WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.590 align:middle line:90% 00:00:00.590 --> 00:00:02.495 align:middle line:90% --nothing. 00:00:02.495 --> 00:00:04.720 align:middle line:90% All right. 00:00:04.720 --> 00:00:07.930 align:middle line:90% "The mystery of the seagulls". 00:00:07.930 --> 00:00:10.900 align:middle line:84% Please love me while there's still days, 00:00:10.900 --> 00:00:12.640 align:middle line:84% I'll never have that breakthrough. 00:00:12.640 --> 00:00:16.390 align:middle line:84% Let's face it, I'll stay just like this, a little fish. 00:00:16.390 --> 00:00:18.700 align:middle line:84% Now I'm in a dream here and there. 00:00:18.700 --> 00:00:21.010 align:middle line:84% I'll keep making like a half personality, 00:00:21.010 --> 00:00:24.850 align:middle line:84% not this little steady flame in a darkened field with the wheat 00:00:24.850 --> 00:00:26.590 align:middle line:90% bunched up for baling. 00:00:26.590 --> 00:00:28.660 align:middle line:90% No, I'll never be that sexy. 00:00:28.660 --> 00:00:32.650 align:middle line:84% Never to seduce you, and always cry bitterly at advice columns. 00:00:32.650 --> 00:00:36.070 align:middle line:84% I cry to think all those people are just as ugly as me, 00:00:36.070 --> 00:00:38.770 align:middle line:84% and on the inside they're getting their big break 00:00:38.770 --> 00:00:41.830 align:middle line:84% in front of gleaming, listening, shipyards. 00:00:41.830 --> 00:00:44.920 align:middle line:84% I just love how lonely it is out in this ocean. 00:00:44.920 --> 00:00:46.420 align:middle line:90% Can I tell you a story? 00:00:46.420 --> 00:00:51.100 align:middle line:84% A story, the big fish jumped and grabbed the gull of today, 00:00:51.100 --> 00:00:52.450 align:middle line:90% she swallowed. 00:00:52.450 --> 00:00:55.780 align:middle line:84% She jumped again, but the gull of tomorrow stepped back. 00:00:55.780 --> 00:00:59.050 align:middle line:84% She kept at it, and he was always just out of sync. 00:00:59.050 --> 00:01:01.780 align:middle line:84% "This is not how it's supposed to go", fish said. 00:01:01.780 --> 00:01:03.490 align:middle line:84% Anyway, what kind of tomorrow can you 00:01:03.490 --> 00:01:05.980 align:middle line:90% have without today, just saying? 00:01:05.980 --> 00:01:09.070 align:middle line:84% And then that same moment, millions of plastic bits 00:01:09.070 --> 00:01:10.900 align:middle line:84% settle on your plate, on the table 00:01:10.900 --> 00:01:12.550 align:middle line:90% in the middle of the ocean. 00:01:12.550 --> 00:01:13.780 align:middle line:90% What? 00:01:13.780 --> 00:01:17.680 align:middle line:84% The waving tablecloth, the waves, where is everyone? 00:01:17.680 --> 00:01:19.720 align:middle line:84% You ate all your dinner companions, 00:01:19.720 --> 00:01:22.480 align:middle line:84% and now open the book in front of you, 00:01:22.480 --> 00:01:25.510 align:middle line:84% it says, the world gave itself to you, 00:01:25.510 --> 00:01:28.420 align:middle line:84% but you didn't give you grasshopper back. 00:01:28.420 --> 00:01:32.800 align:middle line:84% Also, this suffering, is it also a kind of gift? 00:01:32.800 --> 00:01:35.740 align:middle line:84% After the rapture amid the lions and the lambs, 00:01:35.740 --> 00:01:38.890 align:middle line:84% you'll see me and know that me being into you 00:01:38.890 --> 00:01:41.290 align:middle line:90% was me being into the world. 00:01:41.290 --> 00:01:44.620 align:middle line:84% Are you as into the world as the world is into you? 00:01:44.620 --> 00:01:46.270 align:middle line:90% No, I'm not being weird. 00:01:46.270 --> 00:01:49.600 align:middle line:84% What I'm saying is, there is a sustainable energy. 00:01:49.600 --> 00:01:52.300 align:middle line:84% My great aunt, for example, the way 00:01:52.300 --> 00:01:55.930 align:middle line:84% she bunched hay at the base of that little pear tree to safe 00:01:55.930 --> 00:01:57.460 align:middle line:90% -proof it from drought. 00:01:57.460 --> 00:02:00.280 align:middle line:84% She could barely walk, but it was the kind of thing 00:02:00.280 --> 00:02:01.570 align:middle line:90% you could see from the moon. 00:02:01.570 --> 00:02:04.660 align:middle line:84% And as I walked away from her house, I can't explain it, 00:02:04.660 --> 00:02:06.070 align:middle line:90% the trees were screaming. 00:02:06.070 --> 00:02:08.350 align:middle line:84% A finger pressed from the sky down 00:02:08.350 --> 00:02:11.770 align:middle line:84% on the field, the whole of which was my sex. 00:02:11.770 --> 00:02:14.260 align:middle line:84% And earlier in her room I felt like puking, 00:02:14.260 --> 00:02:17.290 align:middle line:84% when she told me she saw only a big light in front of me, 00:02:17.290 --> 00:02:20.200 align:middle line:84% but instead of the big light, I walked into big silence 00:02:20.200 --> 00:02:21.310 align:middle line:90% and there you stood. 00:02:21.310 --> 00:02:22.900 align:middle line:90% End of story. 00:02:22.900 --> 00:02:24.700 align:middle line:84% Is this what you meant when you said we 00:02:24.700 --> 00:02:26.950 align:middle line:90% could watch some porn together? 00:02:26.950 --> 00:02:30.340 align:middle line:84% When the smoke cleared, I could see the field upskirt all 00:02:30.340 --> 00:02:32.500 align:middle line:90% the way to the end of tomorrow. 00:02:32.500 --> 00:02:35.530 align:middle line:84% We stood a little to the side of it, cicadas, next 00:02:35.530 --> 00:02:37.420 align:middle line:90% to their old dried shell. 00:02:37.420 --> 00:02:39.610 align:middle line:90% The sky there is a classic blue. 00:02:39.610 --> 00:02:43.150 align:middle line:84% The campanile goes off in the Croatian Savannah morning, 00:02:43.150 --> 00:02:46.090 align:middle line:84% and frankly, this tomorrow can take care of itself, 00:02:46.090 --> 00:02:47.860 align:middle line:90% we'll know how to be old. 00:02:47.860 --> 00:02:51.700 align:middle line:84% What I need us to be now is nudes, painted by no one. 00:02:51.700 --> 00:02:54.340 align:middle line:84% Don't you see the museums are just giant strip clubs? 00:02:54.340 --> 00:02:56.050 align:middle line:84% And the backyards the gallery, where you 00:02:56.050 --> 00:02:57.910 align:middle line:90% can touch every single work. 00:02:57.910 --> 00:03:00.190 align:middle line:84% There's no one here to tell us how to do this, 00:03:00.190 --> 00:03:03.160 align:middle line:84% except for the millions of idols glimmering, fluttering, 00:03:03.160 --> 00:03:04.030 align:middle line:90% turning. 00:03:04.030 --> 00:03:08.670 align:middle line:84% I'm staying in this day because all my friends are still here. 00:03:08.670 --> 00:03:10.000 align:middle line:90%