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This one has the grim facts.

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My writing is all teaching how
to hold hands with myself when

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no one else is near.

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It's my permanent condition.

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How to live it vividly as a
pleasure if not a solution

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and how to despair and equal it
in energy, but best of all, how

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to die tomorrow when
the weather improves

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by dying with the sun, a
law unto itself, as I am,

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there is this happiness.

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There are all sorts of
moods in which you reflect

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upon your occupation, and they
go from memories of childhood

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to your very latest
preoccupation.

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And this one is in
retrospect, probably

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one of the earliest
memories I have.

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