WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.882 align:middle line:90% 00:00:00.882 --> 00:00:02.340 align:middle line:84% I was going to read some poems that 00:00:02.340 --> 00:00:04.920 align:middle line:84% came out of that experience but I don't know if I will. 00:00:04.920 --> 00:00:08.290 align:middle line:90% 00:00:08.290 --> 00:00:11.010 align:middle line:90% I think I won't. 00:00:11.010 --> 00:00:13.430 align:middle line:84% I come from Detroit, Lois mentioned that, 00:00:13.430 --> 00:00:16.648 align:middle line:90% and I've written a lot about it. 00:00:16.648 --> 00:00:18.690 align:middle line:84% The young people were talking to me the other day 00:00:18.690 --> 00:00:21.720 align:middle line:84% and asking me what I would do if I were they. 00:00:21.720 --> 00:00:24.540 align:middle line:90% 00:00:24.540 --> 00:00:33.200 align:middle line:84% I would go out and have fun, I would not be a poet. 00:00:33.200 --> 00:00:37.895 align:middle line:90% 00:00:37.895 --> 00:00:39.520 align:middle line:84% I don't know what the hell I told them, 00:00:39.520 --> 00:00:46.600 align:middle line:84% I didn't know what to tell them, but when 00:00:46.600 --> 00:00:48.710 align:middle line:84% I worked in the factories as a young man, 00:00:48.710 --> 00:00:50.210 align:middle line:84% those are the worst years of my life 00:00:50.210 --> 00:00:52.060 align:middle line:84% I think until I became a teacher, 00:00:52.060 --> 00:00:59.980 align:middle line:90% but they were worse, much worse. 00:00:59.980 --> 00:01:02.350 align:middle line:84% But I didn't realize that in three or four years 00:01:02.350 --> 00:01:05.230 align:middle line:84% that really I was, I was meeting so many people 00:01:05.230 --> 00:01:11.500 align:middle line:84% and I was a receptor for so many people. 00:01:11.500 --> 00:01:18.490 align:middle line:84% I had no idea that 20 years later that it would all 00:01:18.490 --> 00:01:21.040 align:middle line:84% be so alive for me in my imagination, 00:01:21.040 --> 00:01:23.260 align:middle line:84% when I look back I can see so much of that experience 00:01:23.260 --> 00:01:26.590 align:middle line:90% with incredible clarity. 00:01:26.590 --> 00:01:30.430 align:middle line:84% This is a little poem that I wrote about one about five 00:01:30.430 --> 00:01:33.310 align:middle line:84% or six years ago, maybe about five or six years ago. 00:01:33.310 --> 00:01:37.878 align:middle line:84% I had a wonderful, just a fantastic week or two weeks. 00:01:37.878 --> 00:01:39.920 align:middle line:84% I don't know I was going through a difficult time 00:01:39.920 --> 00:01:45.110 align:middle line:84% and I went to bed, which might seem stupid, 00:01:45.110 --> 00:01:47.390 align:middle line:84% but I just gave up on everything. 00:01:47.390 --> 00:01:53.380 align:middle line:84% And I went to bed and I began to write in bed, 00:01:53.380 --> 00:01:56.110 align:middle line:84% and I didn't want to get out really. 00:01:56.110 --> 00:01:57.798 align:middle line:84% And I stayed in bed I don't know, 00:01:57.798 --> 00:01:59.590 align:middle line:84% I guess it was a couple of weeks I wouldn't 00:01:59.590 --> 00:02:04.570 align:middle line:90% go to work or talk to anybody. 00:02:04.570 --> 00:02:06.820 align:middle line:84% And gradually things got really good you know I mean, 00:02:06.820 --> 00:02:13.270 align:middle line:84% I got into this whole bed trip and into my poetry the way 00:02:13.270 --> 00:02:17.200 align:middle line:84% I hadn't been in a long time enjoying things. 00:02:17.200 --> 00:02:19.412 align:middle line:84% And this was one of the poems that came out of it. 00:02:19.412 --> 00:02:20.870 align:middle line:84% Once I got up to go to the bathroom 00:02:20.870 --> 00:02:21.995 align:middle line:90% my wife changed the sheets. 00:02:21.995 --> 00:02:24.490 align:middle line:90% 00:02:24.490 --> 00:02:26.260 align:middle line:84% And in a curious way kind of killed it. 00:02:26.260 --> 00:02:33.242 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:02:33.242 --> 00:02:35.825 align:middle line:84% I came back and it did, I don't know it didn't seem like home. 00:02:35.825 --> 00:02:38.390 align:middle line:90% 00:02:38.390 --> 00:02:40.820 align:middle line:84% So I went back to work and that's why I'm here today 00:02:40.820 --> 00:02:43.400 align:middle line:90% really. 