WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.750 align:middle line:90% 00:00:00.750 --> 00:00:05.070 align:middle line:84% The Man In Black I rode across the snow fields 00:00:05.070 --> 00:00:08.189 align:middle line:84% in the moonlight holding myself in steady relation 00:00:08.189 --> 00:00:10.260 align:middle line:90% to the stars. 00:00:10.260 --> 00:00:13.140 align:middle line:84% The black timber on either side lay flat 00:00:13.140 --> 00:00:15.840 align:middle line:84% against the slopes running down before me 00:00:15.840 --> 00:00:18.270 align:middle line:90% into the bottom of the night. 00:00:18.270 --> 00:00:21.150 align:middle line:84% In the dusk I had seen rabbits and once 00:00:21.150 --> 00:00:26.400 align:middle line:84% a fox like the point of a flame flickering among the trees. 00:00:26.400 --> 00:00:30.510 align:middle line:84% But now for miles I had seen nothing but the night. 00:00:30.510 --> 00:00:33.810 align:middle line:84% There were wolves about, I believed in them 00:00:33.810 --> 00:00:35.850 align:middle line:84% for the near edge of their presence cut 00:00:35.850 --> 00:00:40.410 align:middle line:84% into the nerves of my horse, and our going on 00:00:40.410 --> 00:00:43.560 align:middle line:90% was hectic and cautious. 00:00:43.560 --> 00:00:46.950 align:middle line:90% And it was cold. 00:00:46.950 --> 00:00:51.180 align:middle line:84% The cold was absolute, at length nothing 00:00:51.180 --> 00:00:57.540 align:middle line:84% mattered not even the wolves because of the cold. 00:00:57.540 --> 00:01:02.820 align:middle line:84% At 9 o'clock perhaps, I saw the lights at Arroyo Seco. 00:01:02.820 --> 00:01:06.060 align:middle line:90% 00:01:06.060 --> 00:01:09.930 align:middle line:84% The man sitting across the table from me was slight of build 00:01:09.930 --> 00:01:13.200 align:middle line:84% and rather unseemly in appearance. 00:01:13.200 --> 00:01:16.860 align:middle line:84% He affected the wearing of black which 00:01:16.860 --> 00:01:20.820 align:middle line:84% in another more imposing figure might have been dramatic 00:01:20.820 --> 00:01:22.560 align:middle line:90% even ominous. 00:01:22.560 --> 00:01:26.340 align:middle line:84% But in this man it was an unremarkable aspect. 00:01:26.340 --> 00:01:30.720 align:middle line:84% Save that it accentuated something that laid deeper 00:01:30.720 --> 00:01:32.730 align:middle line:90% than his appearance-- 00:01:32.730 --> 00:01:37.300 align:middle line:84% a certain somberness a touch of grief. 00:01:37.300 --> 00:01:40.770 align:middle line:84% It was as if the angel of death had long ago 00:01:40.770 --> 00:01:44.250 align:middle line:90% found out his name. 00:01:44.250 --> 00:01:49.260 align:middle line:84% His skin was nearly colorless and his front teeth 00:01:49.260 --> 00:01:52.920 align:middle line:84% protruding to such an extent that his thin lips seemed never 00:01:52.920 --> 00:01:54.870 align:middle line:90% to come together. 00:01:54.870 --> 00:01:59.250 align:middle line:84% His eyes were blue just the blue of water 00:01:59.250 --> 00:02:02.790 align:middle line:84% in milk and devoid of expression so 00:02:02.790 --> 00:02:05.610 align:middle line:84% that it was impossible to say what he was thinking 00:02:05.610 --> 00:02:08.759 align:middle line:90% or indeed that he was thinking. 00:02:08.759 --> 00:02:14.130 align:middle line:84% Thought seemed somehow irrelevant to his real being 00:02:14.130 --> 00:02:17.820 align:middle line:90% apart from his true nature. 00:02:17.820 --> 00:02:21.630 align:middle line:84% I have heard that certain organisms, sharks for example, 00:02:21.630 --> 00:02:24.000 align:middle line:84% are virtually mindless, that they 00:02:24.000 --> 00:02:27.000 align:middle line:90% are creatures of pure instinct. 00:02:27.000 --> 00:02:31.110 align:middle line:84% So it was with this man I believe. 