WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:03.090 align:middle line:90% 00:00:03.090 --> 00:00:08.640 align:middle line:90% And this last poem is for Alex. 00:00:08.640 --> 00:00:11.500 align:middle line:90% "Risk." 00:00:11.500 --> 00:00:14.080 align:middle line:84% "In the dream, I'm given a monkey heart 00:00:14.080 --> 00:00:17.980 align:middle line:84% and told to be careful how I love because of the resulting 00:00:17.980 --> 00:00:19.780 align:middle line:90% infection. 00:00:19.780 --> 00:00:22.750 align:middle line:84% Suddenly, a hard boiled egg with no yolk, 00:00:22.750 --> 00:00:26.260 align:middle line:84% I pitch down a great hill in a holy city 00:00:26.260 --> 00:00:29.170 align:middle line:84% past the flaming beakers of ethanol, 00:00:29.170 --> 00:00:33.310 align:middle line:84% the lapis bowls in which science would peel me apart. 00:00:33.310 --> 00:00:37.150 align:middle line:84% And when I skid into a fleshy patch of grass, 00:00:37.150 --> 00:00:42.340 align:middle line:84% I unroll into a grub, a grub with the mind of a girl, 00:00:42.340 --> 00:00:45.310 align:middle line:84% a girl with the lips of an insect. 00:00:45.310 --> 00:00:49.750 align:middle line:84% A voice says, 'Metamorphosis will make you ugly.' 00:00:49.750 --> 00:00:54.070 align:middle line:84% I answer, 'Radiance will change its name.' 00:00:54.070 --> 00:00:58.240 align:middle line:84% In the heat, I squirm and shrug out of my summer suit 00:00:58.240 --> 00:01:01.660 align:middle line:84% and, breathless, split into a cotton dress. 00:01:01.660 --> 00:01:03.640 align:middle line:90% It is almost evening. 00:01:03.640 --> 00:01:05.830 align:middle line:90% There are fireflies. 00:01:05.830 --> 00:01:08.470 align:middle line:84% On the lawn of my childhood house, 00:01:08.470 --> 00:01:13.390 align:middle line:84% an operating table, doctors, a patient under a sheet. 00:01:13.390 --> 00:01:14.830 align:middle line:90% I walk up. 00:01:14.830 --> 00:01:19.120 align:middle line:84% Under the webbing of IVs, a surgeon hands me a silver comb 00:01:19.120 --> 00:01:22.390 align:middle line:84% and I start brushing the patient's hair like I did 00:01:22.390 --> 00:01:25.000 align:middle line:90% my mother's when I was a girl. 00:01:25.000 --> 00:01:26.680 align:middle line:90% The nurse lifts the sheet. 00:01:26.680 --> 00:01:28.240 align:middle line:90% It isn't my mother. 00:01:28.240 --> 00:01:29.980 align:middle line:90% It's the monkey. 00:01:29.980 --> 00:01:32.800 align:middle line:84% I bend my ear to its dying lips and it 00:01:32.800 --> 00:01:35.470 align:middle line:90% says, 'You haven't much time. 00:01:35.470 --> 00:01:39.990 align:middle line:90% Risk it all.'" 00:01:39.990 --> 00:01:40.490 align:middle line:90% Thank you. 00:01:40.490 --> 00:01:44.140 align:middle line:90% [APPLAUSE] 00:01:44.140 --> 00:01:48.000 align:middle line:90%