WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:03.060 align:middle line:84% The cat, Peter, in this poem refers 00:00:03.060 --> 00:00:10.080 align:middle line:84% to my cat, Peter, who I'm afraid died 00:00:10.080 --> 00:00:13.590 align:middle line:90% last autumn at the age of 10. 00:00:13.590 --> 00:00:19.680 align:middle line:84% And I wanted-- I was rather moved by this. 00:00:19.680 --> 00:00:24.000 align:middle line:84% Anybody, I imagine, who's kept a pet will have experienced 00:00:24.000 --> 00:00:27.060 align:middle line:84% a curious mixture of emotions that you have 00:00:27.060 --> 00:00:29.880 align:middle line:90% in reflecting on its death. 00:00:29.880 --> 00:00:32.910 align:middle line:84% It's possible to feel very, very intensely, and at the same time 00:00:32.910 --> 00:00:35.010 align:middle line:84% to worry about feeling intensely. 00:00:35.010 --> 00:00:38.490 align:middle line:84% Because you think, well, after all, it's only a cat. 00:00:38.490 --> 00:00:41.280 align:middle line:84% I mustn't be sentimental about it. 00:00:41.280 --> 00:00:44.310 align:middle line:84% I determined that I had to write a poem on the theme 00:00:44.310 --> 00:00:45.810 align:middle line:90% of this cat's death. 00:00:45.810 --> 00:00:49.290 align:middle line:84% And I struggled a long time to get the right tone for it. 00:00:49.290 --> 00:00:53.880 align:middle line:84% And then I was reading Skelton's Phillip Sparrow 00:00:53.880 --> 00:00:57.330 align:middle line:84% about a death of a girl's pet bird, 00:00:57.330 --> 00:00:59.550 align:middle line:84% and I was very struck by the immense mixture 00:00:59.550 --> 00:01:03.540 align:middle line:84% of sort of erudition, eccentricity, and the macabre 00:01:03.540 --> 00:01:05.220 align:middle line:90% in that poem. 00:01:05.220 --> 00:01:08.460 align:middle line:84% And I tried in a miniature way to do the same thing 00:01:08.460 --> 00:01:10.620 align:middle line:90% in a poem of mine. 00:01:10.620 --> 00:01:17.010 align:middle line:84% It's a sort of Gothic poem for children, I suppose, really. 00:01:17.010 --> 00:01:20.970 align:middle line:84% And it's called "To a Slow Drum." 00:01:20.970 --> 00:01:26.460 align:middle line:84% It really needs to be done, I think, to an actual drum beat, 00:01:26.460 --> 00:01:29.115 align:middle line:90% but I'll do it as best I can. 00:01:29.115 --> 00:01:33.540 align:middle line:90% 00:01:33.540 --> 00:01:39.180 align:middle line:84% Solitary thoughts and burial mounds begin this dirge, 00:01:39.180 --> 00:01:42.810 align:middle line:90% and mournful sounds. 00:01:42.810 --> 00:01:46.830 align:middle line:84% Now to the dead march troop in twos, 00:01:46.830 --> 00:01:51.960 align:middle line:84% the granite owls with their who, was, who's. 00:01:51.960 --> 00:01:56.910 align:middle line:84% The bat and the grave, yew bear on his wheels, 00:01:56.910 --> 00:02:02.700 align:middle line:84% Tuborg the pig with his hard wood heels. 00:02:02.700 --> 00:02:06.870 align:middle line:84% Gemmed with a dew of mourning tears, 00:02:06.870 --> 00:02:11.400 align:middle line:84% the weeping armadillo has brought his shears. 00:02:11.400 --> 00:02:18.420 align:middle line:84% The droop-eared dog and the lion come, dipping their long waists 00:02:18.420 --> 00:02:21.570 align:middle line:90% to meet the drum. 00:02:21.570 --> 00:02:26.160 align:middle line:84% On the bare chafing dish as each one hears, 00:02:26.160 --> 00:02:31.980 align:middle line:84% the gray lead pigs reverse their spears. 00:02:31.980 --> 00:02:37.970 align:middle line:84% Grooved in line they show no grief, grouped above us 00:02:37.970 --> 00:02:40.500 align:middle line:90% here in yellow leaf. 00:02:40.500 --> 00:02:43.170 align:middle line:84% A tree's life blown through a crack 00:02:43.170 --> 00:02:50.970 align:middle line:84% in the door over the red black kitchen floor. 00:02:50.970 --> 00:02:58.650 align:middle line:84% A solitary spider stalks to his place, all eight legs wet 00:02:58.650 --> 00:03:00.970 align:middle line:90% from the waist. 00:03:00.970 --> 00:03:08.070 align:middle line:84% He climbed up the drain to be here on time, now 00:03:08.070 --> 00:03:11.550 align:middle line:90% to the slow egg timer's chime. 