WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:05.130 align:middle line:84% This is a persona poem in the voice of Santa Claus. 00:00:05.130 --> 00:00:06.105 align:middle line:90% At the North Pole. 00:00:06.105 --> 00:00:09.180 align:middle line:90% 00:00:09.180 --> 00:00:13.050 align:middle line:84% My wife sleeps tucked against my arm dreaming 00:00:13.050 --> 00:00:15.450 align:middle line:90% of gifts I can't give her. 00:00:15.450 --> 00:00:19.020 align:middle line:84% Palm trees, buckets of sand, and shells 00:00:19.020 --> 00:00:25.380 align:middle line:84% she can hold against her ear, listening to a sea without ice. 00:00:25.380 --> 00:00:28.500 align:middle line:84% She'll press her cheek against the window 00:00:28.500 --> 00:00:32.850 align:middle line:84% until her skin turns white in a round patch she won't 00:00:32.850 --> 00:00:36.150 align:middle line:84% let me kiss, waiting for neighbors who 00:00:36.150 --> 00:00:39.900 align:middle line:90% never drive 1,000 miles north. 00:00:39.900 --> 00:00:43.260 align:middle line:84% She claims the elves watch her undress. 00:00:43.260 --> 00:00:44.580 align:middle line:90% I've seen her. 00:00:44.580 --> 00:00:47.700 align:middle line:84% I've seen her stick needles through cracks in our bedroom 00:00:47.700 --> 00:00:53.040 align:middle line:84% wall hoping to catch one drop of blood from their damn eyes. 00:00:53.040 --> 00:00:56.370 align:middle line:84% Doesn't she hear them sneezing all night in their beds 00:00:56.370 --> 00:01:00.210 align:middle line:84% above the barn, where they look at their stiff fingers, 00:01:00.210 --> 00:01:03.690 align:middle line:84% unable to carve even their names? 00:01:03.690 --> 00:01:06.630 align:middle line:84% I still get demanding letters in the winter, 00:01:06.630 --> 00:01:09.480 align:middle line:90% and I write back, sorry. 00:01:09.480 --> 00:01:12.570 align:middle line:84% I have nothing resembling dolls or tops. 00:01:12.570 --> 00:01:17.040 align:middle line:84% What you really need are false teeth, a new cane, maybe, 00:01:17.040 --> 00:01:20.160 align:middle line:84% and glasses so thick you'll at last 00:01:20.160 --> 00:01:22.980 align:middle line:84% see your own hands tremble like mine 00:01:22.980 --> 00:01:26.640 align:middle line:90% do, smoothing my wife's hair. 00:01:26.640 --> 00:01:30.900 align:middle line:84% Outside I see my reindeers' antlers in the bare trees, 00:01:30.900 --> 00:01:32.490 align:middle line:90% in the shadow. 00:01:32.490 --> 00:01:37.410 align:middle line:84% Sometimes at the far edge of tundra I even see the herds 00:01:37.410 --> 00:01:41.940 align:middle line:84% and wonder if Dancer remembers those years she was tame, 00:01:41.940 --> 00:01:46.110 align:middle line:84% or if Blitzen still has the bell around his neck, 00:01:46.110 --> 00:01:49.580 align:middle line:84% although he doesn't know why it rings.