WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.990 align:middle line:90% 00:00:00.990 --> 00:00:05.610 align:middle line:84% About three weeks ago, I went to visit Amherst, Massachusetts, 00:00:05.610 --> 00:00:07.890 align:middle line:84% and I was walking in the Main Street 00:00:07.890 --> 00:00:10.470 align:middle line:84% looking for bookstores and fabric stores. 00:00:10.470 --> 00:00:14.520 align:middle line:84% And I noticed the graveyard behind some of the stores. 00:00:14.520 --> 00:00:16.530 align:middle line:84% And I walked over there, and I remember 00:00:16.530 --> 00:00:19.530 align:middle line:84% that Emily Dickinson lived in Amherst 00:00:19.530 --> 00:00:21.660 align:middle line:90% and was probably buried there. 00:00:21.660 --> 00:00:23.610 align:middle line:84% So I went and I saw her grave and she's 00:00:23.610 --> 00:00:26.670 align:middle line:84% right next to her sister Lavinia and right next to her father. 00:00:26.670 --> 00:00:29.048 align:middle line:90% 00:00:29.048 --> 00:00:31.590 align:middle line:84% The interesting thing is, I've been in Amherst so many times, 00:00:31.590 --> 00:00:33.590 align:middle line:84% and it never occurred to me that she'd be there. 00:00:33.590 --> 00:00:35.250 align:middle line:90% She's one of my favorite poets. 00:00:35.250 --> 00:00:37.830 align:middle line:84% And a couple of weeks before, I had just written a sestina 00:00:37.830 --> 00:00:43.457 align:middle line:84% called "An Introduction to Emily Dickinson," 00:00:43.457 --> 00:00:44.790 align:middle line:90% which I'm going to read for you. 00:00:44.790 --> 00:00:48.540 align:middle line:90% 00:00:48.540 --> 00:00:51.630 align:middle line:84% I'm not going to tell you which of the six repeating N-words 00:00:51.630 --> 00:00:52.260 align:middle line:90% are. 00:00:52.260 --> 00:00:54.900 align:middle line:90% See, if you can get them. 00:00:54.900 --> 00:00:56.910 align:middle line:84% And what I wanted to do was start off almost 00:00:56.910 --> 00:00:59.310 align:middle line:90% like a lecture in this poem. 00:00:59.310 --> 00:01:01.830 align:middle line:84% And then, I started remembering all these little anecdotes 00:01:01.830 --> 00:01:04.989 align:middle line:84% about Emily Dickinson that have to do with my own life. 00:01:04.989 --> 00:01:07.530 align:middle line:84% So I thought I'll throw that stuff into because the hardest 00:01:07.530 --> 00:01:09.810 align:middle line:84% thing about the sestina, since it's so long, 00:01:09.810 --> 00:01:11.372 align:middle line:90% is how to keep it interesting. 00:01:11.372 --> 00:01:13.080 align:middle line:84% So I figured a little gossip never hurts. 00:01:13.080 --> 00:01:19.490 align:middle line:90% 00:01:19.490 --> 00:01:20.810 align:middle line:90% An introduction to ED. 00:01:20.810 --> 00:01:23.540 align:middle line:90% 00:01:23.540 --> 00:01:26.420 align:middle line:84% In 1830, Emily Dickinson was born 00:01:26.420 --> 00:01:30.350 align:middle line:84% into the paradise on Earth of Amherst, Massachusetts, 00:01:30.350 --> 00:01:33.440 align:middle line:84% and rarely left its white circumference. 00:01:33.440 --> 00:01:38.690 align:middle line:84% Out of 1,775 poems she wrote in her day, she saw only eight 00:01:38.690 --> 00:01:40.160 align:middle line:90% of them published. 00:01:40.160 --> 00:01:43.610 align:middle line:84% What an introduction to the literary world? 00:01:43.610 --> 00:01:46.730 align:middle line:84% They were punctuated with dashes. 00:01:46.730 --> 00:01:50.450 align:middle line:84% "Pure" and "terrible" is how she described her father's heart. 00:01:50.450 --> 00:01:52.640 align:middle line:84% But Emily never married and never 00:01:52.640 --> 00:01:55.100 align:middle line:90% had the heart to leave him. 00:01:55.100 --> 00:01:58.670 align:middle line:84% Like an angel or nun inhabiting paradise, 00:01:58.670 --> 00:02:02.990 align:middle line:84% a patron saint CF William Carlos Williams. 