WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.290 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.290 --> 00:00:02.320 align:middle line:90% Thank you so much. 00:00:02.320 --> 00:00:03.780 align:middle line:90% Thank you, Melissa. 00:00:03.780 --> 00:00:06.150 align:middle line:84% It's so wonderful to be here, honored 00:00:06.150 --> 00:00:08.640 align:middle line:84% to read with you, Laynie. And I want 00:00:08.640 --> 00:00:13.980 align:middle line:84% to thank Gail, and Cybele, and Jamie, and Noah, 00:00:13.980 --> 00:00:18.780 align:middle line:84% and Casa Libre and Chax has just on this beautiful chapbook 00:00:18.780 --> 00:00:19.860 align:middle line:90% Matriot acts. 00:00:19.860 --> 00:00:23.670 align:middle line:84% And I'm going to read first from "Manatee/Humanity" and then 00:00:23.670 --> 00:00:28.470 align:middle line:84% a little bit of the new chapbook. 00:00:28.470 --> 00:00:30.250 align:middle line:90% So very, very thrilled. 00:00:30.250 --> 00:00:32.299 align:middle line:90% Thank you, Charles. 00:00:32.299 --> 00:00:32.960 align:middle line:90% OK. 00:00:32.960 --> 00:00:39.260 align:middle line:84% "Manatee/Humanity" is a long narrative hybrid poem, 00:00:39.260 --> 00:00:45.350 align:middle line:84% began with an encounter at a aquarium, a sea park in Florida 00:00:45.350 --> 00:00:47.390 align:middle line:90% with a manatee. 00:00:47.390 --> 00:00:51.590 align:middle line:84% We stared into each other's eyes for a long time. 00:00:51.590 --> 00:00:57.440 align:middle line:84% This manatee was female, very scarred, very old. 00:00:57.440 --> 00:01:01.370 align:middle line:84% And I took a vow at that point to include manatee 00:01:01.370 --> 00:01:02.930 align:middle line:90% in some kind of project. 00:01:02.930 --> 00:01:04.489 align:middle line:90% So that was the origin. 00:01:04.489 --> 00:01:07.850 align:middle line:84% And then I had been working with the structure of something 00:01:07.850 --> 00:01:09.810 align:middle line:84% called the Kalachakra initiation, 00:01:09.810 --> 00:01:13.310 align:middle line:84% which is a Tibetan Buddhist ceremony, ritual that 00:01:13.310 --> 00:01:15.350 align:middle line:90% goes on for over three days. 00:01:15.350 --> 00:01:19.280 align:middle line:84% And one is given instructions on dreams. 00:01:19.280 --> 00:01:22.490 align:middle line:84% And you visualize a central deity that morphs 00:01:22.490 --> 00:01:23.760 align:middle line:90% and this sort of thing. 00:01:23.760 --> 00:01:27.500 align:middle line:84% So I decided to put the manatee in the place 00:01:27.500 --> 00:01:30.350 align:middle line:90% of the deity in this ritual. 00:01:30.350 --> 00:01:33.890 align:middle line:84% So I'm going to read from some parts of that. 00:01:33.890 --> 00:01:37.310 align:middle line:84% There's a bit of an introduction called Undercurrent. 00:01:37.310 --> 00:01:44.250 align:middle line:84% And I talk about these various structures for the poem. 00:01:44.250 --> 00:01:48.990 align:middle line:84% The Jack Spicer's metaphor for the poet as the radio, the poet 00:01:48.990 --> 00:01:50.100 align:middle line:90% is always on. 00:01:50.100 --> 00:01:53.670 align:middle line:84% And what is the mind of manatee, was a question for this poem. 00:01:53.670 --> 00:01:55.290 align:middle line:84% There seems something wonderfully 00:01:55.290 --> 00:01:58.890 align:middle line:84% cognizant and primordial and on in the manatee spirit, 00:01:58.890 --> 00:02:01.170 align:middle line:84% albeit at a less speedy frequency. 00:02:01.170 --> 00:02:03.330 align:middle line:84% I remember William Burroughs sensing, 00:02:03.330 --> 00:02:05.460 align:middle line:84% maybe riffing on something Jack Kerouac 00:02:05.460 --> 00:02:08.850 align:middle line:84% had said that so many animals seem to be in Samadhi. 00:02:08.850 --> 00:02:10.530 align:middle line:90% He thought this of his cats. 00:02:10.530 --> 00:02:13.350 align:middle line:84% And he often said that he would prefer the company of lemurs 00:02:13.350 --> 00:02:15.420 align:middle line:90% to that of humans. 00:02:15.420 --> 00:02:20.070 align:middle line:84% And the lemur has a walk on in the poem as does the gray wolf. 00:02:20.070 --> 00:02:25.750 align:middle line:84% And those of us who spend time in Colorado and other parts 00:02:25.750 --> 00:02:29.080 align:middle line:84% out West have caught up with that struggle 00:02:29.080 --> 00:02:31.360 align:middle line:90% for the life of the gray wolf. 00:02:31.360 --> 00:02:34.000 align:middle line:84% Then I talk a little bit about the Buddhist view 00:02:34.000 --> 00:02:36.130 align:middle line:84% that all life forms are interrelated 00:02:36.130 --> 00:02:38.260 align:middle line:84% through their evolutionary history 00:02:38.260 --> 00:02:40.360 align:middle line:84% and that animal and human minds are 00:02:40.360 --> 00:02:42.190 align:middle line:90% both participants in reality. 