WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.680 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.680 --> 00:00:02.970 align:middle line:90% I warned you it was bleak. 00:00:02.970 --> 00:00:06.330 align:middle line:90% 00:00:06.330 --> 00:00:13.065 align:middle line:84% Moving along now, going back to this first poem, 00:00:13.065 --> 00:00:19.870 align:middle line:84% "Emplumada," It moves through poems about, for example, 00:00:19.870 --> 00:00:23.130 align:middle line:84% domestic violence, like I've been talking about, 00:00:23.130 --> 00:00:26.830 align:middle line:84% and the random violence that happens. 00:00:26.830 --> 00:00:31.140 align:middle line:84% It moves through that and into something else. 00:00:31.140 --> 00:00:33.150 align:middle line:84% The book begins with a quote called, 00:00:33.150 --> 00:00:37.560 align:middle line:84% "Consider the power of wrestling your ally. 00:00:37.560 --> 00:00:39.810 align:middle line:90% His will is to kill you. 00:00:39.810 --> 00:00:42.750 align:middle line:90% He has nothing against you." 00:00:42.750 --> 00:00:45.270 align:middle line:84% The sense of anonymous violence is 00:00:45.270 --> 00:00:53.880 align:middle line:84% what Chicanos and people in the Barrio have to face every day. 00:00:53.880 --> 00:00:56.730 align:middle line:90% 00:00:56.730 --> 00:00:58.620 align:middle line:84% But there is something to be taken 00:00:58.620 --> 00:01:02.820 align:middle line:84% from that, not that suffering makes 00:01:02.820 --> 00:01:04.470 align:middle line:90% you any better or anything. 00:01:04.470 --> 00:01:06.240 align:middle line:90% I always like Ricky Lee Jones. 00:01:06.240 --> 00:01:10.575 align:middle line:84% She said, you don't have to suffer to create art. 00:01:10.575 --> 00:01:12.675 align:middle line:90% You will suffer, period. 00:01:12.675 --> 00:01:15.570 align:middle line:90% 00:01:15.570 --> 00:01:18.690 align:middle line:90% So the poems move out of that. 00:01:18.690 --> 00:01:21.960 align:middle line:84% Anyway, this is a poem about running away. 00:01:21.960 --> 00:01:25.080 align:middle line:84% I read this earlier at the high school. 00:01:25.080 --> 00:01:27.345 align:middle line:84% This is a poem about running away called "Crow." 00:01:27.345 --> 00:01:31.050 align:middle line:90% 00:01:31.050 --> 00:01:31.680 align:middle line:90% Excuse me. 00:01:31.680 --> 00:01:34.230 align:middle line:90% 00:01:34.230 --> 00:01:38.670 align:middle line:84% "She started and shot from the pine, 00:01:38.670 --> 00:01:43.080 align:middle line:84% and then brilliantly settled in the west field 00:01:43.080 --> 00:01:47.100 align:middle line:90% and sunned herself purple. 00:01:47.100 --> 00:01:53.040 align:middle line:84% I saw myself twig and rasp, dry in breath, 00:01:53.040 --> 00:01:55.680 align:middle line:90% and ammonia-smelling. 00:01:55.680 --> 00:02:01.500 align:middle line:84% Women taught me to clean and then build my own house. 00:02:01.500 --> 00:02:07.410 align:middle line:84% Before men came, they whispered, no good polished oak, 00:02:07.410 --> 00:02:12.150 align:middle line:84% learned hammer and Phillips, learned socket and rivet. 00:02:12.150 --> 00:02:16.680 align:middle line:84% I ran over rocks and gravel they placed 00:02:16.680 --> 00:02:23.130 align:middle line:84% by hand, leaving burly arguments to fester the bedrooms. 00:02:23.130 --> 00:02:29.400 align:middle line:84% With my best jeans, a 20, and a Shepherd pup, I ran. 00:02:29.400 --> 00:02:35.100 align:middle line:84% Flushed and shadowed by no one, alone, I 00:02:35.100 --> 00:02:42.440 align:middle line:84% settled, stiff in my mouth with the words women gave me." 00:02:42.440 --> 00:02:43.000 align:middle line:90%