WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:04.820 align:middle line:90% 00:00:04.820 --> 00:00:09.580 align:middle line:84% There's no, well-- well that's the nicest introduction 00:00:09.580 --> 00:00:10.510 align:middle line:90% I think I ever heard. 00:00:10.510 --> 00:00:14.010 align:middle line:84% It's not-- I don't think true either all of it. 00:00:14.010 --> 00:00:20.070 align:middle line:84% I know all of it can't be except I'm glad if it is for Steve. 00:00:20.070 --> 00:00:25.570 align:middle line:84% I really appreciate the kindness of the introduction. 00:00:25.570 --> 00:00:28.330 align:middle line:90% 00:00:28.330 --> 00:00:29.070 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:00:29.070 --> 00:00:29.570 align:middle line:90% Excuse me. 00:00:29.570 --> 00:00:34.750 align:middle line:90% 00:00:34.750 --> 00:00:38.325 align:middle line:84% I would like to begin by reading an old poem. 00:00:38.325 --> 00:00:40.920 align:middle line:90% 00:00:40.920 --> 00:00:43.500 align:middle line:84% I want to end with new poems if I may. 00:00:43.500 --> 00:00:47.250 align:middle line:84% But one of the reasons I like to read this poem 00:00:47.250 --> 00:00:54.150 align:middle line:84% is because although I started writing it as long ago as 1952, 00:00:54.150 --> 00:00:56.650 align:middle line:90% it's not finished yet. 00:00:56.650 --> 00:01:00.120 align:middle line:90% And yeah it's been published. 00:01:00.120 --> 00:01:01.570 align:middle line:84% It's been around for a long time. 00:01:01.570 --> 00:01:05.550 align:middle line:84% And so people unless I'm able to tell them 00:01:05.550 --> 00:01:10.020 align:middle line:84% that it's not finished might be under the illusion 00:01:10.020 --> 00:01:11.130 align:middle line:90% that it is finished. 00:01:11.130 --> 00:01:12.720 align:middle line:90% I had to leave some things out. 00:01:12.720 --> 00:01:14.490 align:middle line:84% I believe in leaving things out of poems 00:01:14.490 --> 00:01:16.710 align:middle line:84% but I don't believe in leaving the kind of thing 00:01:16.710 --> 00:01:19.650 align:middle line:84% out that I had to leave out in this one. 00:01:19.650 --> 00:01:23.520 align:middle line:84% And every now and then I still go usually in some summer 00:01:23.520 --> 00:01:26.070 align:middle line:84% I go back to it and try to write the last stanza. 00:01:26.070 --> 00:01:27.990 align:middle line:84% It's in 3 stanzas and it should have 4. 00:01:27.990 --> 00:01:31.980 align:middle line:90% 00:01:31.980 --> 00:01:33.672 align:middle line:90% I like unfinished poems really. 00:01:33.672 --> 00:01:35.880 align:middle line:84% It's interesting to me that this should have remained 00:01:35.880 --> 00:01:37.270 align:middle line:90% unfinished all this time. 00:01:37.270 --> 00:01:40.320 align:middle line:84% But there is a piece of information 00:01:40.320 --> 00:01:42.930 align:middle line:84% that I like to provide too if I read it. 00:01:42.930 --> 00:01:44.268 align:middle line:90% It's called "On a"-- 00:01:44.268 --> 00:01:46.560 align:middle line:84% It has a long title so there should be everything in it 00:01:46.560 --> 00:01:48.930 align:middle line:84% that's missing from the poem know but it isn't. 00:01:48.930 --> 00:01:52.230 align:middle line:84% It's called "On a Painting by Patient B of the Independent 00:01:52.230 --> 00:01:54.030 align:middle line:90% State Hospital for the Insane." 00:01:54.030 --> 00:01:56.160 align:middle line:90% Now, that's a place in Iowa. 00:01:56.160 --> 00:02:03.990 align:middle line:84% And as in many states that I've come across, 00:02:03.990 --> 00:02:08.520 align:middle line:84% the towns that I suppose it's the state legislature 00:02:08.520 --> 00:02:12.720 align:middle line:84% just chooses to situate such hospitals 00:02:12.720 --> 00:02:16.020 align:middle line:84% and have names that themselves have a meaning. 