00:02:42.190 --> 00:02:46.510 align:middle line:84% We share the planet with many non-human temporalities. 00:02:46.510 --> 00:02:49.060 align:middle line:84% Minds exist at the quantum level, 00:02:49.060 --> 00:02:52.570 align:middle line:84% below the level of atoms, and subatomic particles. 00:02:52.570 --> 00:02:57.640 align:middle line:84% As is said, minds never come from nothing or go to nothing. 00:02:57.640 --> 00:03:00.760 align:middle line:84% I visualized the manatees realm and the shallow pool 00:03:00.760 --> 00:03:01.720 align:middle line:90% as a shrine. 00:03:01.720 --> 00:03:05.470 align:middle line:84% I perceived her less as a victim and more as a poetic deity. 00:03:05.470 --> 00:03:08.320 align:middle line:84% And I felt she had the greater sympathy for me. 00:03:08.320 --> 00:03:11.680 align:middle line:84% The manatee ostensibly has no use in the current world. 00:03:11.680 --> 00:03:15.220 align:middle line:84% It's odd how creatures pacifistic transcendent 00:03:15.220 --> 00:03:20.140 align:middle line:84% even go extinct as human realms of cruelty plunder and war 00:03:20.140 --> 00:03:21.190 align:middle line:90% grind on." 00:03:21.190 --> 00:03:24.310 align:middle line:84% So it's also a meditation on evolution 00:03:24.310 --> 00:03:28.210 align:middle line:84% on what our humanity has some lore 00:03:28.210 --> 00:03:30.640 align:middle line:84% of the manatee, the drunken sailors who 00:03:30.640 --> 00:03:34.030 align:middle line:84% would see the manatee come up with seaweed 00:03:34.030 --> 00:03:38.090 align:middle line:84% and think they were mermaids, so on. 00:03:38.090 --> 00:03:39.700 align:middle line:84% So I'm going to jump in and start 00:03:39.700 --> 00:03:42.670 align:middle line:84% a little bit at the beginning and work 00:03:42.670 --> 00:03:44.860 align:middle line:90% through a bit of the poem. 00:03:44.860 --> 00:03:45.790 align:middle line:90% And let's see. 00:03:45.790 --> 00:03:49.560 align:middle line:84% Here's a little variant of Sir Patrick Spens 00:03:49.560 --> 00:03:53.040 align:middle line:84% Out and starts the mermaid in with a fan into her hand. 00:03:53.040 --> 00:03:55.050 align:middle line:84% Keep up your hearts, my merry men, 00:03:55.050 --> 00:03:56.970 align:middle line:90% for you're near the dry land. 00:03:56.970 --> 00:04:00.445 align:middle line:84% Out and spake Earl Patrick Graham with a saught 00:04:00.445 --> 00:04:03.690 align:middle line:84% tear in his eye Now, sin we've seen the mermaid 00:04:03.690 --> 00:04:07.650 align:middle line:90% in, dry land we'll never see. 00:04:07.650 --> 00:04:11.490 align:middle line:84% And why did my brain incubate all those long years? 00:04:11.490 --> 00:04:15.240 align:middle line:84% And why was it not using its genius to make fire? 00:04:15.240 --> 00:04:19.079 align:middle line:84% And why not the making of which would stir neurons further, 00:04:19.079 --> 00:04:22.740 align:middle line:84% and touching the texture of stone shaping hand to stone, 00:04:22.740 --> 00:04:25.740 align:middle line:84% putting marks upon it further, and why not? 00:04:25.740 --> 00:04:26.310 align:middle line:90% Why? 00:04:26.310 --> 00:04:28.920 align:middle line:84% To further beauty in the making of art. 00:04:28.920 --> 00:04:34.020 align:middle line:84% And why in sound to not making music all those long years, 00:04:34.020 --> 00:04:37.350 align:middle line:84% sounds imitate what must have been the call of birds, 00:04:37.350 --> 00:04:41.040 align:middle line:84% or of the body, an internal hum and chatter, and growl 00:04:41.040 --> 00:04:43.670 align:middle line:90% and chit, and woo, woo, woo. 00:04:43.670 --> 00:04:47.450 align:middle line:84% Parts of the body convening together as alluvial, 00:04:47.450 --> 00:04:52.370 align:middle line:84% as sound together alluvial, alluvial in strange harmony 00:04:52.370 --> 00:04:55.730 align:middle line:84% or discord, to or in hunger, need, desire, 00:04:55.730 --> 00:04:58.100 align:middle line:84% fighting in all the discords of desire, 00:04:58.100 --> 00:05:02.030 align:middle line:84% and wooing to signal distress, signal delight, 00:05:02.030 --> 00:05:05.360 align:middle line:84% signal the stark moon you see, and eclipsing of it. 00:05:05.360 --> 00:05:11.540 align:middle line:84% Signal distress, signal delight, signal, signal redress 00:05:11.540 --> 00:05:13.880 align:middle line:84% mistress, redress, and holy moon. 00:05:13.880 --> 00:05:17.000 align:middle line:84% And cry when the moon disappears, returns, 00:05:17.000 --> 00:05:18.470 align:middle line:90% and celebrate by dancing. 