WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:06.750 align:middle line:84% I'm going to skip reading any points through my first two 00:00:06.750 --> 00:00:10.800 align:middle line:84% books, and read some from the latest book. 00:00:10.800 --> 00:00:12.270 align:middle line:90% And then read some newer poems. 00:00:12.270 --> 00:00:18.210 align:middle line:90% 00:00:18.210 --> 00:00:22.580 align:middle line:84% It's a tough act to follow up, I think. 00:00:22.580 --> 00:00:25.520 align:middle line:84% I hope my poems are a little more accessible than that. 00:00:25.520 --> 00:00:28.430 align:middle line:90% I wish they were 1/10 as good. 00:00:28.430 --> 00:00:31.650 align:middle line:90% 00:00:31.650 --> 00:00:34.020 align:middle line:84% Here's a poem, sort of a what do you call-- 00:00:34.020 --> 00:00:37.260 align:middle line:84% I guess a literary poem, or based on literary history. 00:00:37.260 --> 00:00:39.000 align:middle line:90% It's called "Rilke and Lou." 00:00:39.000 --> 00:00:42.900 align:middle line:84% And it's about Rilke, the great German poet, 00:00:42.900 --> 00:00:46.800 align:middle line:84% and Lou Andreas-Salomé, who was a lover of Rilke's. 00:00:46.800 --> 00:00:49.290 align:middle line:84% It's really about Lou Andreas-Salomé who was 00:00:49.290 --> 00:00:51.090 align:middle line:90% a writer. 00:00:51.090 --> 00:00:55.050 align:middle line:84% Brilliant writer, actually, a brilliant woman. 00:00:55.050 --> 00:00:57.360 align:middle line:90% Very well known in her time. 00:00:57.360 --> 00:01:00.600 align:middle line:84% Later in her life, a student of Freud's. 00:01:00.600 --> 00:01:05.129 align:middle line:84% Became a psychoanalyst later in her life. 00:01:05.129 --> 00:01:09.100 align:middle line:84% It mentions Nietzsche, who was also in love with Salomé. 00:01:09.100 --> 00:01:12.120 align:middle line:90% She didn't love him. 00:01:12.120 --> 00:01:14.130 align:middle line:90% A few other people. 00:01:14.130 --> 00:01:16.230 align:middle line:84% There's been some confusion about this poem. 00:01:16.230 --> 00:01:17.670 align:middle line:90% There's angels at the beginning. 00:01:17.670 --> 00:01:19.920 align:middle line:84% And to me, those are the good angels. 00:01:19.920 --> 00:01:22.950 align:middle line:84% The angels of poetry, and life, and affirmation. 00:01:22.950 --> 00:01:24.450 align:middle line:84% And then there's angels at the end. 00:01:24.450 --> 00:01:25.450 align:middle line:90% They come in at the end. 00:01:25.450 --> 00:01:28.170 align:middle line:90% Those are the angels of death. 00:01:28.170 --> 00:01:28.950 align:middle line:90% "Rilke and Lou." 00:01:28.950 --> 00:01:31.980 align:middle line:84% And it has an epigraph from her journals, 00:01:31.980 --> 00:01:34.110 align:middle line:90% that goes "Rainer must go." 00:01:34.110 --> 00:01:37.480 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:01:37.480 --> 00:01:37.980 align:middle line:90% 00:01:37.980 --> 00:01:41.640 align:middle line:84% "Of course, Lou noticed the angels 00:01:41.640 --> 00:01:44.040 align:middle line:90% in Rilke's pockets and hat. 00:01:44.040 --> 00:01:48.990 align:middle line:84% But wondered, does he have to be a poet all of the time? 00:01:48.990 --> 00:01:50.730 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:01:50.730 --> 00:01:53.670 align:middle line:84% That actually wasn't the real problem. 00:01:53.670 --> 00:01:56.640 align:middle line:84% Rainer was a sweetheart, too sweet. 00:01:56.640 --> 00:01:58.560 align:middle line:90% Hanging around too much. 00:01:58.560 --> 00:02:01.710 align:middle line:84% Besides he practically wept every time 00:02:01.710 --> 00:02:03.150 align:middle line:90% a leaf fell off a tree. 00:02:03.150 --> 00:02:05.160 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:02:05.160 --> 00:02:07.440 align:middle line:90% Jesus, thought Lou. 00:02:07.440 --> 00:02:11.009 align:middle line:84% This guy will devour me, or try at least. 00:02:11.009 --> 00:02:16.170 align:middle line:84% He's rather frail, so let's unload him fast. 00:02:16.170 --> 00:02:19.110 align:middle line:84% Only because she had bigger genius, 00:02:19.110 --> 00:02:23.370 align:middle line:84% you understand, than any poet, any philosopher. 00:02:23.370 --> 00:02:25.590 align:middle line:90% Nietzsche is a good example. 00:02:25.590 --> 00:02:30.030 align:middle line:84% And certainly up there in insights with Freud. 00:02:30.030 --> 00:02:36.270 align:middle line:84% And as we have come to expect from all Illuminati, 00:02:36.270 --> 00:02:40.020 align:middle line:84% she was angry when she saw the other angels. 00:02:40.020 --> 00:02:45.600 align:middle line:84% Angry at the end that they were coming." 00:02:45.600 --> 00:02:48.020 align:middle line:84% The poem came out of reading a biography for her. 00:02:48.020 --> 00:02:50.150 align:middle line:84% I forget the author, but it's published by Norton 00:02:50.150 --> 00:02:51.500 align:middle line:90% in paperback. 00:02:51.500 --> 00:02:53.220 align:middle line:84% And that last-- those last sentences. 00:02:53.220 --> 00:02:54.380 align:middle line:90% She was pissed off when-- 00:02:54.380 --> 00:02:55.500 align:middle line:90% She was very old. 00:02:55.500 --> 00:02:57.020 align:middle line:90% She was well into her 80s. 00:02:57.020 --> 00:03:00.140 align:middle line:84% And she was dying, and she was mad that she was dying. 00:03:00.140 --> 00:03:01.170 align:middle line:90% She was pissed off. 00:03:01.170 --> 00:03:01.700 align:middle line:90% I like that. 00:03:01.700 --> 00:03:04.710 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:03:04.710 --> 00:03:05.210 align:middle line:90% 00:03:05.210 --> 00:03:12.500 align:middle line:84% Not afraid, or anything, but mad because she had to die. 00:03:12.500 --> 00:03:13.000 align:middle line:90%