WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.620 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.620 --> 00:00:03.630 align:middle line:84% I'll leave you with that thought for a second. 00:00:03.630 --> 00:00:06.120 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:00:06.120 --> 00:00:09.510 align:middle line:84% You can enjoy the shiver of apprehension 00:00:09.510 --> 00:00:11.213 align:middle line:90% while I look for the next poem. 00:00:11.213 --> 00:00:17.040 align:middle line:90% 00:00:17.040 --> 00:00:19.440 align:middle line:90% Few more phones poems. 00:00:19.440 --> 00:00:22.230 align:middle line:84% Does everyone know who Mayakovsky is? 00:00:22.230 --> 00:00:27.120 align:middle line:84% Mayakovsky was a Russian poet and actually wrote 00:00:27.120 --> 00:00:28.680 align:middle line:90% during the Soviet times. 00:00:28.680 --> 00:00:31.410 align:middle line:84% And so this poem is a little bit about-- 00:00:31.410 --> 00:00:34.440 align:middle line:84% you think about poets who write in countries that don't really 00:00:34.440 --> 00:00:38.280 align:middle line:84% allow them to say certain things and how the stakes are much 00:00:38.280 --> 00:00:41.370 align:middle line:84% higher, and so this poem is a little bit about what it means 00:00:41.370 --> 00:00:44.910 align:middle line:84% to write poetry here where the stakes are allegedly not 00:00:44.910 --> 00:00:51.960 align:middle line:84% very high but I'm not exactly sure that that's true. 00:00:51.960 --> 00:00:55.320 align:middle line:90% About Mayakovsky, I'm older. 00:00:55.320 --> 00:00:59.460 align:middle line:84% I'm waiting to care less, cheat on my kids with dead people. 00:00:59.460 --> 00:01:00.660 align:middle line:90% I'll tell you straight up. 00:01:00.660 --> 00:01:03.060 align:middle line:84% You don't get to talk about Mayakovsky. 00:01:03.060 --> 00:01:05.550 align:middle line:84% Take that skateboard and go back to the suburbs 00:01:05.550 --> 00:01:07.230 align:middle line:90% and talk about them. 00:01:07.230 --> 00:01:08.820 align:middle line:90% They're luminous. 00:01:08.820 --> 00:01:12.700 align:middle line:84% Big baby, I hope going forward there will be consequences. 00:01:12.700 --> 00:01:16.170 align:middle line:84% I hope to thin into the era when female people like 00:01:16.170 --> 00:01:18.360 align:middle line:84% me were given hooves and the strength 00:01:18.360 --> 00:01:21.690 align:middle line:84% to pull the field over their stepson like a blanket 00:01:21.690 --> 00:01:25.290 align:middle line:84% without kitsch and called witch and turn white stone in a fern 00:01:25.290 --> 00:01:26.400 align:middle line:90% forest. 00:01:26.400 --> 00:01:29.370 align:middle line:84% Not having been finished, I use the implements 00:01:29.370 --> 00:01:31.380 align:middle line:90% of housework for miracles. 00:01:31.380 --> 00:01:35.220 align:middle line:84% Grow the darning needle into a mast, rag into sale, 00:01:35.220 --> 00:01:37.860 align:middle line:84% and having no husband or boy child 00:01:37.860 --> 00:01:41.970 align:middle line:84% to save from the court of the sea king start in search 00:01:41.970 --> 00:01:45.270 align:middle line:84% of pale from over mention recycled some blabla 00:01:45.270 --> 00:01:50.190 align:middle line:84% and find her seaweed bush, hot cynic hair, blah, blah. 00:01:50.190 --> 00:01:52.200 align:middle line:84% How can I protect her from her body, 00:01:52.200 --> 00:01:54.960 align:middle line:84% from not writing about me, from my own lack of trust 00:01:54.960 --> 00:01:57.240 align:middle line:90% in that trust bears apples? 00:01:57.240 --> 00:01:59.220 align:middle line:90% By divorcing Mayakovsky. 00:01:59.220 --> 00:02:02.160 align:middle line:84% Divorce sadness is a substitute for sex. 00:02:02.160 --> 00:02:06.360 align:middle line:84% The way to forest male lard, marbleized tears banging 00:02:06.360 --> 00:02:09.539 align:middle line:84% hard against my torso, that whole mystery of. 00:02:09.539 --> 00:02:12.030 align:middle line:84% Sure you can talk about him, have him. 00:02:12.030 --> 00:02:13.890 align:middle line:90% He's more you than he's me now. 00:02:13.890 --> 00:02:17.250 align:middle line:84% I'm that wide herd of cows gliding like brides 00:02:17.250 --> 00:02:20.100 align:middle line:84% to the small green island in the middle. 00:02:20.100 --> 00:02:22.380 align:middle line:84% Sometimes I'm full of water like of spirit 00:02:22.380 --> 00:02:24.360 align:middle line:90% even as my passenger's drowning. 00:02:24.360 --> 00:02:26.640 align:middle line:84% And before Christmas, there was a day or two 00:02:26.640 --> 00:02:29.550 align:middle line:84% when I was almost someone who even sometimes reads, 00:02:29.550 --> 00:02:32.700 align:middle line:84% a person with interests even if fake. 00:02:32.700 --> 00:02:36.240 align:middle line:84% In truth, dissing Mayakovsky, brother, as much as I do now, 00:02:36.240 --> 00:02:37.650 align:middle line:90% it hurts me. 00:02:37.650 --> 00:02:40.950 align:middle line:84% Sometimes I'm a stone half in, half out of water, 00:02:40.950 --> 00:02:44.790 align:middle line:84% green above and fire beneath, but really what I'm trying here 00:02:44.790 --> 00:02:47.310 align:middle line:84% is to care less so I'd care more like when 00:02:47.310 --> 00:02:49.260 align:middle line:84% I was bride of Mayakovsky, like when 00:02:49.260 --> 00:02:51.630 align:middle line:84% I loved the one who was the bride of Mayakovsky 00:02:51.630 --> 00:02:53.460 align:middle line:84% like the time when to read and write 00:02:53.460 --> 00:02:55.590 align:middle line:84% was an offense punishable by death 00:02:55.590 --> 00:02:58.030 align:middle line:84% and taking it or leaving it was death. 00:02:58.030 --> 00:03:00.080 align:middle line:90% And so we did. 00:03:00.080 --> 00:03:03.000 align:middle line:90%