WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.780 align:middle line:90% 00:00:00.780 --> 00:00:04.710 align:middle line:84% This last poem that I'm going to read is called "The Ice Eagle." 00:00:04.710 --> 00:00:07.650 align:middle line:90% 00:00:07.650 --> 00:00:12.420 align:middle line:84% The title is a reference to that kind of ice carving 00:00:12.420 --> 00:00:14.505 align:middle line:84% that's done for very, very expensive parties. 00:00:14.505 --> 00:00:17.410 align:middle line:90% 00:00:17.410 --> 00:00:20.615 align:middle line:90% It's always fascinating. 00:00:20.615 --> 00:00:22.490 align:middle line:84% They carve the ice into very beautiful shapes 00:00:22.490 --> 00:00:23.270 align:middle line:90% and then it melts. 00:00:23.270 --> 00:00:27.210 align:middle line:90% 00:00:27.210 --> 00:00:33.360 align:middle line:84% I write a lot of poems about the culture that we live in, 00:00:33.360 --> 00:00:38.580 align:middle line:84% and it's bravado masculinity, which is almost always 00:00:38.580 --> 00:00:41.540 align:middle line:90% a very pseudo masculine. 00:00:41.540 --> 00:00:47.270 align:middle line:84% And which is what, trying to constantly reinforce it 00:00:47.270 --> 00:00:50.250 align:middle line:84% makes a lot of problems in our culture. 00:00:50.250 --> 00:00:52.980 align:middle line:84% And in a funny way, women suffer from it 00:00:52.980 --> 00:00:55.980 align:middle line:84% as much as men do because we are constantly 00:00:55.980 --> 00:01:02.270 align:middle line:84% at the mercy of strong facades with very weak things 00:01:02.270 --> 00:01:03.570 align:middle line:90% to master. 00:01:03.570 --> 00:01:07.160 align:middle line:84% And I am talking about the ice eagle 00:01:07.160 --> 00:01:10.710 align:middle line:84% because I was thinking of the fact that the totem for America 00:01:10.710 --> 00:01:13.550 align:middle line:84% is the eagle is a very fierce bird. 00:01:13.550 --> 00:01:16.830 align:middle line:90% 00:01:16.830 --> 00:01:17.760 align:middle line:90% "The Ice Eagle." 00:01:17.760 --> 00:01:20.840 align:middle line:90% 00:01:20.840 --> 00:01:24.380 align:middle line:84% It was with resolution that she gave up the powerful teardrops 00:01:24.380 --> 00:01:25.730 align:middle line:90% in her eyes. 00:01:25.730 --> 00:01:29.720 align:middle line:84% That crystal, the Venus soft, lizard-eyed creature 00:01:29.720 --> 00:01:34.550 align:middle line:84% called woman gazes through her philosopher's stone. 00:01:34.550 --> 00:01:40.370 align:middle line:84% The sweet glass that drops from the sky, ancient in sacrifice, 00:01:40.370 --> 00:01:44.730 align:middle line:90% cut off tears with knives. 00:01:44.730 --> 00:01:47.260 align:middle line:84% The 50-pound eagle carved out of ice 00:01:47.260 --> 00:01:51.390 align:middle line:84% sitting in the silver punchbowl turned her attention 00:01:51.390 --> 00:01:52.425 align:middle line:90% to physical detail. 00:01:52.425 --> 00:01:54.960 align:middle line:90% 00:01:54.960 --> 00:01:57.660 align:middle line:90% Why am I saying her? 00:01:57.660 --> 00:02:04.080 align:middle line:84% It is I. Undoubtedly, I, the life, a dream work. 00:02:04.080 --> 00:02:06.180 align:middle line:84% Undoubtedly, the life has been confused 00:02:06.180 --> 00:02:09.180 align:middle line:84% with the movies, and, I, Gloria Swanson, 00:02:09.180 --> 00:02:13.590 align:middle line:84% walking discontented for all parties become that to me. 00:02:13.590 --> 00:02:17.730 align:middle line:84% I cannot walk through the rituals without my golden mask. 00:02:17.730 --> 00:02:18.240 align:middle line:90% Alas! 00:02:18.240 --> 00:02:20.970 align:middle line:84% Three dozen of them hang on my wall. 00:02:20.970 --> 00:02:24.240 align:middle line:84% The thick lips reminding me of what has been eaten, 00:02:24.240 --> 00:02:26.730 align:middle line:90% and has not nourished. 