00:05:18.470 --> 00:05:22.520 align:middle line:84% Why did not my brain dance all those long years? 00:05:22.520 --> 00:05:25.820 align:middle line:84% Would this not be in the frame of that incubation, 00:05:25.820 --> 00:05:28.910 align:middle line:84% its calibration toward gender, toward yearning, 00:05:28.910 --> 00:05:32.300 align:middle line:84% toward other particulars of size, and gaze, and color? 00:05:32.300 --> 00:05:35.600 align:middle line:84% How many thousands of years, and between all and what 00:05:35.600 --> 00:05:39.140 align:middle line:84% is human thousands of possibilities constituting, 00:05:39.140 --> 00:05:42.350 align:middle line:84% reconstituting thousands upon thousands. 00:05:42.350 --> 00:05:46.400 align:middle line:84% And why did my brain incubate all those long years 00:05:46.400 --> 00:05:49.160 align:middle line:84% not using its genius to make fire? 00:05:49.160 --> 00:05:51.110 align:middle line:84% Cry for water with a parched sound. 00:05:51.110 --> 00:05:51.740 align:middle line:90% And why? 00:05:51.740 --> 00:05:55.340 align:middle line:84% How could it with slow memory, without knowledge of itself now 00:05:55.340 --> 00:05:57.890 align:middle line:84% growing, moving slowly, know itself. 00:05:57.890 --> 00:05:59.030 align:middle line:90% Why? 00:05:59.030 --> 00:06:03.050 align:middle line:84% And why do you explore the periphery of latere 00:06:03.050 --> 00:06:04.400 align:middle line:90% to lie hidden? 00:06:04.400 --> 00:06:08.030 align:middle line:84% My, what size you are my hominid, and of intellect 00:06:08.030 --> 00:06:09.080 align:middle line:90% not strewn about. 00:06:09.080 --> 00:06:13.340 align:middle line:84% And why are you at the root of my word, lanthanien to escape. 00:06:13.340 --> 00:06:17.330 align:middle line:84% Notice inside a universe with a hidden dimension one 00:06:17.330 --> 00:06:21.515 align:middle line:84% tries curling up inside of what if and why. 00:06:21.515 --> 00:06:24.990 align:middle line:90% 00:06:24.990 --> 00:06:29.310 align:middle line:84% And heard why not, explore realms of where we meet. 00:06:29.310 --> 00:06:33.540 align:middle line:84% Oldowan stone of irregular edge cuts another stone crudely. 00:06:33.540 --> 00:06:36.240 align:middle line:84% Stone of irregular edge cuts broodingly. 00:06:36.240 --> 00:06:39.360 align:middle line:84% Old woman, old woman hold the blunt instrument 00:06:39.360 --> 00:06:43.620 align:middle line:84% to soothe thee, of Acheulean more gracile hammer flakes 00:06:43.620 --> 00:06:48.750 align:middle line:84% off stone rue thee And vocal in the cry of hunt, hunt, kill, 00:06:48.750 --> 00:06:49.260 align:middle line:90% kill. 00:06:49.260 --> 00:06:49.760 align:middle line:90% What? 00:06:49.760 --> 00:06:51.090 align:middle line:90% Kill thee? 00:06:51.090 --> 00:06:54.210 align:middle line:84% Primate surprise, chieftain so named 00:06:54.210 --> 00:06:56.670 align:middle line:84% by Linnaeus, survival mechanisms, 00:06:56.670 --> 00:07:00.750 align:middle line:84% self-recognizing prosimian mirror neuron. 00:07:00.750 --> 00:07:01.950 align:middle line:90% She stood up. 00:07:01.950 --> 00:07:05.550 align:middle line:84% Shrill, hurried conversation expressing sorrow. 00:07:05.550 --> 00:07:10.140 align:middle line:84% Oh, snared swan once in the mirror backlit by sun, 00:07:10.140 --> 00:07:12.870 align:middle line:90% beauty me a snared swan. 00:07:12.870 --> 00:07:17.460 align:middle line:84% I excite you, gesticulate modern heterosexist presumption 00:07:17.460 --> 00:07:19.440 align:middle line:90% not in place by candlelight. 00:07:19.440 --> 00:07:20.670 align:middle line:90% You are beauty. 00:07:20.670 --> 00:07:23.400 align:middle line:84% You moving up the ladder of the spine. 00:07:23.400 --> 00:07:25.530 align:middle line:90% And I, a fragmented me. 00:07:25.530 --> 00:07:26.940 align:middle line:90% Do mirrors have eyes? 00:07:26.940 --> 00:07:30.010 align:middle line:84% With bestial affection for you of kin, 00:07:30.010 --> 00:07:31.500 align:middle line:90% but no matter of purpose. 00:07:31.500 --> 00:07:34.740 align:middle line:84% Shatter would a shepherdess be in a eclogue splendor 00:07:34.740 --> 00:07:35.610 align:middle line:90% if she could be. 00:07:35.610 --> 00:07:39.090 align:middle line:84% But these cranial valleys and stars 00:07:39.090 --> 00:07:43.950 align:middle line:84% both by kin of this action, left hand lifts, kind palm 00:07:43.950 --> 00:07:47.550 align:middle line:84% open, hands free for greater locomotion, 00:07:47.550 --> 00:07:50.520 align:middle line:84% out on open savanna, slope of beckoning. 