WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:02.280 align:middle line:90% 00:00:02.280 --> 00:00:05.280 align:middle line:84% Now, I read some of my own poems. 00:00:05.280 --> 00:00:11.180 align:middle line:90% 00:00:11.180 --> 00:00:15.310 align:middle line:84% The first poem I'll read is called "The Whole Story." 00:00:15.310 --> 00:00:17.785 align:middle line:84% And there is a story behind it, not a very long story. 00:00:17.785 --> 00:00:20.510 align:middle line:90% 00:00:20.510 --> 00:00:24.050 align:middle line:84% It's one of the earliest poems in my second book, 00:00:24.050 --> 00:00:26.920 align:middle line:90% but that's not the story. 00:00:26.920 --> 00:00:33.640 align:middle line:84% I was a student at the University of Iowa briefly 00:00:33.640 --> 00:00:40.720 align:middle line:84% and I knew a poet who lived in St. Louis whose work I admired. 00:00:40.720 --> 00:00:43.150 align:middle line:90% His name was Donald Finkel. 00:00:43.150 --> 00:00:46.480 align:middle line:84% And I decided I go down to visit him and bring 00:00:46.480 --> 00:00:48.250 align:middle line:84% my poems because I was curious to know 00:00:48.250 --> 00:00:50.320 align:middle line:90% what he'd think of them. 00:00:50.320 --> 00:00:53.890 align:middle line:84% And I went down and we spent most of our time 00:00:53.890 --> 00:00:57.178 align:middle line:90% in the St Louis zoo. 00:00:57.178 --> 00:00:58.720 align:middle line:84% He said don't worry about your poems, 00:00:58.720 --> 00:01:00.280 align:middle line:84% I'll write you the letter and you'll 00:01:00.280 --> 00:01:03.620 align:middle line:84% know what I think in a couple of weeks. 00:01:03.620 --> 00:01:07.670 align:middle line:90% And he did write me a letter. 00:01:07.670 --> 00:01:12.670 align:middle line:84% And he said-- what he said in essence was that my poems are 00:01:12.670 --> 00:01:16.360 align:middle line:84% redundant, not that one repeated the other exactly 00:01:16.360 --> 00:01:21.460 align:middle line:84% but within a given poem, I tended to repeat myself. 00:01:21.460 --> 00:01:26.200 align:middle line:84% And then they drew a little sketch in the letter. 00:01:26.200 --> 00:01:27.490 align:middle line:90% He said it was-- 00:01:27.490 --> 00:01:30.670 align:middle line:84% as though I were traveling by train 00:01:30.670 --> 00:01:32.380 align:middle line:84% and I was sitting next to somebody and 00:01:32.380 --> 00:01:35.320 align:middle line:84% I saw a fire outside of the window. 00:01:35.320 --> 00:01:38.260 align:middle line:84% And then this is a quote from the letter, which 00:01:38.260 --> 00:01:41.320 align:middle line:90% was the epigraph for the poem. 00:01:41.320 --> 00:01:44.470 align:middle line:84% Speaking about the person next to me on the train he said, 00:01:44.470 --> 00:01:47.770 align:middle line:84% I'd rather you didn't feel it necessary to tell him 00:01:47.770 --> 00:01:49.690 align:middle line:90% that's a fire. 00:01:49.690 --> 00:01:51.760 align:middle line:84% And what's more we can't do anything about it 00:01:51.760 --> 00:01:54.300 align:middle line:84% because we're on this train, see? 00:01:54.300 --> 00:01:56.800 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:01:56.800 --> 00:02:02.800 align:middle line:84% That didn't seem like an adequate response to my work. 00:02:02.800 --> 00:02:05.290 align:middle line:84% So I decided I'd answer him by writing a poem 00:02:05.290 --> 00:02:07.436 align:middle line:84% and calling it "The Whole Story." 00:02:07.436 --> 00:02:11.900 align:middle line:90% 00:02:11.900 --> 00:02:14.450 align:middle line:90% "The Whole Story." 00:02:14.450 --> 00:02:16.700 align:middle line:90% "How it should happen this way? 00:02:16.700 --> 00:02:19.160 align:middle line:90% I am not sure. 00:02:19.160 --> 00:02:24.560 align:middle line:84% But you are sitting next to me minding your own business 00:02:24.560 --> 00:02:29.870 align:middle line:84% when all of a sudden I see a fire out the window. 00:02:29.870 --> 00:02:34.490 align:middle line:84% I nudge you and say, "That's a fire. 00:02:34.490 --> 00:02:36.890 align:middle line:84% And what's more, we can't do anything about it, 00:02:36.890 --> 00:02:40.550 align:middle line:84% because we're on this train, see?" 00:02:40.550 --> 00:02:44.300 align:middle line:84% You give me an odd look as though I had said too much. 00:02:44.300 --> 00:02:47.310 align:middle line:90% 00:02:47.310 --> 00:02:51.800 align:middle line:84% But for all you know, I may have a passion for fires 00:02:51.800 --> 00:02:54.770 align:middle line:84% and travel by train to keep from having to put them out. 00:02:54.770 --> 00:02:58.214 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:02:58.214 --> 00:03:00.190 align:middle line:90% 00:03:00.190 --> 00:03:04.030 align:middle line:84% It may be that trains can kindle a love of fire. 00:03:04.030 --> 00:03:08.650 align:middle line:84% I might even suspect that you are a fireman in disguise 00:03:08.650 --> 00:03:12.200 align:middle line:90% and then again I might be wrong. 00:03:12.200 --> 00:03:17.140 align:middle line:84% Maybe you are the one who loves the good fire, who knows? 00:03:17.140 --> 00:03:19.750 align:middle line:84% Perhaps you are elsewhere, deciding that 00:03:19.750 --> 00:03:21.680 align:middle line:90% with no place to go. 00:03:21.680 --> 00:03:24.070 align:middle line:90% You should not take a train. 00:03:24.070 --> 00:03:28.210 align:middle line:84% And I seeing my own face in the window 00:03:28.210 --> 00:03:31.350 align:middle line:90% may have lied about the fire." 00:03:31.350 --> 00:03:34.000 align:middle line:90%