WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.760 align:middle line:90% 00:00:00.760 --> 00:00:03.150 align:middle line:84% I'm sure I read this poem five years ago when I was here, 00:00:03.150 --> 00:00:05.340 align:middle line:90% but I'll read it again. 00:00:05.340 --> 00:00:07.890 align:middle line:84% I was a graduate student bum around the writers workshop 00:00:07.890 --> 00:00:11.100 align:middle line:84% at the University of Iowa for about three years 00:00:11.100 --> 00:00:12.310 align:middle line:90% sometime back. 00:00:12.310 --> 00:00:14.460 align:middle line:84% And after a while, I thought after I'd been there 00:00:14.460 --> 00:00:18.390 align:middle line:84% three years, I thought I was receiving clear 00:00:18.390 --> 00:00:22.530 align:middle line:84% if subtle signals that I should seek what was euphemistically 00:00:22.530 --> 00:00:26.310 align:middle line:84% called gainful employment elsewhere. 00:00:26.310 --> 00:00:28.950 align:middle line:84% And I wrote a poem which I thought articulated then 00:00:28.950 --> 00:00:32.100 align:middle line:84% my own position in this regard, and also 00:00:32.100 --> 00:00:34.410 align:middle line:84% the positions of graduate students and seniors 00:00:34.410 --> 00:00:35.063 align:middle line:90% in any year. 00:00:35.063 --> 00:00:36.480 align:middle line:84% And it's called "THe Delicate Bird 00:00:36.480 --> 00:00:37.688 align:middle line:90% Who Was Flying Up Our Asses." 00:00:37.688 --> 00:00:40.920 align:middle line:90% 00:00:40.920 --> 00:00:44.130 align:middle line:84% The delicate bird of flies off your asses 00:00:44.130 --> 00:00:50.160 align:middle line:84% was flying up mine also with no express invitation. 00:00:50.160 --> 00:00:54.960 align:middle line:84% The bird who likes the lean and hungry is making me sweat. 00:00:54.960 --> 00:00:58.100 align:middle line:84% I have delusions that I need a job 00:00:58.100 --> 00:01:01.740 align:middle line:84% and I will waste away unless I eat the bird 00:01:01.740 --> 00:01:07.380 align:middle line:84% and that my family will remember me only as a poor provider. 00:01:07.380 --> 00:01:10.470 align:middle line:84% That bird means to straighten me out. 00:01:10.470 --> 00:01:12.540 align:middle line:84% The bird in favor of fathers and sons 00:01:12.540 --> 00:01:15.000 align:middle line:90% is cropping up insidiously. 00:01:15.000 --> 00:01:21.090 align:middle line:84% Once I could be lazy, now he turns up everywhere I sit. 00:01:21.090 --> 00:01:26.040 align:middle line:84% Each day I have a feeling of the bird higher within me. 00:01:26.040 --> 00:01:29.250 align:middle line:84% Once I declined burdens now I jumped 00:01:29.250 --> 00:01:33.810 align:middle line:84% to be responsible for ones I haven't yet. 00:01:33.810 --> 00:01:39.000 align:middle line:84% I can tell that bird means to stay with me forever. 00:01:39.000 --> 00:01:42.510 align:middle line:84% Hire me, I have another mouth to feed. 00:01:42.510 --> 00:01:45.260 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:01:45.260 --> 00:01:49.000 align:middle line:90%