WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:02.560 align:middle line:90% 00:00:02.560 --> 00:00:08.050 align:middle line:84% Let me just read two more poems; one's a strange love poem. 00:00:08.050 --> 00:00:11.780 align:middle line:84% Another, I want to read two more love poems, really. 00:00:11.780 --> 00:00:17.680 align:middle line:84% A poem memory to a woman, but I never did very well by-- 00:00:17.680 --> 00:00:21.829 align:middle line:90% 00:00:21.829 --> 00:00:23.970 align:middle line:90% I didn't do very well by me. 00:00:23.970 --> 00:00:27.060 align:middle line:90% 00:00:27.060 --> 00:00:31.560 align:middle line:90% It's called "First Love 1945". 00:00:31.560 --> 00:00:34.530 align:middle line:84% And it's just a remembrance of what first love was like. 00:00:34.530 --> 00:00:41.800 align:middle line:90% 00:00:41.800 --> 00:00:48.430 align:middle line:84% March, and the snows have turned, 00:00:48.430 --> 00:00:51.640 align:middle line:90% perhaps the war is over. 00:00:51.640 --> 00:00:56.560 align:middle line:84% The gray crust gives under their weight, and small rivers 00:00:56.560 --> 00:00:59.200 align:middle line:90% sigh in the streets. 00:00:59.200 --> 00:01:02.890 align:middle line:84% Coming home from the dance, where no one danced, 00:01:02.890 --> 00:01:07.450 align:middle line:90% he's in love with Dolly Basil. 00:01:07.450 --> 00:01:13.030 align:middle line:84% Holding her hand does nothing for it. 00:01:13.030 --> 00:01:16.180 align:middle line:84% Breathing beside her, the moon drenched air 00:01:16.180 --> 00:01:21.000 align:middle line:84% letting the silence speak of the slow weight in his belly, 00:01:21.000 --> 00:01:24.460 align:middle line:90% it does nothing for it. 00:01:24.460 --> 00:01:29.050 align:middle line:84% Against the chain link fence going for throat, and ears, 00:01:29.050 --> 00:01:32.395 align:middle line:84% breast, and crotch, helps a little. 00:01:32.395 --> 00:01:35.452 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:01:35.452 --> 00:01:38.260 align:middle line:90% 00:01:38.260 --> 00:01:44.500 align:middle line:84% Hours later, she loses her hanky under the viaduct-- 00:01:44.500 --> 00:01:46.660 align:middle line:90% this is love. 00:01:46.660 --> 00:01:51.880 align:middle line:84% His shoes darkened like small struck animals. 00:01:51.880 --> 00:01:58.990 align:middle line:84% The rails above shudder and gasp under frozen wheels. 00:01:58.990 --> 00:02:05.080 align:middle line:84% A light oil runs on his back, runs on her lips, and cheeks, 00:02:05.080 --> 00:02:09.220 align:middle line:84% runs on everything; on bitten ears that 00:02:09.220 --> 00:02:16.720 align:middle line:84% hear too much, on tongues of machines that never stop, 00:02:16.720 --> 00:02:22.690 align:middle line:84% on one eye of the star that winks them to their beds. 00:02:22.690 --> 00:02:27.005 align:middle line:90% 00:02:27.005 --> 00:02:27.755 align:middle line:90% Forgive me, Dolly. 00:02:27.755 --> 00:02:31.670 align:middle line:90% 00:02:31.670 --> 00:02:35.210 align:middle line:84% As I once said, she deserved better; but so 00:02:35.210 --> 00:02:43.160 align:middle line:84% did I. We just had to settle for each other. 00:02:43.160 --> 00:02:46.080 align:middle line:90% 00:02:46.080 --> 00:02:48.030 align:middle line:90% You're better than nothing.