WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:02.520 align:middle line:90% 00:00:02.520 --> 00:00:07.150 align:middle line:84% And this is the last poem, "Prayer to My Father 00:00:07.150 --> 00:00:10.600 align:middle line:90% While Putting My Son to Bed." 00:00:10.600 --> 00:00:16.360 align:middle line:84% "Father of my voice, old humbled ghost, ragged with 00:00:16.360 --> 00:00:20.230 align:middle line:84% earned earth, teach me again to praise 00:00:20.230 --> 00:00:25.450 align:middle line:84% those joys, your last sleep still awakes in me. 00:00:25.450 --> 00:00:26.660 align:middle line:90% Who am I? 00:00:26.660 --> 00:00:32.229 align:middle line:84% Mourner, to assuage, to contend with this ravenous year, 00:00:32.229 --> 00:00:38.380 align:middle line:84% all the betrayers eating the sun, what can I hold to? 00:00:38.380 --> 00:00:43.150 align:middle line:84% What can I tell this boy, who, at moonrise, picked a vase 00:00:43.150 --> 00:00:46.160 align:middle line:90% of asters, purple and white? 00:00:46.160 --> 00:00:51.340 align:middle line:84% Now holding back from sleep, another trusting moment, 00:00:51.340 --> 00:00:56.110 align:middle line:84% listening to my voice, to what it says. 00:00:56.110 --> 00:01:01.270 align:middle line:84% Shall my voice, our voice, say, beware 00:01:01.270 --> 00:01:05.800 align:middle line:84% of the betrayer in the room of your heart, in this room, 00:01:05.800 --> 00:01:10.330 align:middle line:84% where you brought your asters, purple and blue and white, 00:01:10.330 --> 00:01:12.670 align:middle line:90% those plucked stars. 00:01:12.670 --> 00:01:15.490 align:middle line:84% I am the one you have dreamed about, 00:01:15.490 --> 00:01:21.530 align:middle line:84% who has stolen your waters, devoured your air. 00:01:21.530 --> 00:01:24.200 align:middle line:90% That is only the guilty truth. 00:01:24.200 --> 00:01:28.760 align:middle line:84% I must not go back to that, mourning your death 00:01:28.760 --> 00:01:32.750 align:middle line:84% and his death to come, I have given birth to, 00:01:32.750 --> 00:01:39.800 align:middle line:84% and the son's murder, would you and I, and he too, must commit. 00:01:39.800 --> 00:01:44.450 align:middle line:84% But in your memory, father, ghost of my voice, 00:01:44.450 --> 00:01:48.260 align:middle line:84% I choose another theme, equally old. 00:01:48.260 --> 00:01:53.660 align:middle line:84% I speak it simply as I know how, feeling what I feel, 00:01:53.660 --> 00:01:58.220 align:middle line:84% praising the sun, with you awake in my mind, 00:01:58.220 --> 00:02:03.350 align:middle line:84% and this boy here, here, hugging good night, 00:02:03.350 --> 00:02:09.259 align:middle line:84% holding the dark, his dark and mine, with his asters lighting 00:02:09.259 --> 00:02:15.200 align:middle line:84% this morning room for you, old humbled ghost. 00:02:15.200 --> 00:02:16.820 align:middle line:90% It is good. 00:02:16.820 --> 00:02:18.980 align:middle line:90% What I feel is good. 00:02:18.980 --> 00:02:22.560 align:middle line:90% I feel it has always been good. 00:02:22.560 --> 00:02:25.880 align:middle line:90% I hold to it as you held to it. 00:02:25.880 --> 00:02:30.320 align:middle line:84% If only my voice, this poem, this prayer, 00:02:30.320 --> 00:02:35.000 align:middle line:84% could hold you back in life and protect my child 00:02:35.000 --> 00:02:39.110 align:middle line:84% when another and another morning comes." 00:02:39.110 --> 00:02:40.010 align:middle line:90% Thank you. 00:02:40.010 --> 00:02:41.510 align:middle line:90% [APPLAUSE] 00:02:41.510 --> 00:02:59.210 align:middle line:90% 00:02:59.210 --> 00:03:01.626 align:middle line:90% Thank you very much. 00:03:01.626 --> 00:03:02.126 align:middle line:90%