WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:03.020 align:middle line:90% 00:00:03.020 --> 00:00:06.140 align:middle line:84% In the Greek myth, Alcestis chooses 00:00:06.140 --> 00:00:10.760 align:middle line:84% to go down into hell in place of her husband, who was supposed 00:00:10.760 --> 00:00:13.940 align:middle line:84% to go, but who was frightened by the idea, 00:00:13.940 --> 00:00:17.900 align:middle line:84% and who had already tried to talk his old parents into going 00:00:17.900 --> 00:00:19.430 align:middle line:90% in his place. 00:00:19.430 --> 00:00:20.600 align:middle line:90% They refused. 00:00:20.600 --> 00:00:23.390 align:middle line:84% But Alcestis said that she would do it. 00:00:23.390 --> 00:00:27.560 align:middle line:90% Alcestis, for Stanley Kunitz. 00:00:27.560 --> 00:00:31.040 align:middle line:84% She pulled her gown from her shoulders, 00:00:31.040 --> 00:00:35.690 align:middle line:84% kicked off her shoes, then passed a mirror. 00:00:35.690 --> 00:00:39.050 align:middle line:90% Her wan face did not appear. 00:00:39.050 --> 00:00:43.310 align:middle line:84% She left without kissing her husband. 00:00:43.310 --> 00:00:48.200 align:middle line:84% In the boat to hell, she discovered that crowded souls 00:00:48.200 --> 00:00:50.120 align:middle line:90% flowed together. 00:00:50.120 --> 00:00:55.280 align:middle line:84% She wept as the casual hands swarming through her heart, 00:00:55.280 --> 00:00:58.730 align:middle line:84% waving away flies, or lighting tiny 00:00:58.730 --> 00:01:03.350 align:middle line:84% matches to view the caverns of dark water. 00:01:03.350 --> 00:01:06.080 align:middle line:84% When she smoothed her braid, she could not 00:01:06.080 --> 00:01:09.740 align:middle line:90% distinguish it from air. 00:01:09.740 --> 00:01:13.760 align:middle line:84% After the boat docked, she observed her father 00:01:13.760 --> 00:01:18.180 align:middle line:84% on the porch of a hotel, dozing beside the guitar 00:01:18.180 --> 00:01:21.050 align:middle line:90% he played at her wedding. 00:01:21.050 --> 00:01:24.110 align:middle line:84% She tried to wake him, her fingers 00:01:24.110 --> 00:01:26.540 align:middle line:90% glided through his jacket. 00:01:26.540 --> 00:01:29.420 align:middle line:90% She could not twang the guitar. 00:01:29.420 --> 00:01:34.640 align:middle line:84% Yet she thought a girl once danced under the stars 00:01:34.640 --> 00:01:36.980 align:middle line:90% to its real music. 00:01:36.980 --> 00:01:39.650 align:middle line:90% Would she sleep this sound? 00:01:39.650 --> 00:01:43.370 align:middle line:84% Her father bowed his head, as if listening. 00:01:43.370 --> 00:01:46.410 align:middle line:84% She sensed the eyes at every window, 00:01:46.410 --> 00:01:49.220 align:middle line:84% waiting for her to come inside, where 00:01:49.220 --> 00:01:56.450 align:middle line:84% a maid turned down the sheets on the customary mattress of dirt. 00:01:56.450 --> 00:02:00.230 align:middle line:84% At the door, she recalled the candles flaring 00:02:00.230 --> 00:02:03.290 align:middle line:90% on her last birthday cake. 00:02:03.290 --> 00:02:06.620 align:middle line:90% What was it she wished for then? 00:02:06.620 --> 00:02:09.169 align:middle line:84% She glanced back across the river, 00:02:09.169 --> 00:02:11.960 align:middle line:90% wishing someone called her name. 00:02:11.960 --> 00:02:15.530 align:middle line:84% The stone floor chilled her foot. 00:02:15.530 --> 00:02:20.090 align:middle line:84% The dog's dreaming by the stairs lifted their muscles 00:02:20.090 --> 00:02:21.560 align:middle line:90% for affection. 00:02:21.560 --> 00:02:26.750 align:middle line:84% But by then, she had no gestures left within her cold 00:02:26.750 --> 00:02:30.050 align:middle line:90% and formal hands. 00:02:30.050 --> 00:02:31.870 align:middle line:90% Thank you. 00:02:31.870 --> 00:02:45.000 align:middle line:90%