WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.780 align:middle line:90% 00:00:00.780 --> 00:00:02.280 align:middle line:90% There She Is. 00:00:02.280 --> 00:00:05.620 align:middle line:90% 00:00:05.620 --> 00:00:10.330 align:middle line:84% When I go into the garden, there she is. 00:00:10.330 --> 00:00:13.690 align:middle line:84% The specter holds up her arms to show 00:00:13.690 --> 00:00:18.340 align:middle line:90% that her hands are eaten off. 00:00:18.340 --> 00:00:21.550 align:middle line:84% She is silent because of the agony. 00:00:21.550 --> 00:00:24.470 align:middle line:90% There is blood on her face. 00:00:24.470 --> 00:00:28.150 align:middle line:84% I can see she has done this to herself, 00:00:28.150 --> 00:00:31.330 align:middle line:84% so she would not feel the other pain. 00:00:31.330 --> 00:00:33.130 align:middle line:90% And it is true. 00:00:33.130 --> 00:00:35.590 align:middle line:90% She does not feel it. 00:00:35.590 --> 00:00:39.160 align:middle line:90% She does not even see me. 00:00:39.160 --> 00:00:45.100 align:middle line:84% It is not she anymore, but the pain itself that moves her. 00:00:45.100 --> 00:00:49.270 align:middle line:90% I look and think how to forget. 00:00:49.270 --> 00:00:52.540 align:middle line:84% How can I live while she stands there? 00:00:52.540 --> 00:00:56.930 align:middle line:84% And if I take her life, what will that make of me? 00:00:56.930 --> 00:01:00.730 align:middle line:84% I cannot touch her, make her conscious. 00:01:00.730 --> 00:01:03.910 align:middle line:90% It would hurt her too much. 00:01:03.910 --> 00:01:08.500 align:middle line:84% I hear this sound all through the air that was her eating. 00:01:08.500 --> 00:01:14.020 align:middle line:84% But it is on its own now, completely separate from her. 00:01:14.020 --> 00:01:17.170 align:middle line:90% I think I am supposed to look. 00:01:17.170 --> 00:01:19.880 align:middle line:90% I am not supposed to turn away. 00:01:19.880 --> 00:01:27.130 align:middle line:84% I am supposed to see each detail and all expression gone. 00:01:27.130 --> 00:01:32.840 align:middle line:84% My God, I think, if paradise is to be here, 00:01:32.840 --> 00:01:35.970 align:middle line:90% it will have to include her. 00:01:35.970 --> 00:01:37.000 align:middle line:90%