WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.290 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.290 --> 00:00:04.440 align:middle line:84% The poem I'll read now is in my new book, 00:00:04.440 --> 00:00:09.240 align:middle line:84% but it's an old poem, written, to begin with, 00:00:09.240 --> 00:00:11.980 align:middle line:90% about 10 years ago. 00:00:11.980 --> 00:00:14.490 align:middle line:84% Well, I used to teach a correspondence course 00:00:14.490 --> 00:00:16.620 align:middle line:90% in how to write poetry-- 00:00:16.620 --> 00:00:18.060 align:middle line:90% [GIGGLES] 00:00:18.060 --> 00:00:19.620 align:middle line:90% 00:00:19.620 --> 00:00:21.810 align:middle line:84% --where at the time when the University of Chicago 00:00:21.810 --> 00:00:25.000 align:middle line:90% had a correspondence school. 00:00:25.000 --> 00:00:29.940 align:middle line:84% And I taught it for over a year, I think. 00:00:29.940 --> 00:00:31.950 align:middle line:84% Had many students all over the country, 00:00:31.950 --> 00:00:35.970 align:middle line:90% in small towns sending me poems. 00:00:35.970 --> 00:00:38.460 align:middle line:84% And I would come home at night and find six or seven 00:00:38.460 --> 00:00:41.970 align:middle line:84% envelopes, and rush upstairs, and put my comments 00:00:41.970 --> 00:00:43.440 align:middle line:84% on the poems, and send them back. 00:00:43.440 --> 00:00:45.840 align:middle line:84% And they would get my comments, and rush upstairs, 00:00:45.840 --> 00:00:48.600 align:middle line:84% and put a new envelope-- or poem in the envelope, 00:00:48.600 --> 00:00:50.490 align:middle line:90% and send it back. 00:00:50.490 --> 00:00:51.375 align:middle line:90% A frantic time. 00:00:51.375 --> 00:00:54.300 align:middle line:90% 00:00:54.300 --> 00:00:59.640 align:middle line:84% And when I gave up that course, I wrote a poem, "A Farewell 00:00:59.640 --> 00:01:02.890 align:middle line:90% To My Students." 00:01:02.890 --> 00:01:04.830 align:middle line:90% I had the-- 00:01:04.830 --> 00:01:09.870 align:middle line:84% I had developed a certain very naturally, very platonic 00:01:09.870 --> 00:01:13.205 align:middle line:84% friendship with those students through the mail, 00:01:13.205 --> 00:01:14.080 align:middle line:90% through many of them. 00:01:14.080 --> 00:01:17.120 align:middle line:84% And I felt really close to them in a strange way. 00:01:17.120 --> 00:01:19.320 align:middle line:84% But I'm sure if I met them, I wouldn't 00:01:19.320 --> 00:01:21.780 align:middle line:90% feel that way because then-- 00:01:21.780 --> 00:01:25.560 align:middle line:84% because the whole basis of our friendship 00:01:25.560 --> 00:01:27.600 align:middle line:84% would be changed because it wouldn't 00:01:27.600 --> 00:01:30.840 align:middle line:90% be a platonic friendship. 00:01:30.840 --> 00:01:33.720 align:middle line:84% With the gestures of the face, the emotions 00:01:33.720 --> 00:01:36.180 align:middle line:84% of the face, and the sound of the voice 00:01:36.180 --> 00:01:40.080 align:middle line:84% would make us strangers right away. 00:01:40.080 --> 00:01:42.540 align:middle line:84% But anyway, when this poem came out, 00:01:42.540 --> 00:01:45.720 align:middle line:90% it sounded to me awfully cruel. 00:01:45.720 --> 00:01:52.080 align:middle line:84% And because I could see that at a certain point in my life, 00:01:52.080 --> 00:01:56.400 align:middle line:84% I might very well have been one of those people sending off 00:01:56.400 --> 00:02:01.530 align:middle line:84% poems to some snotty young man in New York who was supposed 00:02:01.530 --> 00:02:05.040 align:middle line:90% to be no more than me. 00:02:05.040 --> 00:02:10.020 align:middle line:84% It seemed it was morally objectionable. 00:02:10.020 --> 00:02:15.900 align:middle line:84% And over the course of 10 years, I've changed it. 00:02:15.900 --> 00:02:18.090 align:middle line:84% And I guess I changed it as far as I could. 00:02:18.090 --> 00:02:21.000 align:middle line:84% And it probably still is morally objectionable. 