00:02:26.730 --> 00:02:30.210 align:middle line:84% Physical detail: The lawn that sloped down 00:02:30.210 --> 00:02:32.670 align:middle line:84% to the sea cliffs, the swallows building 00:02:32.670 --> 00:02:34.590 align:middle line:90% their nests in rafters. 00:02:34.590 --> 00:02:37.950 align:middle line:84% The stone house punctured with courts and patios, 00:02:37.950 --> 00:02:40.710 align:middle line:84% bougainvillea winding up its sides, 00:02:40.710 --> 00:02:44.010 align:middle line:84% raw, old Spanish wood composing chests, 00:02:44.010 --> 00:02:46.950 align:middle line:84% and high steel chairs moved and touched 00:02:46.950 --> 00:02:49.170 align:middle line:90% in the water-like smoothness. 00:02:49.170 --> 00:02:52.000 align:middle line:84% The gravel driveway balancing the cutaway heels 00:02:52.000 --> 00:02:53.670 align:middle line:90% of beautiful women. 00:02:53.670 --> 00:02:56.400 align:middle line:84% The men swimming through the night in dinner jackets, 00:02:56.400 --> 00:02:59.800 align:middle line:84% like paper cups floating on the ocean. 00:02:59.800 --> 00:03:02.900 align:middle line:90% Yes, her eyes. 00:03:02.900 --> 00:03:06.350 align:middle line:90% Again, why do I say her? 00:03:06.350 --> 00:03:10.460 align:middle line:84% I must insist it is I. My eyes are 00:03:10.460 --> 00:03:14.210 align:middle line:84% informed of silk and the obsidian mines of the rich. 00:03:14.210 --> 00:03:18.320 align:middle line:84% Here is a thick black, glossy black, smooth idea-- 00:03:18.320 --> 00:03:20.570 align:middle line:90% sex, and nothing else. 00:03:20.570 --> 00:03:23.480 align:middle line:84% The rich are born bored and look for purposes, 00:03:23.480 --> 00:03:26.690 align:middle line:84% causes, projects to keep them busy. 00:03:26.690 --> 00:03:29.210 align:middle line:84% The women make up wild malachite eyes, 00:03:29.210 --> 00:03:32.330 align:middle line:84% green with beautiful sleep, and restless knowledge 00:03:32.330 --> 00:03:37.040 align:middle line:84% of new plays, new dancers, new books, new jazz. 00:03:37.040 --> 00:03:39.610 align:middle line:84% They can ring their Egyptian eyes with kohl 00:03:39.610 --> 00:03:40.670 align:middle line:90% and be aesthetes. 00:03:40.670 --> 00:03:44.330 align:middle line:84% And in veils walk down the rocky path to the sea, 00:03:44.330 --> 00:03:49.100 align:middle line:84% riding black tigers of Sartre and Camus and Ionesco. 00:03:49.100 --> 00:03:51.800 align:middle line:84% Yards of chiffon trailing their heels, 00:03:51.800 --> 00:03:54.260 align:middle line:90% and they despair the men. 00:03:54.260 --> 00:04:01.070 align:middle line:84% They, I, we, all women, when it gets past social class, 00:04:01.070 --> 00:04:03.440 align:middle line:84% despair the men who have only the moon 00:04:03.440 --> 00:04:06.690 align:middle line:90% in their milky fluid fingers. 00:04:06.690 --> 00:04:09.150 align:middle line:90% Yes, they wait. 00:04:09.150 --> 00:04:13.590 align:middle line:84% For the sun God, we wait to find him naked in a blaze of fire 00:04:13.590 --> 00:04:17.070 align:middle line:84% and we are stuck with vulgar substitutes. 