WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:03.830 align:middle line:90% 00:00:03.830 --> 00:00:07.865 align:middle line:84% Well, I'll read now a few, a few more poems. 00:00:07.865 --> 00:00:12.980 align:middle line:90% 00:00:12.980 --> 00:00:14.630 align:middle line:84% I thought I was a little hesitant 00:00:14.630 --> 00:00:17.930 align:middle line:84% about reading some recent poems and these 00:00:17.930 --> 00:00:23.060 align:middle line:84% are the ones I'm hesitant about because not too long ago I 00:00:23.060 --> 00:00:28.580 align:middle line:84% read these poems at a Lutheran college. 00:00:28.580 --> 00:00:34.820 align:middle line:84% And well just as I wrote that poem for William Carlos 00:00:34.820 --> 00:00:39.672 align:middle line:84% Williams, while he was giving his reading, 00:00:39.672 --> 00:00:41.630 align:middle line:84% or perhaps it was afterwards, I don't remember. 00:00:41.630 --> 00:00:47.300 align:middle line:84% But any case, just as I in my day 00:00:47.300 --> 00:00:52.730 align:middle line:84% wrote poems to poets who gave readings, so at the Lutheran 00:00:52.730 --> 00:00:56.180 align:middle line:84% college it came my turn to receive 00:00:56.180 --> 00:00:59.360 align:middle line:84% a poem written on the [? case ?] of my reading. 00:00:59.360 --> 00:01:02.110 align:middle line:90% 00:01:02.110 --> 00:01:07.460 align:middle line:84% It was pressed into my hand directly after the reading. 00:01:07.460 --> 00:01:11.080 align:middle line:90% A woman gave it to me. 00:01:11.080 --> 00:01:15.260 align:middle line:84% She had scrawled at the bottom, if you need me, ask. 00:01:15.260 --> 00:01:30.540 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:01:30.540 --> 00:01:31.710 align:middle line:90% I don't know what she meant. 00:01:31.710 --> 00:01:36.120 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:01:36.120 --> 00:01:38.190 align:middle line:84% So the poem went something like this, 00:01:38.190 --> 00:01:44.790 align:middle line:84% I can't say it all but it began, "Go away for now. 00:01:44.790 --> 00:01:50.100 align:middle line:84% Why are you so obsessed with health and disease? 00:01:50.100 --> 00:01:52.890 align:middle line:84% Your words are as cruel as your heart." 00:01:52.890 --> 00:01:55.980 align:middle line:90% And it went on in this way. 00:01:55.980 --> 00:01:59.760 align:middle line:84% And it ended with a line I can't forget. 00:01:59.760 --> 00:02:03.696 align:middle line:84% "In the midst of the jar of life, you are a pickle." 00:02:03.696 --> 00:02:10.949 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:02:10.949 --> 00:02:16.980 align:middle line:84% Well, I laughed too when I read the poem. 00:02:16.980 --> 00:02:18.975 align:middle line:84% And yet the laughter stuck in my throat. 00:02:18.975 --> 00:02:24.690 align:middle line:90% 00:02:24.690 --> 00:02:28.500 align:middle line:84% Because I could feel the pity from, 00:02:28.500 --> 00:02:30.780 align:middle line:84% I could feel it too, that in those times 00:02:30.780 --> 00:02:36.600 align:middle line:84% there was something that had reached that woman. 00:02:36.600 --> 00:02:39.240 align:middle line:84% And so I put her letter up above my desk 00:02:39.240 --> 00:02:43.470 align:middle line:84% and had it there for a long time as a kind of modern equivalent 00:02:43.470 --> 00:02:45.410 align:middle line:90% of the death's head. 00:02:45.410 --> 00:02:48.150 align:middle line:90% 00:02:48.150 --> 00:02:51.870 align:middle line:84% And it did make me a little timid 00:02:51.870 --> 00:02:53.310 align:middle line:90% about reading these poems. 