WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.380 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.380 --> 00:00:04.830 align:middle line:84% I'll start off with two father poems. 00:00:04.830 --> 00:00:08.670 align:middle line:84% I somehow end up writing a lot of family poems. 00:00:08.670 --> 00:00:14.880 align:middle line:84% And for the last 10 years or so since I've been away from home, 00:00:14.880 --> 00:00:17.310 align:middle line:84% I guess at least once or twice a year, 00:00:17.310 --> 00:00:20.550 align:middle line:84% I write a long letter to my father 00:00:20.550 --> 00:00:22.560 align:middle line:84% explaining to him the nature of the universe 00:00:22.560 --> 00:00:28.830 align:middle line:84% and of youth and generation gap and stuff like that. 00:00:28.830 --> 00:00:31.800 align:middle line:84% So a little while ago, I took a look 00:00:31.800 --> 00:00:34.350 align:middle line:84% at all these several father poems 00:00:34.350 --> 00:00:40.410 align:middle line:84% and kind of rewrote them and put a few of them together. 00:00:40.410 --> 00:00:44.520 align:middle line:84% The first one is called "Arriving In This Place." 00:00:44.520 --> 00:00:50.070 align:middle line:84% "The little boy sleeping on silk pillows and lamps and darkness, 00:00:50.070 --> 00:00:52.500 align:middle line:90% what can we say to him? 00:00:52.500 --> 00:00:55.380 align:middle line:84% His foot is caught on the hinge of the window, which 00:00:55.380 --> 00:00:57.270 align:middle line:90% is far away. 00:00:57.270 --> 00:00:59.040 align:middle line:90% He is still falling. 00:00:59.040 --> 00:01:02.070 align:middle line:90% What can we do about it, father? 00:01:02.070 --> 00:01:06.360 align:middle line:84% He is dreaming what he likes and calls its name. 00:01:06.360 --> 00:01:09.180 align:middle line:84% Over the hill, the leaves are falling. 00:01:09.180 --> 00:01:12.030 align:middle line:84% The dogs are calling out his name. 00:01:12.030 --> 00:01:16.650 align:middle line:84% Hear them bark, out of breath, the warm saliva dripping 00:01:16.650 --> 00:01:19.080 align:middle line:90% onto their paws. 00:01:19.080 --> 00:01:22.530 align:middle line:84% The child's hands are thrust up over his head. 00:01:22.530 --> 00:01:24.210 align:middle line:90% He is surrendering. 00:01:24.210 --> 00:01:26.490 align:middle line:90% That's how he learned. 00:01:26.490 --> 00:01:29.640 align:middle line:84% There are questions we should ask, father. 00:01:29.640 --> 00:01:31.680 align:middle line:90% Remember them? 00:01:31.680 --> 00:01:36.000 align:middle line:84% Now we will bury the boy under the leaves, which are memory. 00:01:36.000 --> 00:01:39.990 align:middle line:84% We will sit gently on his dream, caught in the dog's 00:01:39.990 --> 00:01:44.370 align:middle line:84% outrageous bark and the future leaves falling 00:01:44.370 --> 00:01:47.240 align:middle line:90% caught in the act of dying." 00:01:47.240 --> 00:01:48.000 align:middle line:90%