WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:04.700 align:middle line:90% 00:00:04.700 --> 00:00:06.080 align:middle line:90% Thank you. 00:00:06.080 --> 00:00:08.720 align:middle line:84% I was going to one up Maria and dance one of my poems, 00:00:08.720 --> 00:00:11.350 align:middle line:84% but I'm not sure what's going to happen today, eh? 00:00:11.350 --> 00:00:14.030 align:middle line:90% 00:00:14.030 --> 00:00:14.530 align:middle line:90% OK. 00:00:14.530 --> 00:00:18.510 align:middle line:90% 00:00:18.510 --> 00:00:20.020 align:middle line:90% All right. 00:00:20.020 --> 00:00:22.540 align:middle line:84% I wrote a poem a while back called 00:00:22.540 --> 00:00:24.970 align:middle line:84% "In the Village of Missing Fathers." 00:00:24.970 --> 00:00:29.260 align:middle line:84% And somebody-- one of these inspirational moments-- 00:00:29.260 --> 00:00:32.170 align:middle line:84% somebody challenged me to write a companion piece 00:00:32.170 --> 00:00:34.335 align:middle line:84% called "What About the Missing Children?" 00:00:34.335 --> 00:00:35.710 align:middle line:84% And I thought, well, I don't like 00:00:35.710 --> 00:00:39.370 align:middle line:84% taking prescriptions or taking suggestions for poetry. 00:00:39.370 --> 00:00:44.740 align:middle line:84% I'm very independent and very territorial about that. 00:00:44.740 --> 00:00:47.260 align:middle line:90% But this one stayed with me. 00:00:47.260 --> 00:00:48.970 align:middle line:84% "In the Village of Missing Children." 00:00:48.970 --> 00:00:52.190 align:middle line:90% 00:00:52.190 --> 00:00:54.680 align:middle line:84% "The old do not call themselves old. 00:00:54.680 --> 00:00:56.300 align:middle line:90% They call themselves dead. 00:00:56.300 --> 00:00:58.760 align:middle line:84% They call themselves forgotten and silent-- 00:00:58.760 --> 00:01:00.620 align:middle line:84% the footprints made by water that 00:01:00.620 --> 00:01:04.340 align:middle line:84% evaporate and erase leaving the ground thirsty for contact 00:01:04.340 --> 00:01:05.600 align:middle line:90% all over again. 00:01:05.600 --> 00:01:09.620 align:middle line:84% They call themselves banished, abandoned, invisible, asleep, 00:01:09.620 --> 00:01:12.590 align:middle line:84% the winter that welcomes no guests though it pleads 00:01:12.590 --> 00:01:16.400 align:middle line:84% for them clearing wide paths on streets that grow white as bone 00:01:16.400 --> 00:01:19.160 align:middle line:84% and grieving its decomposed flesh. 00:01:19.160 --> 00:01:22.400 align:middle line:84% A wooden bench rots in the park without a story to tell. 00:01:22.400 --> 00:01:24.800 align:middle line:84% A lake bends at the knee without a church. 00:01:24.800 --> 00:01:27.140 align:middle line:84% And off in the distance, a body melts 00:01:27.140 --> 00:01:30.290 align:middle line:84% into the light like the final whisper from the dying man's 00:01:30.290 --> 00:01:31.220 align:middle line:90% mouth. 00:01:31.220 --> 00:01:35.090 align:middle line:84% O, sheets, give me more glorious butter cups that bleed. 00:01:35.090 --> 00:01:38.060 align:middle line:84% O, crow, morning's ubiquitous beggar, 00:01:38.060 --> 00:01:42.140 align:middle line:84% ask me for a piece of bread, please, please, please. 00:01:42.140 --> 00:01:44.600 align:middle line:84% O, wall with a clock for a mole, I'll 00:01:44.600 --> 00:01:46.760 align:middle line:84% never again turn away from the sight 00:01:46.760 --> 00:01:48.950 align:middle line:90% of your three bristly hairs. 00:01:48.950 --> 00:01:52.100 align:middle line:84% But no one hears such supplications or notices 00:01:52.100 --> 00:01:55.580 align:middle line:84% the weakest of the weak wearing moths instead of buttons, 00:01:55.580 --> 00:01:57.770 align:middle line:84% knots of yarn instead of throats, 00:01:57.770 --> 00:02:00.110 align:middle line:84% and screwing bottle caps into their sockets 00:02:00.110 --> 00:02:02.720 align:middle line:84% to keep the milky eyes from leaking out. 00:02:02.720 --> 00:02:05.930 align:middle line:84% There's already a woman haunting the streets with white feathers 00:02:05.930 --> 00:02:06.710 align:middle line:90% on her head. 00:02:06.710 --> 00:02:09.590 align:middle line:84% And when she cries, the