00:02:53.310 --> 00:02:58.120 align:middle line:90% 00:02:58.120 --> 00:03:02.170 align:middle line:84% That is perhaps, I'm even more timid tonight 00:03:02.170 --> 00:03:05.590 align:middle line:84% because I was just told a strange thing 00:03:05.590 --> 00:03:09.940 align:middle line:90% before I came in here. 00:03:09.940 --> 00:03:11.818 align:middle line:84% That an old Sunday school teacher of mine 00:03:11.818 --> 00:03:12.610 align:middle line:90% is in the audience. 00:03:12.610 --> 00:03:15.760 align:middle line:90% 00:03:15.760 --> 00:03:18.580 align:middle line:90% And I don't know who it may be. 00:03:18.580 --> 00:03:27.040 align:middle line:84% I hope you'll call me or say hello afterwards. 00:03:27.040 --> 00:03:31.180 align:middle line:84% All I can be sure of that is that a Sunday school teacher 00:03:31.180 --> 00:03:36.100 align:middle line:84% has been well steeped in the doctrine of forgiveness 00:03:36.100 --> 00:03:38.560 align:middle line:90% of the New Testament. 00:03:38.560 --> 00:03:43.960 align:middle line:84% And if these poems are not those that a Sunday school 00:03:43.960 --> 00:03:46.165 align:middle line:84% teacher would want to be proud of in a graduate 00:03:46.165 --> 00:03:52.420 align:middle line:84% from Sunday school, I must invoke that doctrine from her. 00:03:52.420 --> 00:03:54.970 align:middle line:90% 00:03:54.970 --> 00:04:00.160 align:middle line:84% I think I'll just read two poems, the kind that-- 00:04:00.160 --> 00:04:06.190 align:middle line:90% Well, a prickly poem, and-- 00:04:06.190 --> 00:04:07.840 align:middle line:84% Then it's called the porcupine and then 00:04:07.840 --> 00:04:09.160 align:middle line:90% and then it's called the bear. 00:04:09.160 --> 00:04:13.870 align:middle line:90% 00:04:13.870 --> 00:04:17.470 align:middle line:84% I don't know if you have porcupines here, 00:04:17.470 --> 00:04:19.360 align:middle line:84% that for here those of you who aren't 00:04:19.360 --> 00:04:22.330 align:middle line:84% familiar with the animal, it's necessary to know 00:04:22.330 --> 00:04:28.040 align:middle line:84% to make any sense of this poem that the porcupine has 00:04:28.040 --> 00:04:30.580 align:middle line:84% a fierce craving for salt and will eat anything 00:04:30.580 --> 00:04:38.140 align:middle line:84% that human beings have left the residue of their salt upon, 00:04:38.140 --> 00:04:42.220 align:middle line:84% even automobile tires or steering wheels. 00:04:42.220 --> 00:04:44.191 align:middle line:84% I even heard of them eating the aluminum 00:04:44.191 --> 00:04:48.830 align:middle line:84% siding of a motor left, [INAUDIBLE] left it, 00:04:48.830 --> 00:04:51.280 align:middle line:84% they left the motor, left in the woods. 00:04:51.280 --> 00:04:54.530 align:middle line:84% And I have this old place in Vermont 00:04:54.530 --> 00:04:57.910 align:middle line:84% and when I was away one period of time 00:04:57.910 --> 00:05:01.630 align:middle line:84% the porcupines ate their way into my cellar, 00:05:01.630 --> 00:05:04.330 align:middle line:84% ate a hole right through the cellar door 00:05:04.330 --> 00:05:06.640 align:middle line:90% and got into the cellar. 00:05:06.640 --> 00:05:08.680 align:middle line:84% And had they got up into the rest of the house, 00:05:08.680 --> 00:05:10.570 align:middle line:84% they would have completely demolished it 00:05:10.570 --> 00:05:15.970 align:middle line:84% because my sweat has been slammed over floor, ceiling, 00:05:15.970 --> 00:05:18.150 align:middle line:90% and wall in that house. 00:05:18.150 --> 00:05:21.990 align:middle line:84% And however, they ate down the cellar stairs on the way up. 00:05:21.990 --> 00:05:28.180 align:middle line:90% 00:05:28.180 --> 00:05:31.105 align:middle line:84% They're not a very intelligent animal. 00:05:31.105 --> 00:05:35.510 align:middle line:90% 00:05:35.510 --> 00:05:38.900 align:middle line:84% That's because it's-- that's because they're so well 00:05:38.900 --> 00:05:43.080 align:middle line:84% protected, they are the easiest animal to kill. 00:05:43.080 --> 00:05:44.750 align:middle line:84% And they are the only wild animal that 00:05:44.750 --> 00:05:46.160 align:middle line:90% is easy to kill in Vermont. 