WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:03.040 align:middle line:90% Hello, thank you all for coming. 00:00:03.040 --> 00:00:07.130 align:middle line:90% Woah, jeez, technology. 00:00:07.130 --> 00:00:09.150 align:middle line:90% Yeah, that's OK. 00:00:09.150 --> 00:00:11.050 align:middle line:90% Anyway thank you all for coming. 00:00:11.050 --> 00:00:13.440 align:middle line:84% Thank you Allie, for the very nice introduction. 00:00:13.440 --> 00:00:16.620 align:middle line:84% And thank you, Naomi, for sharing your beautiful work. 00:00:16.620 --> 00:00:20.170 align:middle line:84% It's an honor to share the podium with you tonight. 00:00:20.170 --> 00:00:24.270 align:middle line:84% I'd also like to thank the board, the administration, 00:00:24.270 --> 00:00:27.330 align:middle line:84% the staff, and the judges of the Arizona Poetry Center, 00:00:27.330 --> 00:00:29.140 align:middle line:90% for giving me this opportunity. 00:00:29.140 --> 00:00:32.820 align:middle line:84% It's really been tremendous for me. 00:00:32.820 --> 00:00:36.360 align:middle line:84% Not only have I been able to do a lot of writing 00:00:36.360 --> 00:00:41.040 align:middle line:84% and reading and experiencing your beautiful library, 00:00:41.040 --> 00:00:47.400 align:middle line:84% I've been able to immerse myself in a southwestern landscape 00:00:47.400 --> 00:00:48.780 align:middle line:90% that I'm going to miss. 00:00:48.780 --> 00:00:54.670 align:middle line:84% As Allie said, I'm getting ready to shuffle on over to Richmond. 00:00:54.670 --> 00:00:58.680 align:middle line:84% And this time here has been something I sorely 00:00:58.680 --> 00:01:00.570 align:middle line:90% needed a good send off. 00:01:00.570 --> 00:01:03.990 align:middle line:84% The sun and the heat and the sand and the bugs. 00:01:03.990 --> 00:01:05.410 align:middle line:84% All that stuff I'm going to miss. 00:01:05.410 --> 00:01:08.020 align:middle line:84% So I really appreciate the opportunity. 00:01:08.020 --> 00:01:11.160 align:middle line:84% And I won't forget it, and thank you. 00:01:11.160 --> 00:01:16.440 align:middle line:84% So tonight, I would like to read from my book 00:01:16.440 --> 00:01:21.750 align:middle line:84% Descanso for My Father, and as some of you in the room 00:01:21.750 --> 00:01:28.140 align:middle line:84% may know, descanso in Spanish, means resting place. 00:01:28.140 --> 00:01:31.860 align:middle line:84% And in New Mexico, a descanso is also 00:01:31.860 --> 00:01:35.730 align:middle line:90% the name for a roadside shrine. 00:01:35.730 --> 00:01:38.160 align:middle line:84% These kinds of memorials you might see on your drive 00:01:38.160 --> 00:01:41.790 align:middle line:84% from Chimayo to Taos, or Albuquerque to Las Cruces, 00:01:41.790 --> 00:01:45.780 align:middle line:84% with flowers and rosaries and votive candles. 00:01:45.780 --> 00:01:51.750 align:middle line:84% And in New Mexico a descanso means a couple of things. 00:01:51.750 --> 00:01:53.790 align:middle line:90% Not only does it mean-- 00:01:53.790 --> 00:01:58.290 align:middle line:84% not only does it mark the ground of somebody who has died, 00:01:58.290 --> 00:02:02.550 align:middle line:84% I believe it's also a testament to the living. 00:02:02.550 --> 00:02:09.240 align:middle line:84% Descanso was a place where two spirits come together 00:02:09.240 --> 00:02:14.550 align:middle line:84% in communion, in healing and love, I think. 00:02:14.550 --> 00:02:20.280 align:middle line:84% And that's certainly my intention with this book here, 00:02:20.280 --> 00:02:24.930 align:middle line:84% descanso in my book is a memoir in a series 00:02:24.930 --> 00:02:26.970 align:middle line:90% of connected shorts. 00:02:26.970 --> 00:02:32.010 align:middle line:84% And each essay, each prose poem, and each lyric essay 00:02:32.010 --> 00:02:35.850 align:middle line:84% is an offering on the descanso shrine 00:02:35.850 --> 00:02:38.010 align:middle line:90% to the father I never knew. 00:02:38.010 --> 00:02:41.490 align:middle line:84% A man who for a lot of complicated reasons, 00:02:41.490 --> 00:02:43.980 align:middle line:84% we never talked about growing up. 00:02:43.980 --> 00:02:47.490 align:middle line:84% So with this book it was a gesture 00:02:47.490 --> 00:02:51.780 align:middle line:84% on my behalf to try and touch his spirit, 00:02:51.780 --> 00:02:55.510 align:middle line:84% and to try and understand a little bit. 00:02:55.510 --> 00:03:01.350 align:middle line:84% So I would like to read three short excerpts from my book. 00:03:01.350 --> 00:03:05.850 align:middle line:84% Three offerings if you will, and hopefully give you a little 00:03:05.850 --> 00:03:09.910 align:middle line:84% insight into my strange and beautiful little family. 00:03:09.910 --> 00:03:15.240 align:middle line:84% So with that, I would like to start with an excerpt 00:03:15.240 --> 00:03:17.760 align:middle line:84% from an essay in the collection called 00:03:17.760 --> 00:03:20.090 align:middle line:90% "Among the Broken Angels." 00:03:20.090 --> 00:03:21.088 align:middle line:90%