WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.590 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.590 --> 00:00:07.320 align:middle line:84% There are lots of hitchhikers on 101 in Northern California. 00:00:07.320 --> 00:00:10.890 align:middle line:84% And I never thought much about hitchhikers before. 00:00:10.890 --> 00:00:13.350 align:middle line:84% But I saw them constantly, day after day. 00:00:13.350 --> 00:00:15.297 align:middle line:90% This is called "Hitchhiker." 00:00:15.297 --> 00:00:18.430 align:middle line:90% 00:00:18.430 --> 00:00:21.610 align:middle line:90% I woke up sad this morning. 00:00:21.610 --> 00:00:26.920 align:middle line:84% I picked up a woman in a dream about hitchhiking. 00:00:26.920 --> 00:00:32.110 align:middle line:84% She unzipped her yellow slicker, then showed me a gun, 00:00:32.110 --> 00:00:37.060 align:middle line:84% asking if I'd like to die alone on the beach 00:00:37.060 --> 00:00:41.800 align:middle line:84% or out in a field, near cows and egrets. 00:00:41.800 --> 00:00:44.500 align:middle line:90% She took me to the field. 00:00:44.500 --> 00:00:48.910 align:middle line:84% When the first egret lifted his heavy wings 00:00:48.910 --> 00:00:53.230 align:middle line:84% at the sound of our steps across salty grass, 00:00:53.230 --> 00:00:58.450 align:middle line:84% she said, now catch a ride for your soul. 00:00:58.450 --> 00:01:01.960 align:middle line:84% Then I woke up, my thumb bent under the pillow, 00:01:01.960 --> 00:01:05.170 align:middle line:84% as if I'd extended it toward heaven. 00:01:05.170 --> 00:01:07.570 align:middle line:84% I thought the woman was my sister, 00:01:07.570 --> 00:01:11.590 align:middle line:84% for her mouth reminded me of a mouth shaped 00:01:11.590 --> 00:01:14.020 align:middle line:90% to blow out candles. 00:01:14.020 --> 00:01:17.470 align:middle line:84% I've forgotten my sister's birthday. 00:01:17.470 --> 00:01:22.360 align:middle line:84% Or was that my mouth, transposed onto a face I 00:01:22.360 --> 00:01:27.310 align:middle line:84% knew too well to recognize, concentrating in the mirror 00:01:27.310 --> 00:01:34.100 align:middle line:84% on detail as I did on the shade below my eyes, my uneven nose 00:01:34.100 --> 00:01:37.150 align:middle line:90% bone, my teeth? 00:01:37.150 --> 00:01:41.680 align:middle line:84% When I drove to work, I neared a woman with her thumb 00:01:41.680 --> 00:01:43.840 align:middle line:90% pointed north. 00:01:43.840 --> 00:01:47.860 align:middle line:84% I could have stopped for her, but I was afraid. 00:01:47.860 --> 00:01:52.060 align:middle line:84% My fingers ached as I clutched the wheel. 00:01:52.060 --> 00:01:55.990 align:middle line:84% I knew her veins were turning dark as my own, 00:01:55.990 --> 00:01:59.350 align:middle line:84% struggling out of the skin for air, 00:01:59.350 --> 00:02:02.140 align:middle line:84% that she slept with her hands pressing down 00:02:02.140 --> 00:02:04.780 align:middle line:90% her heart like me. 00:02:04.780 --> 00:02:09.669 align:middle line:84% Yet blood might break from the red wires in her eyeballs, 00:02:09.669 --> 00:02:13.030 align:middle line:84% blinding her until she viewed my legs 00:02:13.030 --> 00:02:16.210 align:middle line:90% and breasts as commonplace. 00:02:16.210 --> 00:02:19.990 align:middle line:84% She'd shoot me, then touch my cold cheek, 00:02:19.990 --> 00:02:26.260 align:middle line:84% not connecting it to the hollow formed by her own hard jaw. 00:02:26.260 --> 00:02:30.550 align:middle line:84% She turned into a speck within my rearview mirror. 00:02:30.550 --> 00:02:33.280 align:middle line:84% Maybe I confused her with egrets, 00:02:33.280 --> 00:02:36.490 align:middle line:84% maybe with the harsh light thrown 00:02:36.490 --> 00:02:40.650 align:middle line:90% into my clear, unfriendly eyes. 00:02:40.650 --> 00:02:43.000 align:middle line:90%