00:05:46.160 --> 00:05:48.380 align:middle line:84% And you can just get alongside them 00:05:48.380 --> 00:05:51.620 align:middle line:84% and strike them over the nose with a club 00:05:51.620 --> 00:05:53.780 align:middle line:84% and that's the way to finally kill them. 00:05:53.780 --> 00:05:57.260 align:middle line:84% Sometimes it's hard to find some [? intelligent ?] trees 00:05:57.260 --> 00:05:59.810 align:middle line:84% and in that case, the farmer shoots them. 00:05:59.810 --> 00:06:08.200 align:middle line:90% 00:06:08.200 --> 00:06:12.730 align:middle line:84% The Avesta is the Zoroastrian printed book 00:06:12.730 --> 00:06:16.800 align:middle line:84% and you may think the doctrine is [INAUDIBLE] they were saved 00:06:16.800 --> 00:06:22.490 align:middle line:84% by [INAUDIBLE] arrow, and force fire 00:06:22.490 --> 00:06:25.930 align:middle line:84% is that name given to the fire supposed 00:06:25.930 --> 00:06:28.840 align:middle line:84% to be able to make by rubbing two sticks together. 00:06:28.840 --> 00:06:32.440 align:middle line:90% [INAUDIBLE] 00:06:32.440 --> 00:06:35.200 align:middle line:90% "The Porcupine." 00:06:35.200 --> 00:06:38.420 align:middle line:84% "Fatted on herbs, swollen on crabapples, 00:06:38.420 --> 00:06:41.620 align:middle line:84% puffed up on bast and phloem, ballooned 00:06:41.620 --> 00:06:45.410 align:middle line:84% on willow flowers, poplar catkins, 00:06:45.410 --> 00:06:50.790 align:middle line:84% first leafs of aspen and larch, the porcupine drags and bounces 00:06:50.790 --> 00:06:55.740 align:middle line:84% his last meal through ice, mud roses and goldenrod 00:06:55.740 --> 00:07:00.100 align:middle line:90% into the stubby high fields. 00:07:00.100 --> 00:07:03.640 align:middle line:84% In character he resembles us in seven ways: 00:07:03.640 --> 00:07:09.100 align:middle line:84% he puts his mark on outhouses, he alchemizes by moonlight, 00:07:09.100 --> 00:07:12.970 align:middle line:84% he shits on the run, he uses his tail for climbing, 00:07:12.970 --> 00:07:16.610 align:middle line:84% he chuckles softly to himself when scared, he's overcrowded 00:07:16.610 --> 00:07:19.560 align:middle line:84% if there is more than one of them per five acres, 00:07:19.560 --> 00:07:21.940 align:middle line:84% his eyes have their own inner redness. 00:07:21.940 --> 00:07:24.790 align:middle line:90% 00:07:24.790 --> 00:07:30.450 align:middle line:84% Digger of goings across floors, of hesitations at thresholds, 00:07:30.450 --> 00:07:35.160 align:middle line:84% of handprints of dread at doorpost or window jamb, 00:07:35.160 --> 00:07:38.160 align:middle line:84% he would gouge the world empty of us, 00:07:38.160 --> 00:07:43.200 align:middle line:84% hack and crater it until it is nothing, if that could rinse it 00:07:43.200 --> 00:07:45.880 align:middle line:90% of all of our sweat and pathos. 00:07:45.880 --> 00:07:50.580 align:middle line:84% Adorer of ax, handles aflow with grain, or arms, 00:07:50.580 --> 00:07:55.845 align:middle line:84% of Morris chairs, of hand-crafted objects, steeped 00:07:55.845 --> 00:08:00.240 align:middle line:84% in the juice of fingertips, or surfaces wetted down 00:08:00.240 --> 00:08:04.230 align:middle line:84% with fist grease and elbow oil, of clothespins 00:08:04.230 --> 00:08:09.360 align:middle line:84% that have grabbed our body-rags by underarm and crotch. 