tears harden on her cheeks 00:02:09.590 --> 00:02:11.570 align:middle line:90% like chicken shit. 00:02:11.570 --> 00:02:14.720 align:middle line:84% She gave birth to a son who broke like an egg 00:02:14.720 --> 00:02:16.520 align:middle line:90% beneath a military heel. 00:02:16.520 --> 00:02:20.090 align:middle line:84% And what a surprise to find out after all these years 00:02:20.090 --> 00:02:21.560 align:middle line:90% she was a hen. 00:02:21.560 --> 00:02:23.990 align:middle line:84% She perches on a shoe at night and pretends 00:02:23.990 --> 00:02:26.750 align:middle line:84% it's an umbilical cord and not a lace. 00:02:26.750 --> 00:02:30.260 align:middle line:84% What a disgrace to flaunt her childlessness that way-- 00:02:30.260 --> 00:02:32.900 align:middle line:84% complain the mothers who must scratch around 00:02:32.900 --> 00:02:35.120 align:middle line:84% the pictures of their decorated dead-- 00:02:35.120 --> 00:02:39.020 align:middle line:84% O, rosary of baby teeth, O, belly button crucifix-- 00:02:39.020 --> 00:02:40.250 align:middle line:90% in private. 00:02:40.250 --> 00:02:43.130 align:middle line:84% The fathers cluster at the bar to coat their battle 00:02:43.130 --> 00:02:44.360 align:middle line:90% scars with gin. 00:02:44.360 --> 00:02:47.450 align:middle line:84% One cradles a bottle of wine and tickles its label 00:02:47.450 --> 00:02:49.430 align:middle line:84% with his finger while another tries 00:02:49.430 --> 00:02:51.530 align:middle line:90% to coax a cork into its neck. 00:02:51.530 --> 00:02:54.860 align:middle line:84% In the corner, three shadows rock side to side 00:02:54.860 --> 00:02:56.270 align:middle line:90% murmuring a lullaby. 00:02:56.270 --> 00:02:59.000 align:middle line:84% And the bartender nods off into a dream 00:02:59.000 --> 00:03:02.450 align:middle line:84% because, at 55, he's the youngest in the village 00:03:02.450 --> 00:03:06.260 align:middle line:84% and sits closer to the memory of infancy than anyone. 00:03:06.260 --> 00:03:09.200 align:middle line:84% He'll climb atop your lap if it will make you chuckle. 00:03:09.200 --> 00:03:12.320 align:middle line:84% He'll let you share your kisses with a slice of pie. 00:03:12.320 --> 00:03:15.500 align:middle line:84% He'll even, but only for the price of a potato, 00:03:15.500 --> 00:03:18.350 align:middle line:84% let you watch them suck his thumb. 00:03:18.350 --> 00:03:21.260 align:middle line:84% No one judges him when he slips into his truck 00:03:21.260 --> 00:03:23.300 align:middle line:90% pajamas and begins to nest. 00:03:23.300 --> 00:03:25.310 align:middle line:84% In the village of missing children, 00:03:25.310 --> 00:03:27.410 align:middle line:84% there are sadder scenes than that-- 00:03:27.410 --> 00:03:29.990 align:middle line:84% a mayor scolding the mice for eating sugar 00:03:29.990 --> 00:03:32.060 align:middle line:84% and refusing to brush their teeth, 00:03:32.060 --> 00:03:35.150 align:middle line:84% a schoolteacher reading a fable to a row of coffee cups 00:03:35.150 --> 00:03:37.850 align:middle line:84% to usher them to sleep, a doctor's wife 00:03:37.850 --> 00:03:40.370 align:middle line:84% pinching her nipple numb over the orchids 00:03:40.370 --> 00:03:41.910 align:middle line:90% when it's time to feed. 00:03:41.910 --> 00:03:45.410 align:middle line:84% And every yard, tricycles rise like gravestones. 00:03:45.410 --> 00:03:48.380 align:middle line:84% And in the fall, the festival of raking leaves, 00:03:48.380 --> 00:03:52.760 align:middle line:84% an annual archeological dig for a marble, a miniature wheel, 00:03:52.760 --> 00:03:54.680 align:middle line:90% or the plastic head of a doll-- 00:03:54.680 --> 00:03:57.380 align:middle line:84% any toy at all that will prove that children 00:03:57.380 --> 00:03:59.090 align:middle line:90% once inhabited the land. 00:03:59.090 --> 00:04:01.970 align:middle line:84% One day, a couple found a slingshot. 00:04:01.970 --> 00:04:04.640 align:middle line:84% And, for a week, they were crowned with the most coveted 00:04:04.640 --> 00:04:07.190 align:middle line:84% of artifacts, birthday party hats, 00:04:07.190 --> 00:04:09.800 align:middle line:84% sun-bleached and slightly bent on top. 00:04:09.800 --> 00:04:13.130 align:middle line:84% Still celebrated symbols of the times of laughter. 