00:03:11.550 --> 00:03:18.090 align:middle line:84% Shiny in state come things from the grime, tiny slaters 00:03:18.090 --> 00:03:20.430 align:middle line:90% with wings and hoods. 00:03:20.430 --> 00:03:25.080 align:middle line:84% Beetles from the closet under the stairs, 00:03:25.080 --> 00:03:29.336 align:middle line:84% gashed with sorrow each fixed eye stares. 00:03:29.336 --> 00:03:31.950 align:middle line:90% 00:03:31.950 --> 00:03:36.060 align:middle line:84% Fairbanks crawls from his winter leaves, 00:03:36.060 --> 00:03:40.960 align:middle line:84% he rubs his eyes on his prickling sleeves. 00:03:40.960 --> 00:03:45.390 align:middle line:84% Rattling his plate for a sad sound, 00:03:45.390 --> 00:03:49.350 align:middle line:84% his black legs cover the chill ground. 00:03:49.350 --> 00:03:56.820 align:middle line:84% At a fair speed he creeps to our knees. 00:03:56.820 --> 00:04:01.140 align:middle line:84% Now the hall resounds to the tread of toes, 00:04:01.140 --> 00:04:06.750 align:middle line:84% as each one gathers and the crowd grows. 00:04:06.750 --> 00:04:12.240 align:middle line:84% Broken spirit at the bears upstairs, troop 00:04:12.240 --> 00:04:16.769 align:middle line:84% to the banisters and droop their ears. 00:04:16.769 --> 00:04:22.620 align:middle line:84% The brown one squats, glum cheeks in his paws, 00:04:22.620 --> 00:04:26.730 align:middle line:84% the blue one strums a melancholy string. 00:04:26.730 --> 00:04:29.310 align:middle line:90% 00:04:29.310 --> 00:04:35.250 align:middle line:84% From all feasts of fish he wove good fur, alas, 00:04:35.250 --> 00:04:40.980 align:middle line:90% no fish stale death can deter. 00:04:40.980 --> 00:04:47.460 align:middle line:84% As the drum beats the long cortege winds to the attic, 00:04:47.460 --> 00:04:50.040 align:middle line:90% as towards the stage. 00:04:50.040 --> 00:04:56.280 align:middle line:84% Some hop and skip, some crawl or run, the sad music 00:04:56.280 --> 00:04:59.010 align:middle line:90% holds everyone. 00:04:59.010 --> 00:05:07.230 align:middle line:84% Crouched by the window, all weep to view Peter, poor, Peter, 00:05:07.230 --> 00:05:11.500 align:middle line:90% drift up the flue. 00:05:11.500 --> 00:05:15.720 align:middle line:84% Now all together they chant his dirge, 00:05:15.720 --> 00:05:19.100 align:middle line:84% grouped by the ledge where the chimneys merge. 00:05:19.100 --> 00:05:21.860 align:middle line:90% 00:05:21.860 --> 00:05:27.920 align:middle line:84% Peter, salt Peter, fish-eating cat, 00:05:27.920 --> 00:05:32.780 align:middle line:84% feared by the blackbird, stung by the gnat. 00:05:32.780 --> 00:05:38.060 align:middle line:84% Wooden spider collector, lean as a rat, 00:05:38.060 --> 00:05:45.080 align:middle line:84% soon you shall fall to a fine gray fat. 00:05:45.080 --> 00:05:50.050 align:middle line:84% Peter, salt Peter, drift into the wind. 00:05:50.050 --> 00:05:55.070 align:middle line:84% Enter the water where all have sinned. 00:05:55.070 --> 00:06:00.290 align:middle line:84% Forgive us our trespasses as we forgive yours. 00:06:00.290 --> 00:06:07.310 align:middle line:84% Remember us in heaven as clean scales and furs, as we you 00:06:07.310 --> 00:06:13.760 align:middle line:84% on Earth here when any cat purrs. 00:06:13.760 --> 00:06:19.250 align:middle line:84% Peter, salt Peter, farewell and live, 00:06:19.250 --> 00:06:25.610 align:middle line:84% as we do, remembering, and so, forgive. 00:06:25.610 --> 00:06:34.910 align:middle line:84% Over the whole world a sad pall falls, fur into fine air, bone 00:06:34.910 --> 00:06:36.770 align:middle line:90% into ash. 00:06:36.770 --> 00:06:42.890 align:middle line:90% A chill water wets every lash. 00:06:42.890 --> 00:06:48.230 align:middle line:84% Peter, salt Peter, by pleurisy slain, 00:06:48.230 --> 00:06:53.630 align:middle line:84% the pale glass weeps in its wooden pane. 00:06:53.630 --> 00:06:59.840 align:middle line:84% Come to the cat flap and slap in again. 00:06:59.840 --> 00:07:06.920 align:middle line:84% Peter, salt Peter, the bird of death, aboding raven, 00:07:06.920 --> 00:07:11.450 align:middle line:90% chokes off my breath. 00:07:11.450 --> 00:07:19.670 align:middle line:84% Along the warm tears and doleful words, and this dirge, 00:07:19.670 --> 00:07:23.290 align:middle line:90% and the screams of birds. 00:07:23.290 --> 00:07:33.000 align:middle line:90%