WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.660 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.660 --> 00:00:03.610 align:middle line:84% Traditionally I read a boarding school poem 00:00:03.610 --> 00:00:06.700 align:middle line:84% because I went to a boarding school in the North Hills 00:00:06.700 --> 00:00:10.510 align:middle line:84% of Pittsburgh, Vincentian Academy for Girls, 00:00:10.510 --> 00:00:13.900 align:middle line:84% with the nuns where I spent four tortured, and deeply unhappy 00:00:13.900 --> 00:00:16.780 align:middle line:84% years, but got a lot of great writing material. 00:00:16.780 --> 00:00:19.390 align:middle line:90% 00:00:19.390 --> 00:00:22.810 align:middle line:84% This is about the spiritual world versus the secular world, 00:00:22.810 --> 00:00:26.095 align:middle line:84% and it's called "An Afternoon in the World." 00:00:26.095 --> 00:00:30.200 align:middle line:90% 00:00:30.200 --> 00:00:33.380 align:middle line:90% An afternoon in the world. 00:00:33.380 --> 00:00:37.880 align:middle line:84% I remember how the nuns spit it out, hissing, 00:00:37.880 --> 00:00:43.070 align:middle line:84% the word 'secular' as Rosie and I slithered down the hill 00:00:43.070 --> 00:00:46.910 align:middle line:84% to the shopping mall, and gorged ourselves 00:00:46.910 --> 00:00:51.440 align:middle line:84% on candy, hot chocolates, forbidden movies, 00:00:51.440 --> 00:00:56.510 align:middle line:84% among soft-lit carpeted boutiques. 00:00:56.510 --> 00:01:00.130 align:middle line:84% Escaping evening Rosary again, we 00:01:00.130 --> 00:01:02.860 align:middle line:84% descended to North Hills Shopping Center 00:01:02.860 --> 00:01:06.370 align:middle line:84% to rise on long, shining escalators 00:01:06.370 --> 00:01:10.120 align:middle line:84% into a parade of costume jewelry, evening 00:01:10.120 --> 00:01:13.540 align:middle line:90% wear, and perfume atomizers. 00:01:13.540 --> 00:01:18.460 align:middle line:84% After days of the word 'discipline' and 'spiritual,' 00:01:18.460 --> 00:01:23.800 align:middle line:84% after the dry prayers at breakfast, at lunch, 00:01:23.800 --> 00:01:29.590 align:middle line:84% after choir practice, piano practice, forced study hall, 00:01:29.590 --> 00:01:33.910 align:middle line:84% devotions in chapel at Angelus and Vespers, 00:01:33.910 --> 00:01:38.050 align:middle line:84% we hurried through squadrons of clerks into mountains 00:01:38.050 --> 00:01:42.520 align:middle line:84% of stacked dry goods, draping paisley shawls and strings 00:01:42.520 --> 00:01:47.800 align:middle line:84% of pearls over our dull, gray uniforms. 00:01:47.800 --> 00:01:53.590 align:middle line:84% Debbing crept to sheen, canoe, jungle gardenia 00:01:53.590 --> 00:01:57.880 align:middle line:84% onto our wrists, slipping into slingback leather pumps 00:01:57.880 --> 00:02:02.590 align:middle line:84% with stiletto heels, pulling long, silky nylons and garters 00:02:02.590 --> 00:02:06.470 align:middle line:90% up our secretly shaved legs. 00:02:06.470 --> 00:02:08.270 align:middle line:90% Where are you now, Rosie? 00:02:08.270 --> 00:02:13.070 align:middle line:84% And where are those fuzzy sweaters, electroplated rings, 00:02:13.070 --> 00:02:16.250 align:middle line:84% the orange yarn we bought and spooled around our boyfriend's 00:02:16.250 --> 00:02:21.270 align:middle line:84% class rings before we hung them from our necks, 00:02:21.270 --> 00:02:23.910 align:middle line:84% the bright pink polish we slathered over them 00:02:23.910 --> 00:02:28.790 align:middle line:84% in a sticky heap, and the lipstick with silver flecks 00:02:28.790 --> 00:02:31.710 align:middle line:90% that tasted of rainwater? 00:02:31.710 --> 00:02:37.140 align:middle line:84% Where are those tortoiseshell compacts, the mascara ones, 00:02:37.140 --> 00:02:41.940 align:middle line:84% as if a wand and a sweater could turn us into models, and not 00:02:41.940 --> 00:02:45.220 align:middle line:84% those gray blazered schoolgirls in Oxford shoes, 00:02:45.220 --> 00:02:46.830 align:middle line:90% and high socks? 00:02:46.830 --> 00:02:49.470 align:middle line:84% Running back up the road, hugging 00:02:49.470 --> 00:02:53.820 align:middle line:84% paper sacks of merchandise, running hard 00:02:53.820 --> 00:02:59.480 align:middle line:84% having stayed too long, running so as not to miss supper, 00:02:59.480 --> 00:03:04.250 align:middle line:84% and holding that taste of the secular beneath our tongues, 00:03:04.250 --> 00:03:09.110 align:middle line:84% like those bright-colored candy rings that we favored, 00:03:09.110 --> 00:03:16.060 align:middle line:84% lemon, watermelon, lime, and cherry, those Lifesavers. 00:03:16.060 --> 00:03:19.000 align:middle line:90%