WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:04.830 align:middle line:90% 00:00:04.830 --> 00:00:07.200 align:middle line:84% I learned a couple of years ago with my family 00:00:07.200 --> 00:00:09.510 align:middle line:84% in the mountains, in a house where 00:00:09.510 --> 00:00:12.810 align:middle line:84% no one had lived for a while, so the deer had kind of 00:00:12.810 --> 00:00:15.540 align:middle line:90% taken over the property. 00:00:15.540 --> 00:00:18.870 align:middle line:84% And they would come right up to the windows really, 00:00:18.870 --> 00:00:22.860 align:middle line:84% and I was working pretty hard editing this manuscript. 00:00:22.860 --> 00:00:24.810 align:middle line:84% And it seemed like when I would look up deep 00:00:24.810 --> 00:00:27.360 align:middle line:84% in thought, suddenly, there was a being 00:00:27.360 --> 00:00:31.830 align:middle line:84% from another world looking at me or not looking at me. 00:00:31.830 --> 00:00:36.950 align:middle line:84% And so when I came back to Tucson, and a little bit 00:00:36.950 --> 00:00:40.250 align:middle line:84% when I was there, I started to sort of explore 00:00:40.250 --> 00:00:45.290 align:middle line:84% that deer thing, and the symbol that also was in the metaphors 00:00:45.290 --> 00:00:48.050 align:middle line:84% that it was bringing, and this was 00:00:48.050 --> 00:00:50.600 align:middle line:84% the first of those deer poems which have now 00:00:50.600 --> 00:00:53.870 align:middle line:90% become a pretty big project. 00:00:53.870 --> 00:00:57.020 align:middle line:84% So I've been having some fun looking at topographic maps 00:00:57.020 --> 00:00:59.690 align:middle line:84% and deer migration patterns, and they've 00:00:59.690 --> 00:01:02.270 align:middle line:84% taken me back to where I grew up in Los Alamos 00:01:02.270 --> 00:01:06.380 align:middle line:84% where there were a pair of albino deer living there 00:01:06.380 --> 00:01:09.920 align:middle line:84% when I was young, being tracked, and many deer 00:01:09.920 --> 00:01:11.540 align:middle line:90% connections I seem to have. 00:01:11.540 --> 00:01:15.830 align:middle line:84% So I want to read this one that made it into Blinking Ephemeral 00:01:15.830 --> 00:01:21.020 align:middle line:84% Valentine, and then we have a way to erase all of this, 00:01:21.020 --> 00:01:24.300 align:middle line:84% and let Mary Jo set the stage for you. 00:01:24.300 --> 00:01:29.240 align:middle line:84% So this one is called "National Monument." 00:01:29.240 --> 00:01:33.290 align:middle line:84% Wish yourself inside the ornamental deer. 00:01:33.290 --> 00:01:37.760 align:middle line:84% Veneer of and spots floating in the reservoir. 00:01:37.760 --> 00:01:41.540 align:middle line:90% Water breaking the edges. 00:01:41.540 --> 00:01:44.240 align:middle line:84% In the time lapse of drift forever, 00:01:44.240 --> 00:01:48.680 align:middle line:84% a lasso across your shoulder, and in your pocket, 00:01:48.680 --> 00:01:53.480 align:middle line:84% a fly's wing on which to sketch your SOS-- 00:01:53.480 --> 00:01:54.530 align:middle line:90% a ribbed dog. 00:01:54.530 --> 00:01:58.280 align:middle line:90% 00:01:58.280 --> 00:02:00.770 align:middle line:90% Things you will need-- 00:02:00.770 --> 00:02:06.860 align:middle line:84% night glasses, cerulean stain, best gloves, 00:02:06.860 --> 00:02:08.555 align:middle line:90% any number of ladders. 00:02:08.555 --> 00:02:12.150 align:middle line:90% 00:02:12.150 --> 00:02:15.930 align:middle line:84% Stand up in a black hollow, multiple sounds 00:02:15.930 --> 00:02:18.270 align:middle line:84% of a perfect ocean under which you 00:02:18.270 --> 00:02:21.040 align:middle line:84% believe an incandescent carousel circles. 00:02:21.040 --> 00:02:25.590 align:middle line:90% 00:02:25.590 --> 00:02:27.840 align:middle line:84% When you have finished, hold your reflection 00:02:27.840 --> 00:02:30.090 align:middle line:90% up to the keyhole. 00:02:30.090 --> 00:02:35.362 align:middle line:84% Kits and toy soldiers in the ragweed a crossing, 00:02:35.362 --> 00:02:38.790 align:middle line:90% says so the bullet sprayed sign. 00:02:38.790 --> 00:02:43.290 align:middle line:84% Shape of antlers or black branches, wind making it 00:02:43.290 --> 00:02:44.220 align:middle line:90% disappear. 00:02:44.220 --> 00:02:48.160 align:middle line:90% 00:02:48.160 --> 00:02:52.600 align:middle line:84% Here the poem whistles an elk to the shoreline. 00:02:52.600 --> 00:03:00.420 align:middle line:84% Whistle, whistle, and another, another are cue of hold onto. 00:03:00.420 --> 00:03:01.000 align:middle line:90%