00:02:43.400 --> 00:02:45.110 align:middle line:84% It sounds cold "Blasting from Heaven" 00:02:45.110 --> 00:02:47.318 align:middle line:84% at the time I thought it was the worst of the poems I 00:02:47.318 --> 00:02:49.010 align:middle line:90% wrote in that two weeks. 00:02:49.010 --> 00:02:51.380 align:middle line:84% I wrote about 10 or 12 poems, but I think now 00:02:51.380 --> 00:02:54.410 align:middle line:90% it was far and away the best. 00:02:54.410 --> 00:02:58.040 align:middle line:90% It was all a little crude made. 00:02:58.040 --> 00:03:01.310 align:middle line:84% When I was after it's a poem about being up all night 00:03:01.310 --> 00:03:06.320 align:middle line:84% and across my factory, and I've been working 00:03:06.320 --> 00:03:11.330 align:middle line:84% and I go into a little beanery of these strange people 00:03:11.330 --> 00:03:13.580 align:middle line:84% and they've been up all night, everybody crazy 00:03:13.580 --> 00:03:15.350 align:middle line:84% the way you are when you're up all night, 00:03:15.350 --> 00:03:17.150 align:middle line:90% haven't slept a long time. 00:03:17.150 --> 00:03:19.460 align:middle line:84% And I try to capture the kind of humor 00:03:19.460 --> 00:03:23.990 align:middle line:84% and the stupidity and in the way everything seems so profound 00:03:23.990 --> 00:03:25.250 align:middle line:90% at those times. 00:03:25.250 --> 00:03:26.750 align:middle line:90% Called "Blasting From Heaven." 00:03:26.750 --> 00:03:29.570 align:middle line:90% 00:03:29.570 --> 00:03:31.325 align:middle line:84% The little girl won't eat her sandwich. 00:03:31.325 --> 00:03:33.830 align:middle line:90% 00:03:33.830 --> 00:03:38.780 align:middle line:84% She lifts the bun and looks in but the gray beef coated 00:03:38.780 --> 00:03:42.890 align:middle line:90% with relish is always there. 00:03:42.890 --> 00:03:47.232 align:middle line:84% Her mother says, do it for mother. 00:03:47.232 --> 00:03:47.732 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:03:47.732 --> 00:03:52.500 align:middle line:90% 00:03:52.500 --> 00:03:59.190 align:middle line:84% Milk and relish in a hard bun that comes off like a hat. 00:03:59.190 --> 00:04:05.400 align:middle line:84% A kid's life is a cinch and a mother's life-- 00:04:05.400 --> 00:04:07.440 align:middle line:84% What can you do with a man like that? 00:04:07.440 --> 00:04:11.730 align:middle line:84% She asks the sleeping cook and then the old Negro 00:04:11.730 --> 00:04:13.530 align:middle line:90% who won't sit. 00:04:13.530 --> 00:04:16.649 align:middle line:84% He's been out all night trying to get it. 00:04:16.649 --> 00:04:21.089 align:middle line:84% I hope he gets it, what did he ever do but get it? 00:04:21.089 --> 00:04:25.137 align:middle line:84% The Negro doesn't look, though he looks like he's 00:04:25.137 --> 00:04:26.220 align:middle line:90% been out all night trying. 00:04:26.220 --> 00:04:29.100 align:middle line:90% 00:04:29.100 --> 00:04:33.120 align:middle line:84% Everyone's been out all night trying, 00:04:33.120 --> 00:04:36.210 align:middle line:84% why else would we be drinking beer at attention? 00:04:36.210 --> 00:04:39.890 align:middle line:90% 00:04:39.890 --> 00:04:43.910 align:middle line:84% If she were younger or if I were Prince Valiant, 00:04:43.910 --> 00:04:49.520 align:middle line:84% I would say that fate brought me here to quiet the crying, 00:04:49.520 --> 00:04:55.070 align:middle line:84% to sweeten the sandwich of the child, to waken the cook, 00:04:55.070 --> 00:05:00.860 align:middle line:84% to stop the Negro from bearing witness to the world The dawn's 00:05:00.860 --> 00:05:04.100 align:middle line:90% still hasn't come. 00:05:04.100 --> 00:05:07.820 align:middle line:84% And now we hear the 8 o'clock whistles 00:05:07.820 --> 00:05:16.030 align:middle line:84% blasting from heaven and with no morning, the day is sold. 00:05:16.030 --> 00:05:19.295 align:middle line:90%