WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:02.190 align:middle line:90% 00:00:02.190 --> 00:00:04.860 align:middle line:90% And now I will read my poems. 00:00:04.860 --> 00:00:06.630 align:middle line:90% I have a cycle of poems. 00:00:06.630 --> 00:00:09.120 align:middle line:84% And I like the word cycle because it makes 00:00:09.120 --> 00:00:10.680 align:middle line:90% me think of a circle of course. 00:00:10.680 --> 00:00:14.790 align:middle line:84% And it seems that most of my poems circle around each other 00:00:14.790 --> 00:00:18.570 align:middle line:84% in some way as if I'm always asking the same questions 00:00:18.570 --> 00:00:23.920 align:middle line:84% and sometimes getting different answers often not. 00:00:23.920 --> 00:00:25.450 align:middle line:90% And one thing about the poems. 00:00:25.450 --> 00:00:27.810 align:middle line:84% The first poem called "Scatterings" 00:00:27.810 --> 00:00:30.480 align:middle line:84% has been divided up into short parts 00:00:30.480 --> 00:00:34.230 align:middle line:84% and will indicate when a new group of poems begins. 00:00:34.230 --> 00:00:36.510 align:middle line:84% I'd like you to consider all these poems if you can 00:00:36.510 --> 00:00:39.510 align:middle line:84% as stories being told around a table. 00:00:39.510 --> 00:00:42.960 align:middle line:84% Perhaps each poem a person talking to a loved one. 00:00:42.960 --> 00:00:49.460 align:middle line:90% 00:00:49.460 --> 00:00:52.100 align:middle line:90% "Scatterings", one. 00:00:52.100 --> 00:00:55.970 align:middle line:84% Upon my return to this world of melted dreams and car 00:00:55.970 --> 00:01:00.800 align:middle line:84% horns, lumbering days of clean and sober times, the odor 00:01:00.800 --> 00:01:04.730 align:middle line:84% of creosote a wall of certainty and summer skies, 00:01:04.730 --> 00:01:06.950 align:middle line:90% I cheered more than I was. 00:01:06.950 --> 00:01:09.620 align:middle line:90% Empty breaths are children. 00:01:09.620 --> 00:01:12.470 align:middle line:84% My wish to see both of them as stories 00:01:12.470 --> 00:01:15.650 align:middle line:84% I told, each longing in their eyes 00:01:15.650 --> 00:01:19.040 align:middle line:84% the one I've been trained to raise my fist to. 00:01:19.040 --> 00:01:23.240 align:middle line:84% Mirror image of my hands reaching for the clouds. 00:01:23.240 --> 00:01:27.950 align:middle line:84% It took all I had to see these visions as wounds, bandages 00:01:27.950 --> 00:01:30.470 align:middle line:90% unraveling from oozing skin. 00:01:30.470 --> 00:01:35.900 align:middle line:84% Other women's eyes bruises that reappear with the watching. 00:01:35.900 --> 00:01:38.270 align:middle line:90% You nodded to me for hours. 00:01:38.270 --> 00:01:42.800 align:middle line:84% Our old love songs led our daughters down into sleep 00:01:42.800 --> 00:01:45.620 align:middle line:90% I try to slow my own breathing. 00:01:45.620 --> 00:01:49.250 align:middle line:84% You held me like a bowl of rain as everything 00:01:49.250 --> 00:01:52.150 align:middle line:90% we knew changed form. 00:01:52.150 --> 00:01:54.000 align:middle line:90%