00:02:21.000 --> 00:02:24.750 align:middle line:84% But any event, I felt in writing it, the damage was done. 00:02:24.750 --> 00:02:29.550 align:middle line:84% You probably think it was merely an admission, really. 00:02:29.550 --> 00:02:35.040 align:middle line:84% So I-- with that overlong preamble, I'm going to read 00:02:35.040 --> 00:02:36.870 align:middle line:84% "The Correspondence-School Instructor 00:02:36.870 --> 00:02:41.220 align:middle line:84% Says Goodbye To His Poetry Students." 00:02:41.220 --> 00:02:45.570 align:middle line:84% Goodbye lady in Bangor, who sent me snapshots of yourself 00:02:45.570 --> 00:02:48.960 align:middle line:84% after definitely hinting you were beautiful. 00:02:48.960 --> 00:02:51.840 align:middle line:84% Goodbye, Miami Beach urologist, who 00:02:51.840 --> 00:02:54.870 align:middle line:84% enclosed plain brown envelope for the return 00:02:54.870 --> 00:02:57.900 align:middle line:90% of your very "Clinical Sonnets." 00:02:57.900 --> 00:02:59.250 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:02:59.250 --> 00:03:02.910 align:middle line:84% Goodbye manufacturer of brassieres on the Coast, 00:03:02.910 --> 00:03:04.260 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:03:04.260 --> 00:03:07.080 align:middle line:84% --whose eclogues give the fullest treatment in literature 00:03:07.080 --> 00:03:09.360 align:middle line:90% yet to the sagging breast motif. 00:03:09.360 --> 00:03:11.490 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:03:11.490 --> 00:03:15.990 align:middle line:84% Goodbye, you in San Quentin, who wrote "Being German, 00:03:15.990 --> 00:03:19.440 align:middle line:84% my hero is Hitler," instead of "Sincerely yours--" 00:03:19.440 --> 00:03:22.730 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:03:22.730 --> 00:03:25.310 align:middle line:84% --at the end of long neat-scripted letters, 00:03:25.310 --> 00:03:28.850 align:middle line:90% demolishing the Pre-Raphaelites. 00:03:28.850 --> 00:03:31.490 align:middle line:84% I swear to you, it was just my way 00:03:31.490 --> 00:03:34.070 align:middle line:84% of cheering myself up as I licked 00:03:34.070 --> 00:03:38.090 align:middle line:84% the stamped, self-addressed envelope, the game I had 00:03:38.090 --> 00:03:40.490 align:middle line:84% of trying to guess which one of you 00:03:40.490 --> 00:03:43.203 align:middle line:90% this time had poisoned his glue. 00:03:43.203 --> 00:03:45.668 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:03:45.668 --> 00:03:46.660 align:middle line:90% 00:03:46.660 --> 00:03:49.030 align:middle line:90% I did care. 00:03:49.030 --> 00:03:51.850 align:middle line:90% I did read his poem entire. 00:03:51.850 --> 00:03:55.420 align:middle line:84% I did say what I thought was the truth in the mildest words I 00:03:55.420 --> 00:03:56.950 align:middle line:90% knew. 00:03:56.950 --> 00:04:00.520 align:middle line:84% And now, in this poem, or chopped prose, 00:04:00.520 --> 00:04:04.510 align:middle line:84% not any better I realize than those troubled lines 00:04:04.510 --> 00:04:07.240 align:middle line:84% I kept sending back to you, I have 00:04:07.240 --> 00:04:09.850 align:middle line:90% to say I am relieved it is over. 00:04:09.850 --> 00:04:13.840 align:middle line:84% At the end, I could feel only pity for that urge toward more 00:04:13.840 --> 00:04:17.740 align:middle line:84% life, your poems kept smothering in words, 00:04:17.740 --> 00:04:21.519 align:middle line:84% the smell of which days later would tingle in your nostrils 00:04:21.519 --> 00:04:26.110 align:middle line:84% as new God-given impulses to write. 00:04:26.110 --> 00:04:30.010 align:middle line:84% Goodbye, you who are for me, the postmarks again 00:04:30.010 --> 00:04:31.720 align:middle line:90% that shattered town-- 00:04:31.720 --> 00:04:34.420 align:middle line:90% Xenia, Burnt Cabins, Hornell-- 00:04:34.420 --> 00:04:38.390 align:middle line:84% their loneliness given away in poems, only their solitude 00:04:38.390 --> 00:04:38.890 align:middle line:90% kept. 00:04:38.890 --> 00:04:41.890 align:middle line:90% 00:04:41.890 --> 00:04:45.240 align:middle line:90% [APPLAUSE] 00:04:45.240 --> 00:04:49.000 align:middle line:90%