WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:03.990 align:middle line:90% 00:00:03.990 --> 00:00:06.490 align:middle line:84% What about after the 15th of the month? 00:00:06.490 --> 00:00:08.370 align:middle line:90% What's the character for Tenney? 00:00:08.370 --> 00:00:12.210 align:middle line:84% I wake and feel the fell dark not day, not this time it'll 00:00:12.210 --> 00:00:14.220 align:middle line:84% be light in, what, 45 minutes now. 00:00:14.220 --> 00:00:17.850 align:middle line:84% Forms in the world of form start waking around me, gasping 00:00:17.850 --> 00:00:18.750 align:middle line:90% and stretching. 00:00:18.750 --> 00:00:20.670 align:middle line:90% The mirror starts buzzing again. 00:00:20.670 --> 00:00:22.800 align:middle line:84% What is the shape and color of that heart? 00:00:22.800 --> 00:00:23.580 align:middle line:90% Don't know. 00:00:23.580 --> 00:00:24.570 align:middle line:90% I do though. 00:00:24.570 --> 00:00:26.970 align:middle line:84% Checked sweater, rough brown cloth, 00:00:26.970 --> 00:00:30.300 align:middle line:84% Jenny's face cracking in a big smile looking straight at me. 00:00:30.300 --> 00:00:31.770 align:middle line:90% Praise this world to the angel. 00:00:31.770 --> 00:00:34.650 align:middle line:84% Sometimes tears are the form praise takes inside her cancer, 00:00:34.650 --> 00:00:35.670 align:middle line:90% she said. 00:00:35.670 --> 00:00:39.630 align:middle line:84% That's all Santa Fe division, spacious, boingy, and calm. 00:00:39.630 --> 00:00:43.530 align:middle line:84% Tucson predawn report, downtown lights twinkling and hopping 00:00:43.530 --> 00:00:46.830 align:middle line:84% around a little in their furtive dreams splayed open. 00:00:46.830 --> 00:00:50.040 align:middle line:84% Several yellow lights as if more singing around maybe because 00:00:50.040 --> 00:00:52.320 align:middle line:84% of the foreground plate glass window. 00:00:52.320 --> 00:00:54.180 align:middle line:84% In the tanny mirror the alienation 00:00:54.180 --> 00:00:56.970 align:middle line:84% drops quickly into a weighty sadness, a diffusing 00:00:56.970 --> 00:00:59.280 align:middle line:84% tenderness like an old familiar wound, then 00:00:59.280 --> 00:01:02.040 align:middle line:84% nothing at all even the what is that heart that sees them 00:01:02.040 --> 00:01:05.580 align:middle line:84% in the dark drop dousing into the big no pool. 00:01:05.580 --> 00:01:08.370 align:middle line:84% Revenge of the Soto black cave not terrible. 00:01:08.370 --> 00:01:11.550 align:middle line:84% Back to the things themselves, which makes a time gap signal 00:01:11.550 --> 00:01:14.640 align:middle line:84% stratification, self sediment, and striated 00:01:14.640 --> 00:01:16.320 align:middle line:90% through beings dark mud. 00:01:16.320 --> 00:01:18.990 align:middle line:84% Neo futurist ur-Buddhist late modernism 00:01:18.990 --> 00:01:20.640 align:middle line:90% hello synthetic cubism. 00:01:20.640 --> 00:01:22.680 align:middle line:90% Thanks, Leslie is come. 00:01:22.680 --> 00:01:25.050 align:middle line:84% Report from the land of the cave splashed down 00:01:25.050 --> 00:01:28.170 align:middle line:84% into darkness making sloshes till even what is resting 00:01:28.170 --> 00:01:29.220 align:middle line:90% in it dissolves. 00:01:29.220 --> 00:01:29.940 align:middle line:90% Wham! 00:01:29.940 --> 00:01:32.398 align:middle line:84% Tenney comes shooting up out of it into the world of forms. 