00:07:50.520 --> 00:07:53.700 align:middle line:84% Now, swing, turn, grab a kindred object. 00:07:53.700 --> 00:07:57.930 align:middle line:84% How you feel, attraction, hold, offer a mandible heart. 00:07:57.930 --> 00:08:01.290 align:middle line:84% Cross-dressed body puts on syncretic pelt, 00:08:01.290 --> 00:08:05.340 align:middle line:84% and moves as in plucky mating dance, stabs at promise, 00:08:05.340 --> 00:08:08.040 align:middle line:84% tongues, words stand up, looking eye to eye. 00:08:08.040 --> 00:08:10.230 align:middle line:90% My grip around your legs. 00:08:10.230 --> 00:08:12.090 align:middle line:90% Footprints at Laetoli. 00:08:12.090 --> 00:08:17.430 align:middle line:84% Three australopithecines crossed a carpet of fresh volcanic ash, 00:08:17.430 --> 00:08:23.280 align:middle line:84% walking much as we do in two legged gait, hip and leg gone 00:08:23.280 --> 00:08:27.900 align:middle line:84% much the way toward human form in place of what in apes suits 00:08:27.900 --> 00:08:30.750 align:middle line:84% them for swinging through trees, scamper 00:08:30.750 --> 00:08:36.960 align:middle line:84% on all fours across a line that leads to man. 00:08:36.960 --> 00:08:39.419 align:middle line:84% They decided to walk to the ferryboat now. 00:08:39.419 --> 00:08:41.549 align:middle line:84% The map of the lakes lay on the table. 00:08:41.549 --> 00:08:44.310 align:middle line:84% She picked up the book close by setting the map aside. 00:08:44.310 --> 00:08:47.520 align:middle line:84% And as she approached it, she looked closely now. 00:08:47.520 --> 00:08:49.440 align:middle line:84% Looking at it, she was happy to see. 00:08:49.440 --> 00:08:51.210 align:middle line:84% And she did this quickly, lifted as she 00:08:51.210 --> 00:08:53.940 align:middle line:84% was by the title, the photographs within, 00:08:53.940 --> 00:08:57.600 align:middle line:84% walls, a superimposition of a she-wolf's face. 00:08:57.600 --> 00:08:59.910 align:middle line:84% It was a book by a friend, the name of her friend 00:08:59.910 --> 00:09:02.580 align:middle line:84% clearly on it, whose writing she admired. 00:09:02.580 --> 00:09:06.660 align:middle line:84% It was lateral writing, a kind of meditation on the detritus 00:09:06.660 --> 00:09:08.760 align:middle line:84% and refuse, and vast sweep of times 00:09:08.760 --> 00:09:11.940 align:middle line:84% ravage upon many great cities, diasporas 00:09:11.940 --> 00:09:14.610 align:middle line:84% of visible and invisible migrations. 00:09:14.610 --> 00:09:18.390 align:middle line:84% Subsequent incursions that make their curious desperate mark 00:09:18.390 --> 00:09:19.980 align:middle line:90% on the faces of cities. 00:09:19.980 --> 00:09:22.290 align:middle line:84% A photo of the friend stares out squarely, 00:09:22.290 --> 00:09:24.030 align:middle line:84% defiant, she might say, knowing him. 00:09:24.030 --> 00:09:27.840 align:middle line:84% But perhaps, not more certain of the credibility of line 00:09:27.840 --> 00:09:30.750 align:middle line:84% and mark and point, a puncture and fury. 00:09:30.750 --> 00:09:33.510 align:middle line:84% He was one to walk a lot and comment 00:09:33.510 --> 00:09:36.510 align:middle line:84% upon the certainty of seething, and disploding peoples 00:09:36.510 --> 00:09:39.510 align:middle line:84% of people pull to the maelstrom of survival of them, 00:09:39.510 --> 00:09:41.520 align:middle line:84% pushing and pulling, tug at this. 00:09:41.520 --> 00:09:45.150 align:middle line:84% What you say, a string, a lifeline, and back streets, 00:09:45.150 --> 00:09:46.470 align:middle line:90% places by water. 00:09:46.470 --> 00:09:50.130 align:middle line:84% Melancholy survival deals that dealt a raw hand. 00:09:50.130 --> 00:09:52.530 align:middle line:84% He had traveled to the undersides of them 00:09:52.530 --> 00:09:55.350 align:middle line:84% indefatigably, and lived in the interstices, 00:09:55.350 --> 00:09:58.500 align:middle line:84% watching those cities below her imagination. 00:09:58.500 --> 00:10:02.070 align:middle line:84% What he had seen, what he had seen below the imagination, 00:10:02.070 --> 00:10:04.320 align:middle line:84% he had seen odd delineations of fear, 00:10:04.320 --> 00:10:06.690 align:middle line:84% and seething, and disploding juxtaposed 00:10:06.690 --> 00:10:09.840 align:middle line:84% with mad delight of martyrdom, how impedes everywhere, 00:10:09.840 --> 00:10:12.450 align:middle line:84% the ethos by any necessary means. 