WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.020 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.020 --> 00:00:03.570 align:middle line:84% And the last poem I'd like to read 00:00:03.570 --> 00:00:12.030 align:middle line:84% is based on the method of hunting bear, 00:00:12.030 --> 00:00:17.460 align:middle line:84% rigged by the Eskimos, in the days before airplanes 00:00:17.460 --> 00:00:20.452 align:middle line:90% took over. 00:00:20.452 --> 00:00:29.070 align:middle line:84% [INAUDIBLE] stopped in the bone and freeze it in a lump of fat 00:00:29.070 --> 00:00:31.350 align:middle line:84% and put it out there for bears along the path. 00:00:31.350 --> 00:00:35.796 align:middle line:84% And when a bear ate such a lump of fat, 00:00:35.796 --> 00:00:37.500 align:middle line:84% his stomach grew fat in his mouth, 00:00:37.500 --> 00:00:40.560 align:middle line:84% and the bone was being opened, he 00:00:40.560 --> 00:00:43.320 align:middle line:84% shot the bear twice in the stomach 00:00:43.320 --> 00:00:48.210 align:middle line:84% and caused him to hemorrhage to death. 00:00:48.210 --> 00:00:50.910 align:middle line:84% And I asked the man who told me this how long would it 00:00:50.910 --> 00:00:53.860 align:middle line:90% take the bear to die. 00:00:53.860 --> 00:00:55.840 align:middle line:90% And he said, oh, days. 00:00:55.840 --> 00:00:58.710 align:middle line:84% In a strong bear, sometimes a week. 00:00:58.710 --> 00:01:03.735 align:middle line:84% And he told me the bear would run all day, all this time, 00:01:03.735 --> 00:01:06.030 align:middle line:84% just run without any set direction, 00:01:06.030 --> 00:01:12.060 align:middle line:84% but just keep running, and moved very fast, day and night. 00:01:12.060 --> 00:01:16.480 align:middle line:84% And, in order to get the bear before the scavengers got it, 00:01:16.480 --> 00:01:18.900 align:middle line:84% you had to follow the trail of blood, 00:01:18.900 --> 00:01:24.900 align:middle line:84% running yourself, day and night, until you got to him. 00:01:24.900 --> 00:01:29.550 align:middle line:84% And I asked him, how do you eat if you-- 00:01:29.550 --> 00:01:34.680 align:middle line:84% you couldn't acquire enough food to last for a week, 00:01:34.680 --> 00:01:36.780 align:middle line:90% running day and night. 00:01:36.780 --> 00:01:41.130 align:middle line:84% And he told me what the diet became 00:01:41.130 --> 00:01:44.460 align:middle line:84% after a certain number of days, when you ran out 00:01:44.460 --> 00:01:47.460 align:middle line:90% of food, how you stayed alive. 00:01:47.460 --> 00:01:51.730 align:middle line:90% And it impressed me. 00:01:51.730 --> 00:01:57.640 align:middle line:84% And this story sat with me for, I think, about a year. 00:01:57.640 --> 00:02:02.980 align:middle line:84% And then, one night, I was in Mississippi 00:02:02.980 --> 00:02:06.610 align:middle line:84% and having a sleepless night, and just 00:02:06.610 --> 00:02:09.940 align:middle line:90% got up and wrote the poem out. 00:02:09.940 --> 00:02:14.100 align:middle line:84% And I fixed it up a little bit and [INAUDIBLE] 00:02:14.100 --> 00:02:17.140 align:middle line:84% but, basically, it just came out this way. 00:02:17.140 --> 00:02:20.865 align:middle line:84% And, hopefully, I don't know what it means. 00:02:20.865 --> 00:02:21.940 align:middle line:90% It's called "The Bear." 00:02:21.940 --> 00:02:27.950 align:middle line:90% 00:02:27.950 --> 00:02:32.220 align:middle line:84% In late winter, I sometime glimpse bits of steam 00:02:32.220 --> 00:02:35.750 align:middle line:84% coming up from some fault in the old snow 00:02:35.750 --> 00:02:39.770 align:middle line:84% and bend close and see it is lung-colored 00:02:39.770 --> 00:02:44.570 align:middle line:84% and put down my nose and know the stinging, enduring odor 00:02:44.570 --> 00:02:45.290 align:middle line:90% of bear. 00:02:45.290 --> 00:02:48.140 align:middle line:90% 00:02:48.140 --> 00:02:52.520 align:middle line:84% I take a wolf's rib and whittle it sharp at both ends 00:02:52.520 --> 00:02:55.130 align:middle line:84% and coil it up and freeze it in blubber 00:02:55.130 --> 00:02:59.540 align:middle line:84% and place it out on the fairway of the bears. 00:02:59.540 --> 00:03:03.468 align:middle line:84% And when it has vanished I move on the bear tracks, 00:03:03.468 --> 00:03:08.360 align:middle line:84% roaming in circles until I come to the first, tentative, dark 00:03:08.360 --> 00:03:12.110 align:middle line:90% splash on the earth. 