WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:03.461 align:middle line:84% And 17 years later, the poem that Sean will read. 00:00:03.461 --> 00:00:06.900 align:middle line:90% 00:00:06.900 --> 00:00:10.410 align:middle line:84% I want to say a few words about Steve first. 00:00:10.410 --> 00:00:14.130 align:middle line:84% He was the first professor that I met at graduate school, 00:00:14.130 --> 00:00:18.360 align:middle line:84% and we went out, we sat down on a little stoop 00:00:18.360 --> 00:00:22.650 align:middle line:84% out here, on one of Steve's famous 45 minute smoke breaks, 00:00:22.650 --> 00:00:23.850 align:middle line:90% in the middle of class. 00:00:23.850 --> 00:00:30.220 align:middle line:84% And we got to talking about where my folks are from. 00:00:30.220 --> 00:00:32.880 align:middle line:84% It turns out that my mom grew up about a block and a half 00:00:32.880 --> 00:00:35.340 align:middle line:90% away from him in Holyoke. 00:00:35.340 --> 00:00:37.710 align:middle line:84% And he asked for a lot of stories. 00:00:37.710 --> 00:00:38.610 align:middle line:90% How was it like? 00:00:38.610 --> 00:00:39.330 align:middle line:90% What was it like? 00:00:39.330 --> 00:00:43.783 align:middle line:84% And my parents have always been quiet about that sort of thing. 00:00:43.783 --> 00:00:46.200 align:middle line:84% From what I could gather, it was a rough place to grow up. 00:00:46.200 --> 00:00:49.900 align:middle line:84% And so he decides to tell his entire childhood story to me 00:00:49.900 --> 00:00:50.400 align:middle line:90% instead. 00:00:50.400 --> 00:00:52.990 align:middle line:90% 00:00:52.990 --> 00:00:56.400 align:middle line:84% And I remember thinking at one point, 00:00:56.400 --> 00:00:57.870 align:middle line:84% I understand my parents' silence. 00:00:57.870 --> 00:01:03.090 align:middle line:90% 00:01:03.090 --> 00:01:10.580 align:middle line:84% This is "A Poet's Job" and it's from A Thousand Threads, 2009. 00:01:10.580 --> 00:01:14.220 align:middle line:84% "No one dead headed her roses this fall. 00:01:14.220 --> 00:01:19.140 align:middle line:84% Her chickens are missing from the backyard trees. 00:01:19.140 --> 00:01:22.530 align:middle line:84% I don't get to hear her irritating smoker's cough-- 00:01:22.530 --> 00:01:25.650 align:middle line:84% crack crack, through the oleander hedge 00:01:25.650 --> 00:01:29.160 align:middle line:84% between our houses late at night. 00:01:29.160 --> 00:01:32.940 align:middle line:84% I woke up last night with Donne's words on my mind, 00:01:32.940 --> 00:01:36.660 align:middle line:90% every death diminishes me. 00:01:36.660 --> 00:01:41.850 align:middle line:84% Adelia here, she said, one night, calling me to the curb. 00:01:41.850 --> 00:01:47.940 align:middle line:90% Midnight, moonlight, stars. 00:01:47.940 --> 00:01:50.280 align:middle line:84% Two coyotes, a male and female, trotted 00:01:50.280 --> 00:01:53.550 align:middle line:84% like self-aggrandized dogs toward us 00:01:53.550 --> 00:01:56.610 align:middle line:84% down the middle of the street toward the park at the end, 00:01:56.610 --> 00:02:01.400 align:middle line:84% where the prey are plentiful and small. 00:02:01.400 --> 00:02:05.030 align:middle line:90% Urbanized, not looking at us. 00:02:05.030 --> 00:02:09.889 align:middle line:84% I hate that big city haughty indifference. 00:02:09.889 --> 00:02:12.830 align:middle line:84% At night when a tiny death squeal wrecks 00:02:12.830 --> 00:02:18.140 align:middle line:84% the silence like a toy siren, the neighborhood diminishes, 00:02:18.140 --> 00:02:23.150 align:middle line:84% and I am left looking at the moon, which as someone must 00:02:23.150 --> 00:02:30.880 align:middle line:84% have said exposes everything, but sheds no light of its own. 00:02:30.880 --> 00:02:34.390 align:middle line:84% To go out and look at the moon has been a poet's job, 00:02:34.390 --> 00:02:38.140 align:middle line:84% at least since the first Sumerian poet compared 00:02:38.140 --> 00:02:42.490 align:middle line:84% the color of grazing cows to the risen moon, 00:02:42.490 --> 00:02:46.820 align:middle line:84% and their multitude to the stars. 00:02:46.820 --> 00:02:52.130 align:middle line:84% To look at the stars and ponder the countless human verities, 00:02:52.130 --> 00:02:56.150 align:middle line:90% sometimes one is enough. 00:02:56.150 --> 00:03:00.550 align:middle line:84% After one Adelia, there are no more. 00:03:00.550 --> 00:03:10.000 align:middle line:90%