00:10:12.450 --> 00:10:14.370 align:middle line:84% He meant they were crowded like rats, 00:10:14.370 --> 00:10:16.500 align:middle line:84% or like the circumpolar head people living 00:10:16.500 --> 00:10:19.770 align:middle line:84% under the sea, ghosts consisting only of a head. 00:10:19.770 --> 00:10:21.840 align:middle line:84% Ghosts waiting to be buried off the killing 00:10:21.840 --> 00:10:23.550 align:middle line:90% fields of Srebrenica. 00:10:23.550 --> 00:10:26.580 align:middle line:84% Doctor districts outside Paris where the trouble 00:10:26.580 --> 00:10:28.200 align:middle line:90% they complain of arrives from. 00:10:28.200 --> 00:10:29.700 align:middle line:90% She thought of semaphores. 00:10:29.700 --> 00:10:32.160 align:middle line:84% He was trying to tell her something with his signals, 00:10:32.160 --> 00:10:33.930 align:middle line:84% with his codes, and flags, and where 00:10:33.930 --> 00:10:37.200 align:middle line:84% they might measure distress, could measure help them now, 00:10:37.200 --> 00:10:39.300 align:middle line:90% signal distress, distress. 00:10:39.300 --> 00:10:41.880 align:middle line:84% It was words, words, only now, the very 00:10:41.880 --> 00:10:44.790 align:middle line:84% close by within walking from their temporary shelter. 00:10:44.790 --> 00:10:46.800 align:middle line:90% He was of the words only school. 00:10:46.800 --> 00:10:49.410 align:middle line:84% Then turning words to movies, those moving 00:10:49.410 --> 00:10:52.710 align:middle line:84% pictures impersonating shadows, and moving pictures school 00:10:52.710 --> 00:10:54.150 align:middle line:90% and movies, movies. 00:10:54.150 --> 00:10:57.030 align:middle line:84% Only for you could tell in light he would say, words. 00:10:57.030 --> 00:10:59.610 align:middle line:84% And he liked them dark, transgressive even. 00:10:59.610 --> 00:11:01.350 align:middle line:90% And what are you wishing on? 00:11:01.350 --> 00:11:04.050 align:middle line:84% I mean, working, working on, he asked. 00:11:04.050 --> 00:11:05.940 align:middle line:90% Chewing on the mammal. 00:11:05.940 --> 00:11:07.620 align:middle line:90% It was like an hallucination. 00:11:07.620 --> 00:11:09.870 align:middle line:84% First, the object strewn about where 00:11:09.870 --> 00:11:13.260 align:middle line:84% they had arrived from a book, a map, quadrants discarded now, 00:11:13.260 --> 00:11:15.540 align:middle line:84% a sense of the shelter and the departing from it. 00:11:15.540 --> 00:11:18.000 align:middle line:84% Map cast aside, they would try their luck. 00:11:18.000 --> 00:11:22.080 align:middle line:84% His caverns of cities wait of them in him in her mind now. 00:11:22.080 --> 00:11:24.750 align:middle line:84% They had sat with their lunch on another ferry, Lago di 00:11:24.750 --> 00:11:27.810 align:middle line:84% Como, animal bereft, lithic underpinnings. 00:11:27.810 --> 00:11:30.360 align:middle line:84% And the writing they both did took you 00:11:30.360 --> 00:11:34.140 align:middle line:84% to those other places, waves on the Bosphorus, Istanbul, 00:11:34.140 --> 00:11:35.070 align:middle line:90% or Cambodia. 00:11:35.070 --> 00:11:37.680 align:middle line:84% They both wrote as if in the grip of a fever. 00:11:37.680 --> 00:11:39.810 align:middle line:84% Have you ever had the terrible dengue? 00:11:39.810 --> 00:11:43.680 align:middle line:84% Because of urgency, survival to describe the known world 00:11:43.680 --> 00:11:45.930 align:middle line:84% of any reach or stretch of imagination, 00:11:45.930 --> 00:11:48.720 align:middle line:84% the relative world of death and change 00:11:48.720 --> 00:11:51.900 align:middle line:84% with the machinations of capitalism grinding away, 00:11:51.900 --> 00:11:55.380 align:middle line:84% charged a mysterious brute force and deracination 00:11:55.380 --> 00:11:57.120 align:middle line:90% Was her time irreversible? 00:11:57.120 --> 00:11:59.400 align:middle line:84% How many objects put to the test? 00:11:59.400 --> 00:12:03.270 align:middle line:84% Taken apart, deconstruct them into their essential nature, 00:12:03.270 --> 00:12:05.550 align:middle line:90% compassion. 00:12:05.550 --> 00:12:08.490 align:middle line:84% Name outliving the person who carries it 00:12:08.490 --> 00:12:12.270 align:middle line:84% as with a book, name, identity, person. 00:12:12.270 --> 00:12:15.750 align:middle line:84% And have you heard he asked, of the continent of detritus 00:12:15.750 --> 00:12:18.750 align:middle line:84% 100,000 pounds of petroleum plastic, 00:12:18.750 --> 00:12:20.860 align:middle line:84% twice the size of your continent? 