00:03:12.110 --> 00:03:15.620 align:middle line:84% And I set out running, following the splashes of blood 00:03:15.620 --> 00:03:17.440 align:middle line:90% wandering over the world. 00:03:17.440 --> 00:03:22.730 align:middle line:84% At the cut, gashed resting places I stop and rest, 00:03:22.730 --> 00:03:26.030 align:middle line:84% at the crawl-marks where he lay out on his belly 00:03:26.030 --> 00:03:29.320 align:middle line:84% to overpass some stretch of bauchy ice 00:03:29.320 --> 00:03:32.570 align:middle line:84% I lie out of it dragging myself forward 00:03:32.570 --> 00:03:36.590 align:middle line:90% with bear-knives in my fists. 00:03:36.590 --> 00:03:40.400 align:middle line:84% On the third day I begin to starve, at nightfall 00:03:40.400 --> 00:03:45.450 align:middle line:84% I bend down as I knew I would as a turd sopped in blood, 00:03:45.450 --> 00:03:49.460 align:middle line:84% and hesitate, and pick it up, and thrust it in my mouth, 00:03:49.460 --> 00:03:59.560 align:middle line:84% and gnash it down, and rise and go on running. 00:03:59.560 --> 00:04:04.590 align:middle line:84% On the seventh day, living by now on bear blood alone, 00:04:04.590 --> 00:04:08.335 align:middle line:84% I can see his upturned carcass far out ahead, 00:04:08.335 --> 00:04:13.980 align:middle line:84% a scraggled, steamy hulk, the heavy fur riffling in the wind. 00:04:13.980 --> 00:04:19.410 align:middle line:84% I come up to him at stare at the narrow-spaced petty eyes, 00:04:19.410 --> 00:04:23.070 align:middle line:84% the dismayed face laid back on the shoulder, 00:04:23.070 --> 00:04:27.790 align:middle line:84% the nostrils flared, catching perhaps the first taint of me 00:04:27.790 --> 00:04:30.510 align:middle line:90% as he died. 00:04:30.510 --> 00:04:35.970 align:middle line:84% I hack a ravine in his thigh, and eat and drink, and tear him 00:04:35.970 --> 00:04:40.560 align:middle line:84% down his whole length and open him and climb in 00:04:40.560 --> 00:04:47.220 align:middle line:84% and close him up after me, against the wind, and sleep. 00:04:47.220 --> 00:04:51.910 align:middle line:84% And dream of lumbering flatfooted over the tundra, 00:04:51.910 --> 00:04:57.360 align:middle line:84% stabbed twice from within, splattering a trail behind me, 00:04:57.360 --> 00:05:00.000 align:middle line:84% splattering it out no matter which way I lurch, 00:05:00.000 --> 00:05:04.400 align:middle line:84% no matter which parabola of bear-transcendence, which 00:05:04.400 --> 00:05:08.272 align:middle line:84% dance of solitude I attempt, which gravity-clutched 00:05:08.272 --> 00:05:12.830 align:middle line:90% leap, which trudge, which groan. 00:05:12.830 --> 00:05:15.980 align:middle line:84% Until one day I totter and fall-- 00:05:15.980 --> 00:05:19.500 align:middle line:84% fall on this stomach that has tried so hard 00:05:19.500 --> 00:05:23.480 align:middle line:84% to keep up, to digest the blood as it leaked in, 00:05:23.480 --> 00:05:28.640 align:middle line:84% to break up and digest the bone itself, and now 00:05:28.640 --> 00:05:32.490 align:middle line:84% the breeze blows over me, blows off the hideous 00:05:32.490 --> 00:05:35.590 align:middle line:84% belches of ill-digested bear blood 00:05:35.590 --> 00:05:39.360 align:middle line:84% and rotted stomach and the ordinary, wretched odor 00:05:39.360 --> 00:05:45.090 align:middle line:84% of bear, blows across my sore, lolled tongue 00:05:45.090 --> 00:05:51.340 align:middle line:84% a song or screech, until I think I must rise up and dance. 00:05:51.340 --> 00:05:55.020 align:middle line:90% And I lie still. 00:05:55.020 --> 00:05:57.156 align:middle line:90% I awaken, I think. 00:05:57.156 --> 00:06:02.472 align:middle line:84% Marshlights reappear, geese come trailing again up the flyway. 00:06:02.472 --> 00:06:05.350 align:middle line:84% In her ravine under old snow the dam-bear 00:06:05.350 --> 00:06:10.510 align:middle line:84% lies, licking lumps of smeared fur and drizzly eyes 00:06:10.510 --> 00:06:14.730 align:middle line:90% into shapes with her big tongue. 00:06:14.730 --> 00:06:19.030 align:middle line:84% And one hairy-soled trudge stuck out before me, 00:06:19.030 --> 00:06:23.590 align:middle line:84% the next groaned out, the next one, the next, 00:06:23.590 --> 00:06:28.810 align:middle line:84% the rest of my days I spend wandering, wondering what, 00:06:28.810 --> 00:06:33.052 align:middle line:84% anyway, was that sticky infusion, that rank flavor 00:06:33.052 --> 00:06:37.600 align:middle line:84% of blood, that poetry, by which I lived? 00:06:37.600 --> 00:07:18.100 align:middle line:90%