WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:06.928 align:middle line:90% 00:00:06.928 --> 00:00:07.720 align:middle line:90% Thank you, Melissa. 00:00:07.720 --> 00:00:10.510 align:middle line:90% 00:00:10.510 --> 00:00:13.610 align:middle line:84% I'm very happy to read it, the reading with Alice Notley 00:00:13.610 --> 00:00:14.110 align:middle line:90% today. 00:00:14.110 --> 00:00:20.940 align:middle line:90% 00:00:20.940 --> 00:00:26.520 align:middle line:84% Leslie Scalapino published some fragments 00:00:26.520 --> 00:00:28.890 align:middle line:84% I wrote about communicating with plants 00:00:28.890 --> 00:00:33.180 align:middle line:84% in the last issue of "War and Peace." 00:00:33.180 --> 00:00:39.630 align:middle line:84% And that helped me to continue to finish the whole poems that 00:00:39.630 --> 00:00:42.160 align:middle line:90% were around those fragments. 00:00:42.160 --> 00:00:48.630 align:middle line:84% And so today, I'm reading some of the whole poems, which 00:00:48.630 --> 00:00:53.530 align:middle line:90% are still a bit in process. 00:00:53.530 --> 00:00:56.670 align:middle line:84% The first one is called "Glitter." 00:00:56.670 --> 00:01:00.570 align:middle line:84% And it started to be about narcissism. 00:01:00.570 --> 00:01:04.319 align:middle line:90% But it moved into other things. 00:01:04.319 --> 00:01:05.295 align:middle line:90% It's in four parts. 00:01:05.295 --> 00:01:09.550 align:middle line:90% 00:01:09.550 --> 00:01:12.520 align:middle line:84% "A wood violet has bloomed when I come back 00:01:12.520 --> 00:01:16.540 align:middle line:90% from my walk in early spring. 00:01:16.540 --> 00:01:21.910 align:middle line:84% I stop to welcome it, cooing, walking around it, 00:01:21.910 --> 00:01:26.440 align:middle line:84% not as if I were floating, but the surface of the world 00:01:26.440 --> 00:01:30.790 align:middle line:90% circled unfurling petals. 00:01:30.790 --> 00:01:33.880 align:middle line:84% My song is really a manifestation 00:01:33.880 --> 00:01:41.080 align:middle line:84% without beginning or end of trance, sleep, becoming sound. 00:01:41.080 --> 00:01:45.820 align:middle line:84% Person and violet with so little in common, my voice 00:01:45.820 --> 00:01:53.080 align:middle line:84% reveals as a resonance of unmanifest identity. 00:01:53.080 --> 00:01:58.090 align:middle line:84% The violet looking back loses objectivity 00:01:58.090 --> 00:02:03.520 align:middle line:84% and enters the expansion of recognized things. 00:02:03.520 --> 00:02:06.160 align:middle line:84% I could say our identities reach out 00:02:06.160 --> 00:02:10.930 align:middle line:84% to encompass the forest environment, like telepathy-- 00:02:10.930 --> 00:02:13.930 align:middle line:84% a moment opens space by rendering 00:02:13.930 --> 00:02:19.090 align:middle line:84% it transparent in intensified consciousness. 00:02:19.090 --> 00:02:22.300 align:middle line:84% Others embrace weather and wild land as means 00:02:22.300 --> 00:02:27.610 align:middle line:84% to the suprasensible in violets, in emotional desire 00:02:27.610 --> 00:02:29.500 align:middle line:90% for spring light. 00:02:29.500 --> 00:02:32.660 align:middle line:90% Glitter the mirror. 00:02:32.660 --> 00:02:35.810 align:middle line:84% Connection, often the form emotion 00:02:35.810 --> 00:02:40.325 align:middle line:84% takes, appears to me as a visual image. 00:02:40.325 --> 00:02:43.930 align:middle line:90% 00:02:43.930 --> 00:02:47.620 align:middle line:84% Thoughts are sent out by one rock informing other rocks 00:02:47.620 --> 00:02:51.250 align:middle line:84% as to the nature of its changing environment. 00:02:51.250 --> 00:02:53.350 align:middle line:84% The angle of sun and temperatures 00:02:53.350 --> 00:02:56.620 align:middle line:84% cooling as night falls and even its loosely 00:02:56.620 --> 00:03:01.030 align:middle line:84% called emotional tone changes, the appearance of a person 00:03:01.030 --> 00:03:05.740 align:middle line:84% walking who's not appropriately empathic. 00:03:05.740 --> 00:03:08.650 align:middle line:84% Thoughts meet and merge with other thoughts sent out, 00:03:08.650 --> 00:03:12.880 align:middle line:84% say, from foliage and other entities. 00:03:12.880 --> 00:03:15.430 align:middle line:84% I tell you your own thoughts and words 00:03:15.430 --> 00:03:20.050 align:middle line:84% can appear to inhabitants of other systems like stars 00:03:20.050 --> 00:03:22.870 align:middle line:90% and planets to us. 00:03:22.870 --> 00:03:27.310 align:middle line:84% Intensities of thought, light and shadow between us, 00:03:27.310 --> 00:03:32.800 align:middle line:84% contain memories coiled one within the other through which 00:03:32.800 --> 00:03:39.130 align:middle line:84% I travel to you and yet are beautifully undetermined. 