WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:03.570 align:middle line:90% 00:00:03.570 --> 00:00:05.910 align:middle line:84% Finally, I'd like to read the last poem 00:00:05.910 --> 00:00:09.030 align:middle line:84% in this book They Feed They Lion, which is another love 00:00:09.030 --> 00:00:12.990 align:middle line:90% poem to my wife again. 00:00:12.990 --> 00:00:18.600 align:middle line:84% I had a strange experience with my first book, the guy who 00:00:18.600 --> 00:00:22.050 align:middle line:84% published it wrote me and he said it's weird how you 00:00:22.050 --> 00:00:23.430 align:middle line:90% make discoveries in your life. 00:00:23.430 --> 00:00:26.303 align:middle line:84% The guy wrote me and he said it's going to take me longer 00:00:26.303 --> 00:00:27.720 align:middle line:84% to print this book than I thought, 00:00:27.720 --> 00:00:29.565 align:middle line:84% because I've run out of capital I's. 00:00:29.565 --> 00:00:32.100 align:middle line:90% 00:00:32.100 --> 00:00:33.190 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:00:33.190 --> 00:00:35.400 align:middle line:90% And I thought well-- 00:00:35.400 --> 00:00:41.370 align:middle line:84% the first book I this, I that, I, incredible unrivaled egotism 00:00:41.370 --> 00:00:49.260 align:middle line:84% of the first book, and so I had to wait another year. 00:00:49.260 --> 00:00:54.930 align:middle line:84% When I proofread this book I kept coming across the word 00:00:54.930 --> 00:00:57.300 align:middle line:90% breath over and over again. 00:00:57.300 --> 00:01:02.070 align:middle line:84% And it became clear to me that I was obsessed with breathing, 00:01:02.070 --> 00:01:04.709 align:middle line:90% really. 00:01:04.709 --> 00:01:07.835 align:middle line:84% It sounds dumb when you say it, but it 00:01:07.835 --> 00:01:09.960 align:middle line:84% kept coming up in my poems all the time and I said, 00:01:09.960 --> 00:01:12.790 align:middle line:90% Jesus I never knew that. 00:01:12.790 --> 00:01:17.010 align:middle line:84% And so I did just kind of fired a crazy idea in my brain 00:01:17.010 --> 00:01:20.970 align:middle line:84% and this poem came very quickly and it's 00:01:20.970 --> 00:01:23.340 align:middle line:84% the favorite poem of my best friend Robert Mezey, who 00:01:23.340 --> 00:01:26.130 align:middle line:84% had many friends in this audience, an extremely 00:01:26.130 --> 00:01:29.430 align:middle line:84% beautiful man and a great poet, I think, 00:01:29.430 --> 00:01:31.900 align:middle line:84% and he was very excited about it. 00:01:31.900 --> 00:01:34.050 align:middle line:84% So I'll always love it, because he loved it. 00:01:34.050 --> 00:01:36.990 align:middle line:90% 00:01:36.990 --> 00:01:39.750 align:middle line:90% It's a very simple poem. 00:01:39.750 --> 00:01:42.330 align:middle line:90% It takes place in the Sierras. 00:01:42.330 --> 00:01:45.310 align:middle line:90% "Breath." 00:01:45.310 --> 00:01:50.090 align:middle line:84% Who hears the humming of rocks at great height? 00:01:50.090 --> 00:01:52.930 align:middle line:84% The long steady drone of granite holding 00:01:52.930 --> 00:01:57.370 align:middle line:84% together, the strumming of obsidian to itself. 00:01:57.370 --> 00:02:00.580 align:middle line:90% 00:02:00.580 --> 00:02:05.470 align:middle line:84% I go among the stones stooping and pecking like a sparrow, 00:02:05.470 --> 00:02:08.965 align:middle line:84% imagining the glacier's final push resounding still. 00:02:08.965 --> 00:02:11.810 align:middle line:90% 00:02:11.810 --> 00:02:15.800 align:middle line:84% In a freezing mountain stream, my hand 00:02:15.800 --> 00:02:21.740 align:middle line:84% opens scratched and raw, and flutters strangely, 00:02:21.740 --> 00:02:26.420 align:middle line:84% more like an animal or wild blossom in wind 00:02:26.420 --> 00:02:29.720 align:middle line:90% than any part of me. 00:02:29.720 --> 00:02:36.350 align:middle line:84% Great fields of stone stretching away under a slate sky. 00:02:36.350 --> 00:02:40.835 align:middle line:84% Their single flower, the flower of my right hand. 00:02:40.835 --> 00:02:44.160 align:middle line:90% 00:02:44.160 --> 00:02:50.820 align:middle line:84% Last night, the fire died into itself black, stick by stick 00:02:50.820 --> 00:02:55.890 align:middle line:84% and the dark came out of my eyes flooding everything. 00:02:55.890 --> 00:03:03.720 align:middle line:84% I slept alone and dreamed of you in an old house, back home 00:03:03.720 --> 00:03:07.470 align:middle line:84% among your country people, among the dead, 00:03:07.470 --> 00:03:11.400 align:middle line:84% not any living one besides yourself. 00:03:11.400 --> 00:03:17.070 align:middle line:84% I woke, scared by the gasping of a wild one, 00:03:17.070 --> 00:03:22.500 align:middle line:84% scared by my own breath and slowly calmed, 00:03:22.500 --> 00:03:27.900 align:middle line:84% remembering your weight beside me all these years and here 00:03:27.900 --> 00:03:34.740 align:middle line:84% and there, an eye of stone gleamed with a warm light 00:03:34.740 --> 00:03:35.970 align:middle line:90% of an absent star. 00:03:35.970 --> 00:03:39.240 align:middle line:90% 00:03:39.240 --> 00:03:45.120 align:middle line:84% Today in this high clear room of the world, 00:03:45.120 --> 00:03:49.410 align:middle line:84% I squat to the life of rocks jeweled in the stream 00:03:49.410 --> 00:03:52.200 align:middle line:90% or whispering like shards. 00:03:52.200 --> 00:03:56.340 align:middle line:84% What fears are still held locked in the veins 00:03:56.340 --> 00:03:59.220 align:middle line:90% till the last fire? 00:03:59.220 --> 00:04:05.100 align:middle line:84% And who will calm us then under a gold sky that 00:04:05.100 --> 00:04:08.550 align:middle line:90% will be all of Earth. 00:04:08.550 --> 00:04:14.820 align:middle line:84% Two miles below on the burning summer plains, 00:04:14.820 --> 00:04:20.850 align:middle line:84% you go about your life one more day. 00:04:20.850 --> 00:04:26.700 align:middle line:84% I give you almond blossoms for your hair, 00:04:26.700 --> 00:04:30.750 align:middle line:90% your hair that will be white. 00:04:30.750 --> 00:04:38.430 align:middle line:84% I give the world my worn out breath on an old tune. 00:04:38.430 --> 00:04:45.160 align:middle line:84% I give it all I have and take it back again. 00:04:45.160 --> 00:04:45.730 align:middle line:90% Thank you. 00:04:45.730 --> 00:04:48.480 align:middle line:90% [APPLAUSE] 00:04:48.480 --> 00:05:14.489 align:middle line:90%