00:12:20.860 --> 00:12:22.800 align:middle line:90% He was not American born. 00:12:22.800 --> 00:12:25.470 align:middle line:84% Churning in a vortex, the water animals 00:12:25.470 --> 00:12:29.670 align:middle line:84% under the intense burden, the intense burden of naming. 00:12:29.670 --> 00:12:32.880 align:middle line:84% How do we know them by their sound, by their cry? 00:12:32.880 --> 00:12:37.380 align:middle line:84% Struggling in the serpent coils of plastic, marred, scarred. 00:12:37.380 --> 00:12:39.090 align:middle line:84% And she wondered what animals must 00:12:39.090 --> 00:12:42.090 align:middle line:84% be sacrificed to the colonization of time, 00:12:42.090 --> 00:12:46.470 align:middle line:84% to the colonization of cities, the colonization of oceans, 00:12:46.470 --> 00:12:48.570 align:middle line:84% when science doesn't find something. 00:12:48.570 --> 00:12:52.260 align:middle line:84% She mused two possibilities toward him in her philosophy, 00:12:52.260 --> 00:12:54.690 align:middle line:84% the not finding of something that doesn't exist, 00:12:54.690 --> 00:12:56.790 align:middle line:84% and the case of even though something exists, 00:12:56.790 --> 00:12:58.260 align:middle line:90% it can't be found. 00:12:58.260 --> 00:12:59.760 align:middle line:90% Do you know what I say of this? 00:12:59.760 --> 00:13:01.950 align:middle line:90% Not exactly the purpose. 00:13:01.950 --> 00:13:05.070 align:middle line:84% And he, there is a world that is enough. 00:13:05.070 --> 00:13:06.450 align:middle line:90% Start here. 00:13:06.450 --> 00:13:09.120 align:middle line:84% Like to go with you he said, with you, 00:13:09.120 --> 00:13:11.550 align:middle line:84% and picking up her thought like wind's cognition 00:13:11.550 --> 00:13:14.730 align:middle line:90% said again, what is unmistaken. 00:13:14.730 --> 00:13:17.050 align:middle line:90% And she, I know him. 00:13:17.050 --> 00:13:20.850 align:middle line:84% I know my friend by looking at him in my mirror of him. 00:13:20.850 --> 00:13:23.190 align:middle line:84% And we rode then many miles, when 00:13:23.190 --> 00:13:25.770 align:middle line:84% riding was a way of thinking, investigating 00:13:25.770 --> 00:13:29.790 align:middle line:84% places, people, animals, some miles of them, tribes and all. 00:13:29.790 --> 00:13:32.700 align:middle line:84% And in sympathy, being magic ones, poet ones, 00:13:32.700 --> 00:13:35.140 align:middle line:84% because we could ride out in another century, 00:13:35.140 --> 00:13:37.870 align:middle line:84% and bring the past along wondering what 00:13:37.870 --> 00:13:41.590 align:middle line:84% animal traps, the what of, what of animal cages. 00:13:41.590 --> 00:13:44.380 align:middle line:84% And the troops, we saw them embarking in the distance. 00:13:44.380 --> 00:13:47.950 align:middle line:84% What traps the troops, and torture unseen? 00:13:47.950 --> 00:13:50.530 align:middle line:84% But you see it in the mind most impossible 00:13:50.530 --> 00:13:53.410 align:middle line:84% a subject, which becomes a trapped factor of life, 00:13:53.410 --> 00:13:58.300 align:middle line:84% mere trappings, razor wires meant torching men, lynching, 00:13:58.300 --> 00:14:01.960 align:middle line:84% and summoning the animals to the hunt dressed in their skins 00:14:01.960 --> 00:14:05.620 align:middle line:84% with gestures and sounds from the vibrating larynx, 00:14:05.620 --> 00:14:09.580 align:middle line:84% seeing that becoming them, being them, eating them. 00:14:09.580 --> 00:14:14.530 align:middle line:84% Animals of troubled descent, or sewing the star flower 00:14:14.530 --> 00:14:18.985 align:middle line:84% shirts by which the birds would be brought back to human shape. 00:14:18.985 --> 00:14:22.640 align:middle line:90% 00:14:22.640 --> 00:14:26.150 align:middle line:84% It was a time of fossil fuel priorities, a precious business 00:14:26.150 --> 00:14:26.660 align:middle line:90% time. 00:14:26.660 --> 00:14:28.790 align:middle line:84% That's what they'll say about a century since. 00:14:28.790 --> 00:14:32.910 align:middle line:84% It was a busy get on with it time, a busy business time. 00:14:32.910 --> 00:14:34.520 align:middle line:90% So better get on with it time. 00:14:34.520 --> 00:14:35.840 align:middle line:90% They fucked us all over. 00:14:35.840 --> 00:14:37.520 align:middle line:84% And they're greedy get over a time. 00:14:37.520 --> 00:14:38.900 align:middle line:84% That's what they'll say about us. 00:14:38.900 --> 00:14:40.160 align:middle line:90% What were they thinking? 