WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:05.310 align:middle line:90% 00:00:05.310 --> 00:00:11.760 align:middle line:84% And then the need to live with a sense of time that 00:00:11.760 --> 00:00:16.710 align:middle line:84% allows room for change, that is we don't accept ourselves 00:00:16.710 --> 00:00:19.320 align:middle line:84% as we are and we would like at least to have enough time 00:00:19.320 --> 00:00:26.280 align:middle line:84% to do what we can to make some changes. 00:00:26.280 --> 00:00:29.390 align:middle line:90% 00:00:29.390 --> 00:00:30.625 align:middle line:90% It's called His New Life. 00:00:30.625 --> 00:00:33.980 align:middle line:90% 00:00:33.980 --> 00:00:39.920 align:middle line:84% Now he'd be stricken to find the road on his usual Sunday drive 00:00:39.920 --> 00:00:44.300 align:middle line:84% washed out near the quarry, forcing him to take 00:00:44.300 --> 00:00:47.480 align:middle line:90% a detour that passed her house. 00:00:47.480 --> 00:00:52.580 align:middle line:84% But in his new life, the life he can feel slowly approaching, 00:00:52.580 --> 00:00:55.820 align:middle line:90% it will offer an opportunity. 00:00:55.820 --> 00:00:59.180 align:middle line:84% Now he would want to find her house abandoned. 00:00:59.180 --> 00:01:05.000 align:middle line:84% Its windows boarded, its rotted roof open to rain. 00:01:05.000 --> 00:01:07.910 align:middle line:84% But in his new life, he'll be relieved 00:01:07.910 --> 00:01:11.750 align:middle line:84% to see lights burning in every room, relieved 00:01:11.750 --> 00:01:16.910 align:middle line:84% to hear sprightly music spilling from open windows. 00:01:16.910 --> 00:01:19.730 align:middle line:84% In his old life before he could wish 00:01:19.730 --> 00:01:22.520 align:middle line:84% her a chance for a festive evening, 00:01:22.520 --> 00:01:26.000 align:middle line:84% he'd require evidence of a long penance 00:01:26.000 --> 00:01:29.870 align:middle line:84% for letting her feelings for him give way 00:01:29.870 --> 00:01:32.570 align:middle line:90% to feelings for someone else. 00:01:32.570 --> 00:01:35.150 align:middle line:84% But in his new life, he will simply 00:01:35.150 --> 00:01:37.860 align:middle line:84% assume that after an interval of remorse, 00:01:37.860 --> 00:01:42.110 align:middle line:84% she did her best to be more constant, dependable 00:01:42.110 --> 00:01:48.260 align:middle line:84% as the sun rising on schedule to make another morning. 00:01:48.260 --> 00:01:51.800 align:middle line:84% Is your life today fuller than his? 00:01:51.800 --> 00:01:55.040 align:middle line:84% That kind of question belongs to his old life. 00:01:55.040 --> 00:01:59.030 align:middle line:84% Whereas his new life will be conspicuous for leaving 00:01:59.030 --> 00:02:01.920 align:middle line:90% behind all comparisons. 00:02:01.920 --> 00:02:05.510 align:middle line:84% Now it's true he's comparing the life he's living 00:02:05.510 --> 00:02:07.940 align:middle line:90% to the life he will be living. 00:02:07.940 --> 00:02:11.990 align:middle line:84% But in the future, the two will flow together 00:02:11.990 --> 00:02:16.850 align:middle line:84% to make one river, one that's content to go on flowing 00:02:16.850 --> 00:02:21.050 align:middle line:84% without once asking what it might be if it were 00:02:21.050 --> 00:02:24.470 align:middle line:84% free of the mud and gravel beneath it 00:02:24.470 --> 00:02:29.500 align:middle line:84% and the banks penning it in on either side. 00:02:29.500 --> 00:02:35.000 align:middle line:90%