WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:03.330 align:middle line:90% 00:00:03.330 --> 00:00:09.840 align:middle line:84% "Portrait with Flashlight" is for my friend 00:00:09.840 --> 00:00:13.350 align:middle line:84% the poet Henri Coulette, and it originated 00:00:13.350 --> 00:00:20.370 align:middle line:84% with something he told me about his adolescence in New Mexico. 00:00:20.370 --> 00:00:23.400 align:middle line:84% He said he learned about life from the period 00:00:23.400 --> 00:00:26.430 align:middle line:84% when he worked as an usher in the moving picture 00:00:26.430 --> 00:00:28.260 align:middle line:90% house on Saturday afternoons. 00:00:28.260 --> 00:00:32.970 align:middle line:90% 00:00:32.970 --> 00:00:39.220 align:middle line:84% And his best known poem, best poem in some ways, 00:00:39.220 --> 00:00:41.580 align:middle line:84% is a poem called "The War of the Secret Agents." 00:00:41.580 --> 00:00:42.930 align:middle line:90% That's referred to in passing. 00:00:42.930 --> 00:00:48.950 align:middle line:90% 00:00:48.950 --> 00:00:50.750 align:middle line:90% "Portrait with Flashlight." 00:00:50.750 --> 00:00:55.130 align:middle line:84% What lonely isles you prowled in search of the forbidden, 00:00:55.130 --> 00:01:00.650 align:middle line:84% blinking your usher's torch, firefly of the balconies. 00:01:00.650 --> 00:01:04.310 align:middle line:84% And when you found it, love, it was 00:01:04.310 --> 00:01:08.660 align:middle line:84% to pure French horns soaring above the plains 00:01:08.660 --> 00:01:11.480 align:middle line:90% of Saturday's westerns. 00:01:11.480 --> 00:01:14.390 align:middle line:84% The defiant eyes laughing into the sudden beam, 00:01:14.390 --> 00:01:20.120 align:middle line:84% the soft Mexican curses, the stains, the crushed corsages. 00:01:20.120 --> 00:01:22.100 align:middle line:90% Poor spy, there's no disguise. 00:01:22.100 --> 00:01:24.140 align:middle line:84% Your heart's as dark as theirs was, 00:01:24.140 --> 00:01:27.530 align:middle line:84% and it speaks with the same broken accent. 00:01:27.530 --> 00:01:30.290 align:middle line:84% Those flowers, they blossom again now, 00:01:30.290 --> 00:01:34.880 align:middle line:84% tender buds of migraine, souvenirs, 00:01:34.880 --> 00:01:37.160 align:middle line:90% and you call them poems. 00:01:37.160 --> 00:01:40.910 align:middle line:84% Poems with hair slicked back, smelling of bay rum, sweat, 00:01:40.910 --> 00:01:44.540 align:middle line:90% and hot buttered popcorn. 00:01:44.540 --> 00:01:47.260 align:middle line:90% Furtive illuminations.