00:02:31.110 --> 00:02:34.200 align:middle line:84% If a rational thought or a whole emotion 00:02:34.200 --> 00:02:36.270 align:middle line:84% had ever grown up inside of him, he 00:02:36.270 --> 00:02:40.380 align:middle line:84% should have suffered a great dislocation of his mind 00:02:40.380 --> 00:02:41.820 align:middle line:90% and soul. 00:02:41.820 --> 00:02:43.740 align:middle line:90% Such was my impression. 00:02:43.740 --> 00:02:45.960 align:middle line:84% He should have been like a plate of glass 00:02:45.960 --> 00:02:49.230 align:middle line:90% that is shattered upon a stone. 00:02:49.230 --> 00:02:52.620 align:middle line:84% But at the same time, I had the sense 00:02:52.620 --> 00:02:56.820 align:middle line:84% that his instincts were nearly infallible. 00:02:56.820 --> 00:03:01.920 align:middle line:84% Nothing should ever take him by surprise and no one 00:03:01.920 --> 00:03:05.760 align:middle line:90% except perhaps himself. 00:03:05.760 --> 00:03:09.060 align:middle line:84% Only one principle motivated him, that of survival 00:03:09.060 --> 00:03:12.030 align:middle line:84% his own mean and exclusive survival. 00:03:12.030 --> 00:03:16.410 align:middle line:84% For him there was no morality in the universe but that 00:03:16.410 --> 00:03:19.110 align:middle line:90% neither choice nor question. 00:03:19.110 --> 00:03:24.870 align:middle line:84% And for that reason, he was among the deadliest creatures 00:03:24.870 --> 00:03:27.510 align:middle line:90% on the face of the Earth. 00:03:27.510 --> 00:03:33.120 align:middle line:84% His hands were remarkably small and delicately formed. 00:03:33.120 --> 00:03:36.720 align:middle line:84% I've heard it said that they were like a woman's hands 00:03:36.720 --> 00:03:40.410 align:middle line:84% and with respect to size and shape that is true. 00:03:40.410 --> 00:03:44.730 align:middle line:84% But they were rough too and marked by hard use 00:03:44.730 --> 00:03:48.450 align:middle line:84% with something like propriety in all their attitudes 00:03:48.450 --> 00:03:51.240 align:middle line:90% and great utility. 00:03:51.240 --> 00:03:55.080 align:middle line:84% You looked at them and you thought at once of fine tools 00:03:55.080 --> 00:03:57.870 align:middle line:90% precision instruments. 00:03:57.870 --> 00:04:02.580 align:middle line:84% They were steady and extraordinarily expressive. 00:04:02.580 --> 00:04:05.910 align:middle line:84% You could read this man in his hands 00:04:05.910 --> 00:04:09.900 align:middle line:84% as you could never read him in his eyes. 00:04:09.900 --> 00:04:12.840 align:middle line:84% His hands articulated him in the way 00:04:12.840 --> 00:04:18.480 align:middle line:84% that a leaf articulates the wind or the currents of a stream. 00:04:18.480 --> 00:04:26.340 align:middle line:84% And yet, they were nearly evasive too in their propriety. 00:04:26.340 --> 00:04:29.520 align:middle line:84% There was no resonance in his voice 00:04:29.520 --> 00:04:33.630 align:middle line:84% but it was thin and hard and flat wood clacking lightly 00:04:33.630 --> 00:04:35.040 align:middle line:90% upon wood. 00:04:35.040 --> 00:04:38.370 align:middle line:84% He was ill at ease within the element of language. 00:04:38.370 --> 00:04:43.350 align:middle line:84% I believe that silence was his natural habitat. 00:04:43.350 --> 00:04:47.250 align:middle line:84% Notwithstanding, his speech was plain and direct 00:04:47.250 --> 00:04:49.005 align:middle line:90% and disarmingly polite. 00:04:49.005 --> 00:04:51.730 align:middle line:90% 00:04:51.730 --> 00:04:56.230 align:middle line:90% Thank you for coming, he said. 00:04:56.230 --> 00:04:58.840 align:middle line:90% I will go with you, I replied. 00:04:58.840 --> 00:05:02.160 align:middle line:90% 00:05:02.160 --> 00:05:05.100 align:middle line:84% And this is how it began and this 00:05:05.100 --> 00:05:09.860 align:middle line:84% is the strange and true story of my life with Billy the Kid. 00:05:09.860 --> 00:05:12.059 align:middle line:90%