00:04:17.070 --> 00:04:21.000 align:middle line:84% The fashionable avant-garde dancer, the sensational beat 00:04:21.000 --> 00:04:25.350 align:middle line:84% poet, the jazz trumpeter, the Negro novelist, and Amen-ra, 00:04:25.350 --> 00:04:29.520 align:middle line:84% Amen-ra, Our Father, they are all glorious sun, 00:04:29.520 --> 00:04:33.360 align:middle line:84% brilliant artists, but homosexuals fucking each other, 00:04:33.360 --> 00:04:36.060 align:middle line:84% riding on their own black panthers 00:04:36.060 --> 00:04:38.790 align:middle line:90% wading into the iron waters. 00:04:38.790 --> 00:04:42.660 align:middle line:84% Again, the women must rest their bodies against each other 00:04:42.660 --> 00:04:43.950 align:middle line:90% and moan. 00:04:43.950 --> 00:04:46.980 align:middle line:84% It is not the mysteries that draw the men, 00:04:46.980 --> 00:04:50.370 align:middle line:84% but the fear of that great mystery, the veiled woman, 00:04:50.370 --> 00:04:55.420 align:middle line:84% Isis, mother, whom they fear to be greater than all else. 00:04:55.420 --> 00:04:57.000 align:middle line:90% And I am sick unto death. 00:04:57.000 --> 00:04:58.080 align:middle line:90% Sick, I say. 00:04:58.080 --> 00:05:01.620 align:middle line:84% We live in a world where men have forgotten their offices, 00:05:01.620 --> 00:05:05.040 align:middle line:84% only taking the woman like good debaters assigned 00:05:05.040 --> 00:05:09.120 align:middle line:84% to the positive side on whom rest the burden of proof. 00:05:09.120 --> 00:05:11.720 align:middle line:90% Only taking her on the surface. 00:05:11.720 --> 00:05:15.890 align:middle line:84% She, I, we can peel off layer after layer 00:05:15.890 --> 00:05:17.810 align:middle line:90% where you have taken her. 00:05:17.810 --> 00:05:22.280 align:middle line:84% And yet, find the bottom deep and tight, and untouched, 00:05:22.280 --> 00:05:25.520 align:middle line:84% and longing for the greater measure. 00:05:25.520 --> 00:05:31.130 align:middle line:84% She, no it was I, walked to the moon in Pisces, 00:05:31.130 --> 00:05:34.310 align:middle line:84% and felt the trout slipping down into the ocean. 00:05:34.310 --> 00:05:36.170 align:middle line:84% The carved ice eagle of that party 00:05:36.170 --> 00:05:39.020 align:middle line:84% was melting into the gin and strawberries. 00:05:39.020 --> 00:05:42.860 align:middle line:84% In its beak, someone had placed an American flag. 00:05:42.860 --> 00:05:45.140 align:middle line:84% I found it hard to believe myself 00:05:45.140 --> 00:05:49.190 align:middle line:84% in this slippery, unreal, man-made country. 00:05:49.190 --> 00:05:50.150 align:middle line:90% Look! 00:05:50.150 --> 00:05:51.080 align:middle line:90% Look! 00:05:51.080 --> 00:05:54.290 align:middle line:84% Look, I want to say the eagle is a powerful bird. 00:05:54.290 --> 00:05:57.950 align:middle line:84% In your fear, all you can do is carve him out of ice. 00:05:57.950 --> 00:06:00.290 align:middle line:84% And that leaves only one alternative 00:06:00.290 --> 00:06:02.270 align:middle line:90% in this temperate climate. 00:06:02.270 --> 00:06:07.190 align:middle line:84% The ice eagle can do nothing but melt. 00:06:07.190 --> 00:06:10.540 align:middle line:90% [APPLAUSE] 00:06:10.540 --> 00:06:29.000 align:middle line:90%