00:14:40.160 --> 00:14:42.470 align:middle line:84% Stupid fuckers, it was commodification 00:14:42.470 --> 00:14:46.490 align:middle line:84% fun hog time, time modification time, got on with time. 00:14:46.490 --> 00:14:47.660 align:middle line:90% We killed time. 00:14:47.660 --> 00:14:49.910 align:middle line:84% They fucked us over in our future time. 00:14:49.910 --> 00:14:52.280 align:middle line:84% We'll be surely more stressed in time. 00:14:52.280 --> 00:14:53.660 align:middle line:90% That's what they'll be saying. 00:14:53.660 --> 00:14:54.740 align:middle line:90% That's what they'll say. 00:14:54.740 --> 00:14:57.710 align:middle line:84% They got on with it, saying about us going nowhere, 00:14:57.710 --> 00:15:00.110 align:middle line:84% but going down, and us all with them. 00:15:00.110 --> 00:15:02.810 align:middle line:84% What were they thinking in their selfish minds? 00:15:02.810 --> 00:15:05.210 align:middle line:90% Us, us, us. 00:15:05.210 --> 00:15:07.760 align:middle line:84% That's what they'll say about us generations hence 00:15:07.760 --> 00:15:10.970 align:middle line:84% how living then hence without so many animals. 00:15:10.970 --> 00:15:12.740 align:middle line:84% Hence, they fucked the world over 00:15:12.740 --> 00:15:15.110 align:middle line:84% in their sweet avaricious time frame. 00:15:15.110 --> 00:15:16.580 align:middle line:84% That's what they'll say about us. 00:15:16.580 --> 00:15:20.360 align:middle line:84% Those stupid fuckers, they let the animals die. 00:15:20.360 --> 00:15:21.680 align:middle line:90% They let the plants die. 00:15:21.680 --> 00:15:22.970 align:middle line:90% They killed the air. 00:15:22.970 --> 00:15:24.320 align:middle line:90% They killed the water. 00:15:24.320 --> 00:15:26.030 align:middle line:90% They killed each other. 00:15:26.030 --> 00:15:29.000 align:middle line:90% They killed language. 00:15:29.000 --> 00:15:31.580 align:middle line:84% Humdrum Paleolithic, where we could 00:15:31.580 --> 00:15:34.130 align:middle line:90% talk in sweet time notches. 00:15:34.130 --> 00:15:35.330 align:middle line:90% Well, that's over. 00:15:35.330 --> 00:15:38.060 align:middle line:84% Where the fuck did that ever evolve to? 00:15:38.060 --> 00:15:41.390 align:middle line:84% Then along 20,000 years of keeping time, 00:15:41.390 --> 00:15:44.870 align:middle line:84% once keeping it all and moving it time forward, 00:15:44.870 --> 00:15:47.930 align:middle line:84% and it the art forward, and it humanity forward. 00:15:47.930 --> 00:15:49.460 align:middle line:90% And now, they want to kill it. 00:15:49.460 --> 00:15:51.260 align:middle line:90% Really, they killed it. 00:15:51.260 --> 00:15:56.870 align:middle line:84% Then a long rim, a Babylonian rim of Egyptian 5,000 years 00:15:56.870 --> 00:15:58.820 align:middle line:90% once ago, such progress. 00:15:58.820 --> 00:16:00.200 align:middle line:90% They kill all that too. 00:16:00.200 --> 00:16:02.000 align:middle line:90% Stupid fuckers. 00:16:02.000 --> 00:16:06.110 align:middle line:84% Then but now my solar day, my lunar month, 00:16:06.110 --> 00:16:09.890 align:middle line:84% my solar year, my speed, I inherited from them. 00:16:09.890 --> 00:16:11.960 align:middle line:90% What time is it now? 00:16:11.960 --> 00:16:13.580 align:middle line:90% And we resumed our talk. 00:16:13.580 --> 00:16:16.880 align:middle line:84% After these excessive outbreaks, discussing the nature 00:16:16.880 --> 00:16:20.720 align:middle line:84% of calibration, how different times give the peculiarities 00:16:20.720 --> 00:16:23.030 align:middle line:84% and particulars of people and praxis, 00:16:23.030 --> 00:16:26.330 align:middle line:84% and place, and thought systems have become their own zones 00:16:26.330 --> 00:16:27.780 align:middle line:90% in this. 00:16:27.780 --> 00:16:30.870 align:middle line:84% We spoke of lustrations and the architectures 00:16:30.870 --> 00:16:33.030 align:middle line:84% of spiritual places, of constructing 00:16:33.030 --> 00:16:35.910 align:middle line:84% mandalas with colored sands, and the women who 00:16:35.910 --> 00:16:39.870 align:middle line:84% dance on the precipice of eclipses, performance 00:16:39.870 --> 00:16:44.130 align:middle line:84% and ritual under arches pillars that delineate the way to move 00:16:44.130 --> 00:16:45.390 align:middle line:90% as a chorus might. 00:16:45.390 --> 00:16:49.380 align:middle line:84% Open atriums, they are moving into the augur's space, 00:16:49.380 --> 00:16:53.040 align:middle line:84% the space of frequent animal sacrifice. 00:16:53.040 --> 00:16:55.380 align:middle line:90% Both, both he cautioned further. 00:16:55.380 --> 00:16:58.320 align:middle line:84% It's quite unconscionably relative. 