00:08:09.360 --> 00:08:14.875 align:middle line:84% Unimpressed, bored by the whirl of the skies, by these 00:08:14.875 --> 00:08:19.160 align:middle line:84% he's astonished, ulta-Rilkean angel 00:08:19.160 --> 00:08:23.390 align:middle line:84% for whom the true portion of the sweetness of earth 00:08:23.390 --> 00:08:27.570 align:middle line:84% is one of those bottom-heavy, glittering sardonic bits 00:08:27.570 --> 00:08:31.500 align:middle line:84% of salt water that splash down the haunted 00:08:31.500 --> 00:08:33.230 align:middle line:90% ravines of a human face. 00:08:33.230 --> 00:08:36.471 align:middle line:90% 00:08:36.471 --> 00:08:39.980 align:middle line:84% A farmer shot a porcupine three times 00:08:39.980 --> 00:08:42.200 align:middle line:90% as it dozed on a tree limb. 00:08:42.200 --> 00:08:46.625 align:middle line:84% On the way down it tore open its belly on a broken branch, 00:08:46.625 --> 00:08:49.880 align:middle line:84% hooked its gut and went on falling. 00:08:49.880 --> 00:08:54.140 align:middle line:84% On the ground it's sprang to its feet, and paying out gut 00:08:54.140 --> 00:08:58.400 align:middle line:84% heaves and spartled through a hundred feet of goldenrod 00:08:58.400 --> 00:09:03.600 align:middle line:90% before the abrupt emptiness. 00:09:03.600 --> 00:09:05.710 align:middle line:84% The Avesta puts porcupine killers 00:09:05.710 --> 00:09:08.860 align:middle line:84% into hell for nine generations, sentencing 00:09:08.860 --> 00:09:14.678 align:middle line:84% them to gnaw out each others' hearts for the salts of desire. 00:09:14.678 --> 00:09:18.290 align:middle line:84% I roll this way and that in the great bed, 00:09:18.290 --> 00:09:21.800 align:middle line:84% under the quilt that mimics this country of broken farms 00:09:21.800 --> 00:09:30.910 align:middle line:84% and woods, the fatty sheath of the man [AUDIO OUT] bristles 00:09:30.910 --> 00:09:33.310 align:middle line:90% reversing, blossoming outward-- 00:09:33.310 --> 00:09:38.860 align:middle line:84% a red-eyed, hard-toothed, arrow-struck urchin, tossing up 00:09:38.860 --> 00:09:42.720 align:middle line:84% mattress feathers, pricking the woman beside me 00:09:42.720 --> 00:09:43.960 align:middle line:90% until she cries. 00:09:43.960 --> 00:09:46.600 align:middle line:90% 00:09:46.600 --> 00:09:52.160 align:middle line:84% In my time I have crouched, quills erected, Saint Sebastian 00:09:52.160 --> 00:09:55.920 align:middle line:84% of the sacred heart, and been beat dead 00:09:55.920 --> 00:09:59.670 align:middle line:84% with a locust club on the bare snout. 00:09:59.670 --> 00:10:03.180 align:middle line:84% And fallen some high places, I have fled, 00:10:03.180 --> 00:10:06.510 align:middle line:84% have jogged over fields of goldenrod, 00:10:06.510 --> 00:10:09.750 align:middle line:90% terrified, seeking home. 00:10:09.750 --> 00:10:13.600 align:middle line:84% And among flowers I have come to myself empty, 00:10:13.600 --> 00:10:17.130 align:middle line:84% the rope strung out behind me in the fall sun 00:10:17.130 --> 00:10:22.150 align:middle line:84% suddenly glorified with all my blood. 00:10:22.150 --> 00:10:26.640 align:middle line:84% And tonight I think I prowl broken skulled or vacant 00:10:26.640 --> 00:10:29.460 align:middle line:84% as a sucked egg in the wintry meadow, 00:10:29.460 --> 00:10:33.120 align:middle line:84% softly chuckling, blank template of myself, 00:10:33.120 --> 00:10:36.780 align:middle line:84% dragging a starved belly through the lichflowered acres, 00:10:36.780 --> 00:10:40.950 align:middle line:84% where burdock loses the arks of its seed and thistle 00:10:40.950 --> 00:10:44.160 align:middle line:84% holds up its lost blooms and rosebushes 00:10:44.160 --> 00:10:47.220 align:middle line:84% in the wind scrape their dead limbs 00:10:47.220 --> 00:10:49.140 align:middle line:90% for the forced-fire of roses." 00:10:49.140 --> 00:10:54.240 align:middle line:90% 00:10:54.240 --> 00:10:56.090 align:middle line:90% [APPLAUSE] 00:10:56.090 --> 00:11:02.000 align:middle line:90%