WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.900 align:middle line:90% 00:00:00.900 --> 00:00:03.510 align:middle line:90% "My Death." 00:00:03.510 --> 00:00:05.310 align:middle line:84% There is a fact in this poem, I was 00:00:05.310 --> 00:00:07.140 align:middle line:90% born on Prince Edward Island. 00:00:07.140 --> 00:00:09.720 align:middle line:90% I mentioned that in this poem. 00:00:09.720 --> 00:00:12.690 align:middle line:84% It's perhaps the only true thing about the poem. 00:00:12.690 --> 00:00:16.470 align:middle line:90% 00:00:16.470 --> 00:00:18.610 align:middle line:90% I don't know. 00:00:18.610 --> 00:00:21.930 align:middle line:84% I'm out of water, and close the drawer. 00:00:21.930 --> 00:00:24.990 align:middle line:90% Keep bumping up against it. 00:00:24.990 --> 00:00:27.540 align:middle line:90% "My Death." 00:00:27.540 --> 00:00:31.720 align:middle line:84% "Sadness, of course, and confusion. 00:00:31.720 --> 00:00:34.530 align:middle line:84% The relatives gathered at the graveside 00:00:34.530 --> 00:00:38.730 align:middle line:84% talking about the waste, and the weather mounting. 00:00:38.730 --> 00:00:43.180 align:middle line:84% The rain moving in vague pillars offshore. 00:00:43.180 --> 00:00:47.220 align:middle line:84% This is Prince Edward Island, I came back to my birthplace 00:00:47.220 --> 00:00:49.680 align:middle line:90% to announce my death. 00:00:49.680 --> 00:00:54.120 align:middle line:84% I said I would ride full gallop into the sea and not look back. 00:00:54.120 --> 00:00:56.490 align:middle line:90% People were furious. 00:00:56.490 --> 00:00:59.370 align:middle line:84% I told them about attempts I had made in the past. 00:00:59.370 --> 00:01:03.000 align:middle line:84% How I starved in order to be the size of Lucille, 00:01:03.000 --> 00:01:08.100 align:middle line:84% whom I loved to inhabit the cold space her body had taken. 00:01:08.100 --> 00:01:10.140 align:middle line:90% They were shocked. 00:01:10.140 --> 00:01:13.410 align:middle line:84% I went on about the time, I dove in a perfect arc that 00:01:13.410 --> 00:01:15.990 align:middle line:84% filled with the sunshine of farewell, 00:01:15.990 --> 00:01:19.920 align:middle line:84% and I fell head over shoulders into the river's thigh. 00:01:19.920 --> 00:01:21.750 align:middle line:84% And about the time, I stood naked 00:01:21.750 --> 00:01:25.140 align:middle line:84% in the snow pointing a pistol between my eyes. 00:01:25.140 --> 00:01:29.490 align:middle line:84% And how when I fired my head bloomed into health, soon 00:01:29.490 --> 00:01:31.590 align:middle line:90% I was alone. 00:01:31.590 --> 00:01:34.710 align:middle line:84% Now I lie in the box of my making, 00:01:34.710 --> 00:01:36.390 align:middle line:90% while the weather builds. 00:01:36.390 --> 00:01:41.700 align:middle line:84% And the mourners shake their heads as if to write or to die. 00:01:41.700 --> 00:01:44.750 align:middle line:90% I did not have to do either."