00:02:16.020 --> 00:02:20.280 align:middle line:84% In Iowa I remember Independents as being one of the places 00:02:20.280 --> 00:02:23.160 align:middle line:84% and Mount Pleasant as being another of the places 00:02:23.160 --> 00:02:24.360 align:middle line:90% and so on. 00:02:24.360 --> 00:02:26.400 align:middle line:84% Well, that was interesting to me. 00:02:26.400 --> 00:02:29.070 align:middle line:84% But this point comes out from a-- comes out 00:02:29.070 --> 00:02:32.790 align:middle line:84% of an exhibition of paintings done for therapeutic purposes 00:02:32.790 --> 00:02:35.730 align:middle line:84% by the patients at Independence, which 00:02:35.730 --> 00:02:38.490 align:middle line:90% I saw in the summer of 1952. 00:02:38.490 --> 00:02:41.760 align:middle line:84% And later on after the exhibition was taken down. 00:02:41.760 --> 00:02:44.550 align:middle line:84% I remember this particular painting 00:02:44.550 --> 00:02:49.040 align:middle line:84% and tried to describe it as best I could remember it. 00:02:49.040 --> 00:02:52.950 align:middle line:84% The patients had been required to attach to the paintings 00:02:52.950 --> 00:02:56.940 align:middle line:84% an explanation of them, which in some cases did seem necessary. 00:02:56.940 --> 00:02:59.940 align:middle line:84% Not only did they lack talent frequently as painters 00:02:59.940 --> 00:03:03.840 align:middle line:84% but the paintings were so strange in some cases 00:03:03.840 --> 00:03:06.240 align:middle line:84% that unless you had an explanation you might not 00:03:06.240 --> 00:03:08.580 align:middle line:90% have guessed what was going on. 00:03:08.580 --> 00:03:11.910 align:middle line:84% Now, patient B was gifted in a very amateurish way 00:03:11.910 --> 00:03:14.640 align:middle line:84% as a painter and very gifted as an explainer 00:03:14.640 --> 00:03:16.530 align:middle line:90% of what he was doing. 00:03:16.530 --> 00:03:21.600 align:middle line:84% And this particular scene in the painting 00:03:21.600 --> 00:03:23.190 align:middle line:84% that I'm trying to describe he said 00:03:23.190 --> 00:03:29.130 align:middle line:84% was a painting of Beverly Hills which he had never seen. 00:03:29.130 --> 00:03:34.470 align:middle line:84% And it was a very small town in the painting. 00:03:34.470 --> 00:03:37.560 align:middle line:84% And of course, it doesn't look like the Beverly Hills you 00:03:37.560 --> 00:03:39.210 align:middle line:90% and I usually see. 00:03:39.210 --> 00:03:41.850 align:middle line:84% But it's I like to think that it's the Beverly Hills 00:03:41.850 --> 00:03:44.910 align:middle line:90% within Beverly Hills. 00:03:44.910 --> 00:03:47.550 align:middle line:84% And near the end of the poem, this 00:03:47.550 --> 00:03:50.098 align:middle line:84% is what I have to explain because this is what is part 00:03:50.098 --> 00:03:51.390 align:middle line:90% of what's left out of the poem. 00:03:51.390 --> 00:03:54.600 align:middle line:84% Near the end of the poem I talk about clouds 00:03:54.600 --> 00:03:59.640 align:middle line:84% that hang over the town and the fact 00:03:59.640 --> 00:04:03.330 align:middle line:84% that names are given to the clouds, which 00:04:03.330 --> 00:04:06.527 align:middle line:84% are sort of the godlike in the way the clouds hang 00:04:06.527 --> 00:04:07.110 align:middle line:90% over the town. 00:04:07.110 --> 00:04:10.650 align:middle line:84% And the patient B explained that the names of the clouds 00:04:10.650 --> 00:04:14.120 align:middle line:90% were rabbit, bear, and hyena. 