00:03:39.130 --> 00:03:43.090 align:middle line:84% For what you say to me is not finished within my thought 00:03:43.090 --> 00:03:48.970 align:middle line:84% or memory, but you grow within my memory and change the way 00:03:48.970 --> 00:03:56.590 align:middle line:84% a shadow extends as light passes over it in akashic emptiness. 00:03:56.590 --> 00:04:01.810 align:middle line:84% You grow through what I have to say to you as a tree grows up 00:04:01.810 --> 00:04:03.930 align:middle line:90% through space. 00:04:03.930 --> 00:04:07.920 align:middle line:84% Then, what I have to say changes. 00:04:07.920 --> 00:04:13.010 align:middle line:84% That's why we need the identity of our physical forms. 00:04:13.010 --> 00:04:18.380 align:middle line:84% Here, we don't know what's behind physical stars 00:04:18.380 --> 00:04:19.219 align:middle line:90% and planets. 00:04:19.219 --> 00:04:25.170 align:middle line:90% 00:04:25.170 --> 00:04:28.950 align:middle line:84% The tree encompasses its changing form. 00:04:28.950 --> 00:04:32.730 align:middle line:84% While ego, my self of physical experience, 00:04:32.730 --> 00:04:37.870 align:middle line:84% looks in the past for something to recognize. 00:04:37.870 --> 00:04:41.950 align:middle line:84% Flexibility would be the key word to another 00:04:41.950 --> 00:04:49.040 align:middle line:84% since the experience is plastic, carrying a larger identity. 00:04:49.040 --> 00:04:52.310 align:middle line:84% When he looks into my eyes, she said, 00:04:52.310 --> 00:04:57.480 align:middle line:84% I see adoration that makes me feel wonderful. 00:04:57.480 --> 00:05:00.660 align:middle line:90% Then, I can do things. 00:05:00.660 --> 00:05:06.870 align:middle line:84% Here, we mean sun, alteration, myself, our actions. 00:05:06.870 --> 00:05:10.170 align:middle line:84% The culture of Tibet disappearing. 00:05:10.170 --> 00:05:15.300 align:middle line:84% 1,000 hopes of David Foster Wallace. 00:05:15.300 --> 00:05:18.000 align:middle line:84% Imbalance between identities attempt 00:05:18.000 --> 00:05:22.860 align:middle line:84% to maintain and its intrinsic drive results 00:05:22.860 --> 00:05:25.920 align:middle line:90% in an exquisite byproduct. 00:05:25.920 --> 00:05:29.850 align:middle line:84% Consciousness of self so richly creating 00:05:29.850 --> 00:05:36.770 align:middle line:84% reality which seems plastic but continues like a light beam, 00:05:36.770 --> 00:05:40.820 align:middle line:90% an endless series of beams. 00:05:40.820 --> 00:05:44.580 align:middle line:84% Creativity breaks through identity. 00:05:44.580 --> 00:05:48.810 align:middle line:84% And my awareness flows through transparency 00:05:48.810 --> 00:05:52.080 align:middle line:84% as spontaneous, synchronous phenomena 00:05:52.080 --> 00:05:56.260 align:middle line:90% experienced with others today. 00:05:56.260 --> 00:06:00.130 align:middle line:84% Its changing light and weather spectacles 00:06:00.130 --> 00:06:02.770 align:middle line:90% are fantastically aesthetic. 00:06:02.770 --> 00:06:06.100 align:middle line:90% 00:06:06.100 --> 00:06:08.980 align:middle line:84% The moment it sees me, the violet 00:06:08.980 --> 00:06:15.120 align:middle line:84% grows more deeply purple and luminous to me. 00:06:15.120 --> 00:06:18.300 align:middle line:84% Its looking collapses violent frequency 00:06:18.300 --> 00:06:25.900 align:middle line:84% into a violent in the world, cohering attention and feeling. 00:06:25.900 --> 00:06:28.990 align:middle line:84% What I perceive as a flower in woods 00:06:28.990 --> 00:06:32.380 align:middle line:84% may be the shadow of a flower being's 00:06:32.380 --> 00:06:36.820 align:middle line:84% action in fairyland, a transcendent domain 00:06:36.820 --> 00:06:39.890 align:middle line:90% of potentia. 00:06:39.890 --> 00:06:43.460 align:middle line:84% The transparency I imagine moving through 00:06:43.460 --> 00:06:48.740 align:middle line:84% is being through, not actually seen or touched, 00:06:48.740 --> 00:06:53.120 align:middle line:84% not the buzzing of a million invisible bees. 00:06:53.120 --> 00:06:57.620 align:middle line:84% What you call feeling, like connective tissue or vibrating 00:06:57.620 --> 00:07:02.540 align:middle line:84% lines between us, represents this vitality. 00:07:02.540 --> 00:07:06.940 align:middle line:84% And I prefer the term vitality to time. 00:07:06.940 --> 00:07:12.000 align:middle line:84% In fairyland, all violets are simultaneous. 00:07:12.000 --> 00:07:20.000 align:middle line:90%