00:16:58.320 --> 00:17:00.540 align:middle line:84% That doesn't explain, I protested, 00:17:00.540 --> 00:17:04.490 align:middle line:90% the way we brutalize time. 00:17:04.490 --> 00:17:08.359 align:middle line:84% The manatee is found in shallow slow moving rivers. 00:17:08.359 --> 00:17:13.640 align:middle line:84% The manatee moves in estuaries, moves in saltwater bays. 00:17:13.640 --> 00:17:16.790 align:middle line:84% The manatee in moving moves gently. 00:17:16.790 --> 00:17:21.170 align:middle line:84% The manatee is to be found in canals and coastal areas. 00:17:21.170 --> 00:17:24.050 align:middle line:84% The manatee is a migratory animal. 00:17:24.050 --> 00:17:27.260 align:middle line:84% The manatee is gentle and slow moving. 00:17:27.260 --> 00:17:31.190 align:middle line:84% The manatee moves in slow moving rivers slowly. 00:17:31.190 --> 00:17:34.130 align:middle line:84% The manatee is completely herbivorous. 00:17:34.130 --> 00:17:38.420 align:middle line:84% The West Indian manatee has no natural enemies. 00:17:38.420 --> 00:17:42.740 align:middle line:84% The manatee has no natural enemies, but unnatural man. 00:17:42.740 --> 00:17:44.960 align:middle line:84% The manatee is constantly threatened 00:17:44.960 --> 00:17:49.730 align:middle line:84% by man, unnaturally man with his boats and plastic, 00:17:49.730 --> 00:17:50.930 align:middle line:90% and attitude. 00:17:50.930 --> 00:17:53.840 align:middle line:84% The manatee often drowns in canal locks 00:17:53.840 --> 00:17:57.590 align:middle line:84% of man, man who makes no concession to manatee. 00:17:57.590 --> 00:18:01.370 align:middle line:84% The manatee often dies in flood control structures. 00:18:01.370 --> 00:18:04.640 align:middle line:84% Man who makes no concession to manatee, nor cares 00:18:04.640 --> 00:18:07.040 align:middle line:84% of manatee life, manatee fortune. 00:18:07.040 --> 00:18:10.340 align:middle line:84% The manatee dies in collision with watercraft. 00:18:10.340 --> 00:18:13.010 align:middle line:84% Man who does not protect the manatee, what 00:18:13.010 --> 00:18:16.190 align:middle line:84% steward of the Earth is this unnatural man, 00:18:16.190 --> 00:18:19.130 align:middle line:84% man who makes no concession to manatee? 00:18:19.130 --> 00:18:21.620 align:middle line:84% The manatee dies with the ingestion 00:18:21.620 --> 00:18:23.780 align:middle line:84% of fish hooks, man who unnaturally 00:18:23.780 --> 00:18:25.250 align:middle line:90% makes no concession. 00:18:25.250 --> 00:18:28.850 align:middle line:84% The manatee dies from litter and monofilament lines. 00:18:28.850 --> 00:18:32.660 align:middle line:84% Man who is ranked in attitude has no use for manatee. 00:18:32.660 --> 00:18:36.200 align:middle line:84% The manatee dies entrapped in crab trap lines. 00:18:36.200 --> 00:18:39.740 align:middle line:84% The manatee dies from loss of habitat claimed by man. 00:18:39.740 --> 00:18:42.080 align:middle line:84% The manatee could be maimed by man. 00:18:42.080 --> 00:18:45.470 align:middle line:84% The manatee could be aided by man, man. 00:18:45.470 --> 00:18:50.750 align:middle line:84% Oh wait, the manatee, man, come to the manatee heart. 00:18:50.750 --> 00:18:54.110 align:middle line:84% A manatee calf is born every two to five years. 00:18:54.110 --> 00:18:57.560 align:middle line:84% A manatee gestates for a year in the manatee womb. 00:18:57.560 --> 00:19:02.330 align:middle line:84% 8,400 miles of tidal waters could be for the manatee. 00:19:02.330 --> 00:19:05.180 align:middle line:84% 11,000 miles of rivers and streams 00:19:05.180 --> 00:19:07.430 align:middle line:90% could be for the manatee. 00:19:07.430 --> 00:19:11.780 align:middle line:84% 10,000 miles of canals, would they all be for the manatee? 00:19:11.780 --> 00:19:15.080 align:middle line:84% The manatee has more gray matter in the brain than man. 00:19:15.080 --> 00:19:19.670 align:middle line:84% The manatee is perhaps thinking archivally deeper than man, 00:19:19.670 --> 00:19:21.800 align:middle line:90% ancient days of manatee. 00:19:21.800 --> 00:19:25.730 align:middle line:84% So many thousands of years, manatee mind. 00:19:25.730 --> 00:19:28.220 align:middle line:90% What is the mind of manatee? 00:19:28.220 --> 00:19:31.340 align:middle line:84% The manatee has no natural enemies. 00:19:31.340 --> 00:19:34.370 align:middle line:84% The manatee is completely herbivorous. 00:19:34.370 --> 00:19:38.300 align:middle line:84% The metabolism of this manatees slow, move slowly. 00:19:38.300 --> 00:19:43.060 align:middle line:90% 00:19:43.060 --> 00:19:44.230 align:middle line:90% And it goes on. 00:19:44.230 --> 00:19:48.780 align:middle line:90% [AUDIENCE APPLAUSE] 00:19:48.780 --> 00:19:57.000 align:middle line:90%