00:01:32.398 --> 00:01:33.773 align:middle line:84% Hey, I greet you at the beginning 00:01:33.773 --> 00:01:35.370 align:middle line:84% of the great career which nonetheless 00:01:35.370 --> 00:01:37.380 align:middle line:90% nope whomp is the whole of it. 00:01:37.380 --> 00:01:39.690 align:middle line:84% Your tardy sleeping world get up. 00:01:39.690 --> 00:01:42.840 align:middle line:84% Things drowsy in the dark dance the dream tango a little bit 00:01:42.840 --> 00:01:45.090 align:middle line:84% longer though, rippling slowly waking 00:01:45.090 --> 00:01:48.180 align:middle line:84% mirror as little by little they rouse and buzz. 00:01:48.180 --> 00:01:51.000 align:middle line:84% Good thing the heart held them safely all night long. 00:01:51.000 --> 00:01:53.130 align:middle line:84% Slow in the what is the color and form 00:01:53.130 --> 00:01:54.630 align:middle line:90% of that heart which sees them. 00:01:54.630 --> 00:01:58.200 align:middle line:84% My nameless kids in their beds adds, Oh-oh ram gaps. 00:01:58.200 --> 00:02:00.540 align:middle line:84% I call him Baba Ramdam, said his dad. 00:02:00.540 --> 00:02:03.510 align:middle line:84% Farting happily along Kyoto, North Dakota. 00:02:03.510 --> 00:02:06.480 align:middle line:84% Snowfields breaking up seeping to archipelagos 00:02:06.480 --> 00:02:09.180 align:middle line:84% amid the high dry yellow sharp grass. 00:02:09.180 --> 00:02:10.410 align:middle line:90% [INADUBLE] of island. 00:02:10.410 --> 00:02:12.360 align:middle line:90% Oh, New York my prodigal argus. 00:02:12.360 --> 00:02:15.150 align:middle line:84% Thrusts up out of that too original face self 00:02:15.150 --> 00:02:18.210 align:middle line:84% replicates and glints, I love the Chrysler Building. 00:02:18.210 --> 00:02:20.250 align:middle line:84% And the answer to the conundrum of the human 00:02:20.250 --> 00:02:23.160 align:middle line:84% and why we offer this retreat to the enlightenment of bushes 00:02:23.160 --> 00:02:26.190 align:middle line:84% and grasses, which seem to be doing just fine on their own. 00:02:26.190 --> 00:02:27.660 align:middle line:90% The human is what pecks. 00:02:27.660 --> 00:02:30.810 align:middle line:84% The sparrow hunts and pecks at the keyboard waiting for dawn 00:02:30.810 --> 00:02:34.020 align:middle line:84% to get with it in a familiar mix of bliss and somewhat 00:02:34.020 --> 00:02:36.120 align:middle line:90% irritable anticipation. 00:02:36.120 --> 00:02:39.510 align:middle line:84% Three dogs gasping and stretching too in their sleeps. 00:02:39.510 --> 00:02:42.300 align:middle line:84% What is the color and shape of that doggie heart? 00:02:42.300 --> 00:02:44.070 align:middle line:90% Hard to stop typing Gaudy. 00:02:44.070 --> 00:02:46.920 align:middle line:84% Sees biscuits and chompable birds in the drowsy 00:02:46.920 --> 00:02:48.900 align:middle line:90% mirror buzzing it slowly awake. 00:02:48.900 --> 00:02:51.480 align:middle line:84% Tangled up limbs and the dark groin. 00:02:51.480 --> 00:02:54.840 align:middle line:84% Falling back into the pool or shimmying hard up out of it. 00:02:54.840 --> 00:02:58.080 align:middle line:84% I praise the whatever, meaning all of it. 00:02:58.080 --> 00:02:59.490 align:middle line:90% I wanted closure. 00:02:59.490 --> 00:03:03.870 align:middle line:84% Well, cat given lion cut and anesthetized tooth extraction 00:03:03.870 --> 00:03:06.840 align:middle line:84% to boot bedraggled and happy muse at me. 00:03:06.840 --> 00:03:09.150 align:middle line:84% I'm in the dream in the mirror he's trying to roist. 00:03:09.150 --> 00:03:11.280 align:middle line:84% Or is it roust, I guess, or rouse? 00:03:11.280 --> 00:03:12.780 align:middle line:90% Which is it, Fred? 00:03:12.780 --> 00:03:14.970 align:middle line:90% I'm the cat, he says, in cat. 00:03:14.970 --> 00:03:18.570 align:middle line:84% I dedicate the waking mirror of 5:42 AM to the enlightenment 00:03:18.570 --> 00:03:20.730 align:middle line:90% of bushes, grasses, and cats. 00:03:20.730 --> 00:03:21.900 align:middle line:90% Wham! 00:03:21.900 --> 00:03:23.450 align:middle line:90% periplum. 00:03:23.450 --> 00:03:28.000 align:middle line:90%