00:04:13.130 --> 00:04:15.410 align:middle line:84% But before the couple gave them back, 00:04:15.410 --> 00:04:18.440 align:middle line:84% he shot her from behind then shot himself-- 00:04:18.440 --> 00:04:21.649 align:middle line:84% their blood sprinkled on the frosting of uneaten cake. 00:04:21.649 --> 00:04:24.980 align:middle line:84% No one wore the party hats again, 00:04:24.980 --> 00:04:28.790 align:middle line:84% and the people curse the suicides for taking that away, 00:04:28.790 --> 00:04:32.300 align:middle line:84% and cursed the war with its appetite for adolescent hearts, 00:04:32.300 --> 00:04:35.450 align:middle line:84% they still contract at the sight of partial nudity. 00:04:35.450 --> 00:04:38.600 align:middle line:84% And curse the men who wrap their flags around their eyes 00:04:38.600 --> 00:04:40.700 align:middle line:90% to bind themselves to loyalty. 00:04:40.700 --> 00:04:43.880 align:middle line:84% Curse the women who allow their sons to murder other women's 00:04:43.880 --> 00:04:45.950 align:middle line:90% sons and call it victory. 00:04:45.950 --> 00:04:48.590 align:middle line:84% And on this village of the stupid and the blind, 00:04:48.590 --> 00:04:51.210 align:middle line:90% this curse. 00:04:51.210 --> 00:04:53.520 align:middle line:84% May you never know the magic of a child who 00:04:53.520 --> 00:04:57.090 align:middle line:84% can point and pierce a cloud, who can squint and cage 00:04:57.090 --> 00:04:59.610 align:middle line:84% the parakeet before it flees the house, who 00:04:59.610 --> 00:05:03.300 align:middle line:84% can bite into a cherry and rule the world inside her mouth, who 00:05:03.300 --> 00:05:06.060 align:middle line:84% can color in the autumn's brown, who can pinch 00:05:06.060 --> 00:05:10.050 align:middle line:84% the sun between two fingers, and then, with childish mercy, 00:05:10.050 --> 00:05:11.340 align:middle line:90% let it out. 00:05:11.340 --> 00:05:13.770 align:middle line:84% May the miniatures inside your memories-- 00:05:13.770 --> 00:05:16.920 align:middle line:84% little socks and little shoes and little braids and little 00:05:16.920 --> 00:05:17.670 align:middle line:90% dresses-- 00:05:17.670 --> 00:05:20.430 align:middle line:84% pop like seeds and disperse into the wind. 00:05:20.430 --> 00:05:23.550 align:middle line:84% May the shrills of giggling, the shrieks of tantrums, 00:05:23.550 --> 00:05:27.030 align:middle line:84% sink into the smiles of hoof prints filling up with mud. 00:05:27.030 --> 00:05:29.770 align:middle line:84% May the bite marks on your arms around the edges 00:05:29.770 --> 00:05:32.940 align:middle line:84% of the pastries lose their baby teeth and rot 00:05:32.940 --> 00:05:36.000 align:middle line:84% as you yourselves decay each child this day 00:05:36.000 --> 00:05:38.220 align:middle line:84% in the village of missing children. 00:05:38.220 --> 00:05:41.730 align:middle line:84% May you call yourselves extinct and collapse among the cribs 00:05:41.730 --> 00:05:44.790 align:middle line:84% turned rib cages among the sticky tar pits that 00:05:44.790 --> 00:05:46.530 align:middle line:90% used to be the swimming pools. 00:05:46.530 --> 00:05:49.440 align:middle line:84% May your shadows vanish from the center outward 00:05:49.440 --> 00:05:53.460 align:middle line:84% and then roam their final hours as the outlines of neglect 00:05:53.460 --> 00:05:56.490 align:middle line:84% in the village without a playground or a school 00:05:56.490 --> 00:05:58.470 align:middle line:84% in the village where you drape your sagging 00:05:58.470 --> 00:06:01.650 align:middle line:84% skins across the windows for a last encounter 00:06:01.650 --> 00:06:04.200 align:middle line:84% with the fading light, in the village where 00:06:04.200 --> 00:06:06.600 align:middle line:84% bodies and buildings marry into rubble 00:06:06.600 --> 00:06:09.540 align:middle line:84% and can't even birth the dust, in the village 00:06:09.540 --> 00:06:13.050 align:middle line:84% without headstones, without history, without names, 00:06:13.050 --> 00:06:15.230 align:middle line:90% and without ghosts." 00:06:15.230 --> 00:06:25.000 align:middle line:90%