00:04:14.120 --> 00:04:15.870 align:middle line:84% And I wasn't able to get that in the poem. 00:04:15.870 --> 00:04:20.100 align:middle line:84% But you have to imagine a yet unwritten fourth stanza which 00:04:20.100 --> 00:04:22.800 align:middle line:84% begins with those words, rabbit bear and hyena 00:04:22.800 --> 00:04:26.260 align:middle line:84% and then you finish the poem however you like. 00:04:26.260 --> 00:04:26.760 align:middle line:90% OK. 00:04:26.760 --> 00:04:27.840 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:04:27.840 --> 00:04:29.580 align:middle line:90% And I couldn't do it. 00:04:29.580 --> 00:04:31.020 align:middle line:90% On a painting by patient B then. 00:04:31.020 --> 00:04:34.080 align:middle line:90% 00:04:34.080 --> 00:04:39.930 align:middle line:84% These seven houses have learned to face one another 00:04:39.930 --> 00:04:43.650 align:middle line:90% but not at the expected angles. 00:04:43.650 --> 00:04:46.470 align:middle line:84% Those silly brown lumps that are probably 00:04:46.470 --> 00:04:49.800 align:middle line:84% meant for hills and not other houses 00:04:49.800 --> 00:04:54.270 align:middle line:84% after ages of being themselves though naturally slow 00:04:54.270 --> 00:04:59.640 align:middle line:84% are learning to be exclusive without offending. 00:04:59.640 --> 00:05:03.000 align:middle line:84% The arches and entrances down to the right out of site 00:05:03.000 --> 00:05:07.470 align:middle line:84% have mastered the lesson of remaining closed. 00:05:07.470 --> 00:05:11.520 align:middle line:84% And even the skies keep a certain understandable distance 00:05:11.520 --> 00:05:13.890 align:middle line:84% for these are the houses of the very rich. 00:05:13.890 --> 00:05:16.440 align:middle line:90% 00:05:16.440 --> 00:05:19.560 align:middle line:84% One sees their children playing with leopards, 00:05:19.560 --> 00:05:22.560 align:middle line:90% tamed at great cost. 00:05:22.560 --> 00:05:25.440 align:middle line:84% Or perhaps it is only other children. 00:05:25.440 --> 00:05:29.880 align:middle line:84% But none of these objects is anything more than a spot. 00:05:29.880 --> 00:05:32.730 align:middle line:84% And perhaps there are not any children, but only 00:05:32.730 --> 00:05:36.240 align:middle line:90% leopards playing with leopards. 00:05:36.240 --> 00:05:39.570 align:middle line:84% And perhaps there are only the spots. 00:05:39.570 --> 00:05:41.160 align:middle line:84% And the little maids from the windows 00:05:41.160 --> 00:05:44.370 align:middle line:84% hanging like tongues calling the children in, 00:05:44.370 --> 00:05:47.760 align:middle line:84% admiring the leopards are the dashes 00:05:47.760 --> 00:05:51.540 align:middle line:84% a child might represent motion by means of, 00:05:51.540 --> 00:05:55.500 align:middle line:84% or dazzlement possibly the brilliance of solid gold 00:05:55.500 --> 00:05:58.140 align:middle line:90% houses. 00:05:58.140 --> 00:06:00.900 align:middle line:84% The clouds resemble those empty balloons 00:06:00.900 --> 00:06:05.370 align:middle line:84% in cartoons which approximate silence. 00:06:05.370 --> 00:06:09.240 align:middle line:84% These clouds if clouds they are and not 00:06:09.240 --> 00:06:13.830 align:middle line:84% the smoke from the seven aspiring chimneys, the more one 00:06:13.830 --> 00:06:16.140 align:middle line:84% studies them, the more it appears 00:06:16.140 --> 00:06:19.560 align:middle line:90% they too have expressions. 00:06:19.560 --> 00:06:23.800 align:middle line:84% One might almost say they have their habits, 00:06:23.800 --> 00:06:27.900 align:middle line:84% their wrong opinions, that their impulsivity masks 00:06:27.900 --> 00:06:31.200 align:middle line:84% an essentially lovable foolishness. 00:06:31.200 --> 00:06:35.130 align:middle line:84% And they will be given names by those who live under them 00:06:35.130 --> 00:06:41.360 align:middle line:84% not public like mountains but private like companions. 00:06:41.360 --> 00:06:46.000 align:middle line:90%