> 00:01:30.870 align:middle line:84% So I didn't write and I didn't bring anything 00:01:30.870 --> 00:01:33.600 align:middle line:90% to read from Sing. 00:01:33.600 --> 00:01:35.350 align:middle line:90% But hopefully you'll enjoy them. 00:01:35.350 --> 00:01:41.520 align:middle line:84% The first one is called "Am I Going Through." 00:01:41.520 --> 00:01:43.680 align:middle line:84% "Between the beat of the lyrics, I 00:01:43.680 --> 00:01:49.110 align:middle line:84% find myself lost, navigating galactic stars by instinct. 00:01:49.110 --> 00:01:52.530 align:middle line:84% Raising my hands, I wave exclamation into being, 00:01:52.530 --> 00:01:55.110 align:middle line:90% they tell me. 00:01:55.110 --> 00:02:00.300 align:middle line:84% Guitar licks and husky tones burn me between here and there. 00:02:00.300 --> 00:02:02.940 align:middle line:84% I'll never let you down, even if I could. 00:02:02.940 --> 00:02:06.300 align:middle line:84% I'd give up everything, if only for your good, 00:02:06.300 --> 00:02:09.449 align:middle line:90% so hold me when I'm here. 00:02:09.449 --> 00:02:14.010 align:middle line:84% A trip fantastic fueled by familiar melody tears space-- 00:02:14.010 --> 00:02:18.960 align:middle line:84% a black hole folding, taking me back, flinging me forward, 00:02:18.960 --> 00:02:25.160 align:middle line:84% grounding me, grinding me into particles and light. 00:02:25.160 --> 00:02:29.630 align:middle line:84% They tell me the hard part is letting go, a woman's sacrifice 00:02:29.630 --> 00:02:31.040 align:middle line:90% of the body-- 00:02:31.040 --> 00:02:33.500 align:middle line:90% rebirth on arrival. 00:02:33.500 --> 00:02:38.030 align:middle line:84% Right now I understand, but will I come morning, 00:02:38.030 --> 00:02:41.200 align:middle line:90% when my radio is silent? 00:02:41.200 --> 00:02:43.000 align:middle line:90%