WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.810 align:middle line:90% 00:00:00.810 --> 00:00:04.110 align:middle line:84% I'm going to start by reading a poem from my book. 00:00:04.110 --> 00:00:06.960 align:middle line:90% This is called "Perspectives." 00:00:06.960 --> 00:00:10.080 align:middle line:84% Then I'll be reading new work after that. 00:00:10.080 --> 00:00:12.100 align:middle line:90% "Perspectives." 00:00:12.100 --> 00:00:16.950 align:middle line:84% "One night a blunt wind scoured my eyes for hours. 00:00:16.950 --> 00:00:20.400 align:middle line:84% I sell Christmas seals, ringing doorbells, 00:00:20.400 --> 00:00:24.060 align:middle line:84% holding up gold stamps with egg white angels trumpeting 00:00:24.060 --> 00:00:26.220 align:middle line:90% askew in the trees. 00:00:26.220 --> 00:00:27.660 align:middle line:90% It was heaven. 00:00:27.660 --> 00:00:32.670 align:middle line:84% A gaudy fishbowl were the saints mooned forever at a clay child, 00:00:32.670 --> 00:00:35.790 align:middle line:90% a bird for $0.50. 00:00:35.790 --> 00:00:39.990 align:middle line:84% The houses have crystallized in the snow turned blue 00:00:39.990 --> 00:00:43.980 align:middle line:84% with Christmas lights strung in ersatz steeples 00:00:43.980 --> 00:00:48.750 align:middle line:84% over the front yard creche where a dog moved wolf-like. 00:00:48.750 --> 00:00:52.200 align:middle line:84% Years later, I found a curled seal 00:00:52.200 --> 00:00:57.720 align:middle line:84% in a bureau crack, the angels still shining at resurrection. 00:00:57.720 --> 00:01:01.170 align:middle line:84% I burned it to delicate ash on the sidewalk, 00:01:01.170 --> 00:01:04.260 align:middle line:84% watching an ant clamber furiously 00:01:04.260 --> 00:01:08.190 align:middle line:84% from the smoke with a huge breadcrumb lodged 00:01:08.190 --> 00:01:13.980 align:middle line:84% in his black jaw and thought, how well I understand. 00:01:13.980 --> 00:01:18.870 align:middle line:84% Somehow today squinting at a file of ants on a leaf, 00:01:18.870 --> 00:01:21.900 align:middle line:84% they're inscrutable as cuneiform. 00:01:21.900 --> 00:01:25.920 align:middle line:84% I believed death was simply bone against bone, 00:01:25.920 --> 00:01:29.820 align:middle line:84% thoughtlessness, the way a crushed aunt dries 00:01:29.820 --> 00:01:34.710 align:middle line:84% and blows through the grass without memory or direction. 00:01:34.710 --> 00:01:37.620 align:middle line:90% What were angels but wishes. 00:01:37.620 --> 00:01:41.610 align:middle line:84% Now their pellucid wings loom in my dreams. 00:01:41.610 --> 00:01:44.670 align:middle line:84% I see the real meaning of trumpets 00:01:44.670 --> 00:01:51.500 align:middle line:84% and that fierce gift, not death, but the tumult of perception." 00:01:51.500 --> 00:01:53.000 align:middle line:90%