WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:10.700 align:middle line:90% 00:00:10.700 --> 00:00:14.210 align:middle line:90% And this is "Scatterings Two." 00:00:14.210 --> 00:00:16.490 align:middle line:84% So now, you know about the other world. 00:00:16.490 --> 00:00:19.820 align:middle line:84% The rude, fucking, twisted limbs like dead roots 00:00:19.820 --> 00:00:22.490 align:middle line:84% yanked from the ground, the gaping holes. 00:00:22.490 --> 00:00:24.920 align:middle line:84% You see how trust is not something 00:00:24.920 --> 00:00:30.470 align:middle line:84% given to everyone at birth, like olive skin or a strong will 00:00:30.470 --> 00:00:32.540 align:middle line:90% and never withdrawn. 00:00:32.540 --> 00:00:35.030 align:middle line:84% It's as transitory as light waves 00:00:35.030 --> 00:00:38.600 align:middle line:84% that scatter through this thin, blue glass an artist 00:00:38.600 --> 00:00:40.640 align:middle line:90% uses to design windows. 00:00:40.640 --> 00:00:44.660 align:middle line:84% You can see the mix of booze and shards on the other side, 00:00:44.660 --> 00:00:49.220 align:middle line:84% stark and black, fist closed tight gripping nothing more 00:00:49.220 --> 00:00:50.360 align:middle line:90% than cracks. 00:00:50.360 --> 00:00:53.900 align:middle line:84% Now you can see the way a woman's soul can slip back 00:00:53.900 --> 00:00:57.200 align:middle line:84% to its resting place, even before death. 00:00:57.200 --> 00:01:02.060 align:middle line:84% You now know why I was never able to speak my love. 00:01:02.060 --> 00:01:05.420 align:middle line:84% I never wanted you to have knowledge of tortured bodies, 00:01:05.420 --> 00:01:09.800 align:middle line:84% mind splitting with the slightest external pressure how 00:01:09.800 --> 00:01:13.580 align:middle line:84% certain women crave so much, that first inward turn 00:01:13.580 --> 00:01:14.960 align:middle line:90% of the blade. 00:01:14.960 --> 00:01:19.430 align:middle line:84% To grow new skin is exactly the same as ripping off the old. 00:01:19.430 --> 00:01:22.790 align:middle line:84% It is not prayer or hope, this struggle, 00:01:22.790 --> 00:01:25.970 align:middle line:84% but the frenzied digging of ancient bones, 00:01:25.970 --> 00:01:30.110 align:middle line:84% breathing them to life, only to shatter them on the ground 00:01:30.110 --> 00:01:33.440 align:middle line:84% again and again and bury it later. 00:01:33.440 --> 00:01:38.920 align:middle line:84% I fear you still have no idea what I am excavating." 00:01:38.920 --> 00:01:44.000 align:middle line:90%