00:02:02.990 --> 00:02:05.780 align:middle line:84% Emily dashed in and out of her heavenly garden 00:02:05.780 --> 00:02:08.479 align:middle line:90% dressed in a white habit. 00:02:08.479 --> 00:02:11.210 align:middle line:84% After reading the complete poems introduction, 00:02:11.210 --> 00:02:14.180 align:middle line:84% its index of first lines, I counted 00:02:14.180 --> 00:02:16.355 align:middle line:90% 26 poems ending with "de." 00:02:16.355 --> 00:02:19.210 align:middle line:90% 00:02:19.210 --> 00:02:21.970 align:middle line:84% My writer friend, Robert, worked as a caretaker 00:02:21.970 --> 00:02:24.790 align:middle line:84% day and night in the Dickinson mansion, a beat 00:02:24.790 --> 00:02:27.280 align:middle line:90% in the heart of Main Street. 00:02:27.280 --> 00:02:30.940 align:middle line:84% Visiting poets needed no formal introduction or appointment. 00:02:30.940 --> 00:02:34.030 align:middle line:84% They could casually enter the Paradise of Emily's living 00:02:34.030 --> 00:02:39.250 align:middle line:84% room, French doors alternating with white marble fireplaces. 00:02:39.250 --> 00:02:41.530 align:middle line:84% But no little desk where Emily dashed off 00:02:41.530 --> 00:02:43.900 align:middle line:90% poems on brown paper bags. 00:02:43.900 --> 00:02:46.960 align:middle line:84% Father's huge bed, the one dash of furniture 00:02:46.960 --> 00:02:50.260 align:middle line:84% left in the house that had seen better days. 00:02:50.260 --> 00:02:52.720 align:middle line:84% Robert camped out in his sleeping bag 00:02:52.720 --> 00:02:54.970 align:middle line:84% with a copy of the White Goddess, 00:02:54.970 --> 00:02:57.790 align:middle line:84% too worshipful to sleep upstairs. 00:02:57.790 --> 00:03:00.850 align:middle line:84% Ate his heart out beneath Emily's bare bedroom 00:03:00.850 --> 00:03:03.850 align:middle line:90% on this side of paradise. 00:03:03.850 --> 00:03:06.610 align:middle line:84% Upstairs, he'd had headaches, blinded 00:03:06.610 --> 00:03:09.790 align:middle line:90% by the sun's introduction. 00:03:09.790 --> 00:03:14.620 align:middle line:84% Lori G sent me ED's cookbook, her Bible, whose introduction 00:03:14.620 --> 00:03:17.890 align:middle line:90% proved it was genuine, no joke. 00:03:17.890 --> 00:03:21.790 align:middle line:84% Hundreds of dashes and dots on its pages, a Morse code 00:03:21.790 --> 00:03:24.340 align:middle line:90% of souls in paradise. 00:03:24.340 --> 00:03:27.010 align:middle line:84% Emily's recipe for federal cake could 00:03:27.010 --> 00:03:29.470 align:middle line:90% feed a dazed army of poets. 00:03:29.470 --> 00:03:32.980 align:middle line:84% Now, so much butter stops the heart. 00:03:32.980 --> 00:03:36.760 align:middle line:84% Can you imagine Emily up to her elbows in white flour, 00:03:36.760 --> 00:03:42.640 align:middle line:84% 10 cups of flour, and 21 cups of pulverized white sugar, five 00:03:42.640 --> 00:03:46.390 align:middle line:84% eggs, half pint of milk added after the introduction 00:03:46.390 --> 00:03:48.170 align:middle line:90% of butter? 00:03:48.170 --> 00:03:50.980 align:middle line:84% This is not recommended for the faint-hearted baker 00:03:50.980 --> 00:03:56.410 align:middle line:84% or poet whose batters know simple slapdash operation. 00:03:56.410 --> 00:04:01.150 align:middle line:84% Roses and a federal loaf arrived one day at Mrs. Boltwoods'. 00:04:01.150 --> 00:04:04.900 align:middle line:84% Some gifts are more hell than paradise. 00:04:04.900 --> 00:04:05.770 align:middle line:90% It's true. 00:04:05.770 --> 00:04:09.640 align:middle line:84% The terrified heart is no paradise lost. 00:04:09.640 --> 00:04:14.200 align:middle line:84% Frightened white Emily greets Higginson, dashes 00:04:14.200 --> 00:04:16.870 align:middle line:90% into his hand two day lilies. 00:04:16.870 --> 00:04:20.310 align:middle line:90% These are my introduction. 00:04:20.310 --> 00:04:21.000 align:middle line:90%