WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.750 align:middle line:90% 00:00:00.750 --> 00:00:02.535 align:middle line:84% And this poem is called "Sit and Listen." 00:00:02.535 --> 00:00:05.220 align:middle line:90% 00:00:05.220 --> 00:00:09.270 align:middle line:84% You belong in this room full of scruffy recovering drunks. 00:00:09.270 --> 00:00:12.810 align:middle line:84% Adobe shack with crack stained glass around its door. 00:00:12.810 --> 00:00:16.440 align:middle line:84% Perch like a sinking ship on the edge of town. 00:00:16.440 --> 00:00:19.500 align:middle line:84% Smoke rises from cigarettes lodged like talking 00:00:19.500 --> 00:00:21.840 align:middle line:90% sticks in each person's fingers. 00:00:21.840 --> 00:00:24.570 align:middle line:84% Blue floats just below the ceiling as if 00:00:24.570 --> 00:00:26.760 align:middle line:90% disembodied ghosts. 00:00:26.760 --> 00:00:29.370 align:middle line:84% Disembodied spirits long for escape 00:00:29.370 --> 00:00:32.369 align:middle line:84% through the old fashioned wood framed windows. 00:00:32.369 --> 00:00:34.470 align:middle line:90% Everyone has a voice here. 00:00:34.470 --> 00:00:36.810 align:middle line:84% Once the leader reads the preamble 00:00:36.810 --> 00:00:41.910 align:middle line:84% and says the word topic even the deranged, the myopic, 00:00:41.910 --> 00:00:46.380 align:middle line:84% that old man sucking oxygen from a metal tank at his feet. 00:00:46.380 --> 00:00:50.800 align:middle line:84% Even the sleepy guy who just today had his last drink. 00:00:50.800 --> 00:00:55.050 align:middle line:84% Let go and let go that man says, pouring his troubles out 00:00:55.050 --> 00:00:57.630 align:middle line:84% like cheap wine trying not to gripe 00:00:57.630 --> 00:00:59.940 align:middle line:90% about his aggravated DUIs. 00:00:59.940 --> 00:01:02.340 align:middle line:90% Two in one weekend he says. 00:01:02.340 --> 00:01:04.720 align:middle line:90% He thrives on crisis he says. 00:01:04.720 --> 00:01:06.330 align:middle line:90% How can he find God. 00:01:06.330 --> 00:01:09.300 align:middle line:84% He finally pleads to the group eyes 00:01:09.300 --> 00:01:13.920 align:middle line:84% lowered like bleeding asphalt shining on black asphalt dune. 00:01:13.920 --> 00:01:17.580 align:middle line:84% Bleeding headlights shining on black asphalt dune. 00:01:17.580 --> 00:01:19.860 align:middle line:90% He needs to give up he says. 00:01:19.860 --> 00:01:22.770 align:middle line:90% His fingers drum the table. 00:01:22.770 --> 00:01:25.980 align:middle line:84% Two young punks in muscle shirts and baggy pants 00:01:25.980 --> 00:01:28.290 align:middle line:84% glance around the room and share their horror 00:01:28.290 --> 00:01:30.900 align:middle line:84% with clear eyes and oozing wounds. 00:01:30.900 --> 00:01:34.230 align:middle line:84% Where you start is not knowing, the shaved head boy 00:01:34.230 --> 00:01:38.220 align:middle line:84% says, an open sketchbook on the bench beside him. 00:01:38.220 --> 00:01:42.660 align:middle line:84% Praying no matter what says the red haired boy an open-- 00:01:42.660 --> 00:01:43.410 align:middle line:90% I'm sorry. 00:01:43.410 --> 00:01:45.870 align:middle line:84% Pray no matter what says the red haired one. 00:01:45.870 --> 00:01:47.370 align:middle line:90% Don't give up he says. 00:01:47.370 --> 00:01:48.270 align:middle line:90% Surrender. 00:01:48.270 --> 00:01:52.260 align:middle line:84% The guy against the back wall cackles each time a new person 00:01:52.260 --> 00:01:53.130 align:middle line:90% talks. 00:01:53.130 --> 00:01:56.850 align:middle line:84% You want to yell at him, tell him to shut the hell up. 00:01:56.850 --> 00:01:58.410 align:middle line:90% Listen you want to say. 00:01:58.410 --> 00:02:00.450 align:middle line:90% We're trying to save lives here. 00:02:00.450 --> 00:02:03.210 align:middle line:84% But the next voice whispers miracles. 00:02:03.210 --> 00:02:07.140 align:middle line:84% His little kid finger shaped into crucifixes. 00:02:07.140 --> 00:02:11.250 align:middle line:84% Pit bulls that didn't attack failed catechism classes. 00:02:11.250 --> 00:02:14.010 align:middle line:84% How when he walked in the door the first day 00:02:14.010 --> 00:02:17.070 align:middle line:84% we were all full of shit and there was no way 00:02:17.070 --> 00:02:18.750 align:middle line:90% he could sit and listen. 00:02:18.750 --> 00:02:20.550 align:middle line:90% Sit and listen. 00:02:20.550 --> 00:02:21.810 align:middle line:90% The room shakes. 00:02:21.810 --> 00:02:24.600 align:middle line:84% The nervous light their tiny flames. 00:02:24.600 --> 00:02:28.920 align:middle line:84% Eyes dart like snakes, tongues caught in their own lies. 00:02:28.920 --> 00:02:34.760 align:middle line:84% The next speaker smiles, lights a smoke and offers her name. 00:02:34.760 --> 00:02:40.000 align:middle line:90%