WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.110 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.110 --> 00:00:10.415 align:middle line:84% And then water and rain-- of course, the important element-- 00:00:10.415 --> 00:00:13.250 align:middle line:90% 00:00:13.250 --> 00:00:16.684 align:middle line:84% and the moisture of the important elements, of clouds. 00:00:16.684 --> 00:00:19.820 align:middle line:90% 00:00:19.820 --> 00:00:25.280 align:middle line:84% This one with the title of the book The Place 00:00:25.280 --> 00:00:29.420 align:middle line:90% Where Clouds are Formed. 00:00:29.420 --> 00:00:32.150 align:middle line:90% Every day it is the same. 00:00:32.150 --> 00:00:33.300 align:middle line:90% He comes home. 00:00:33.300 --> 00:00:35.120 align:middle line:90% He tells her about it. 00:00:35.120 --> 00:00:39.890 align:middle line:84% As he speaks, his breath condenses in front of his face. 00:00:39.890 --> 00:00:41.840 align:middle line:90% She goes about her business. 00:00:41.840 --> 00:00:44.750 align:middle line:84% Every now and then she looks over. 00:00:44.750 --> 00:00:47.090 align:middle line:90% She doesn't hear his voice. 00:00:47.090 --> 00:00:52.310 align:middle line:84% She sees the soft fog that continues to form a halo. 00:00:52.310 --> 00:00:55.910 align:middle line:84% She knows he is still talking about that place. 00:00:55.910 --> 00:00:59.300 align:middle line:84% He never tires of it like she does. 00:00:59.300 --> 00:01:03.320 align:middle line:84% Only on summer days when the air is hot and moisture still 00:01:03.320 --> 00:01:06.470 align:middle line:84% a long time in coming, she asks him 00:01:06.470 --> 00:01:08.870 align:middle line:90% to tell her about that place. 00:01:08.870 --> 00:01:15.170 align:middle line:84% She sits facing him, waiting for the first vocalics, non-stops, 00:01:15.170 --> 00:01:18.110 align:middle line:90% the push of air from his lips. 00:01:18.110 --> 00:01:22.280 align:middle line:84% He tells her of the place where clouds are formed. 00:01:22.280 --> 00:01:25.640 align:middle line:84% The cool dampness of his voice is rich. 00:01:25.640 --> 00:01:30.740 align:middle line:84% Even on a dry June day, her face beads with the wetness 00:01:30.740 --> 00:01:33.800 align:middle line:90% as he talks directly to her-- 00:01:33.800 --> 00:01:38.420 align:middle line:84% each aspirated sound a gentle burst of coolness. 00:01:38.420 --> 00:01:41.750 align:middle line:84% "Tell me again, tell me again," she teases. 00:01:41.750 --> 00:01:44.120 align:middle line:84% If he knew she only wanted the relief 00:01:44.120 --> 00:01:49.590 align:middle line:84% from the heat and not the story, he would stop talking. 00:01:49.590 --> 00:01:53.300 align:middle line:84% He begins, "The first time I saw the place were 00:01:53.300 --> 00:01:56.885 align:middle line:84% clouds are formed was from the window of a train." 00:01:56.885 --> 00:02:01.550 align:middle line:84% Another time was in a mirage in the heat outside Tucson. 00:02:01.550 --> 00:02:05.600 align:middle line:84% Once he thought he saw it in the dry light of stars. 00:02:05.600 --> 00:02:08.840 align:middle line:84% The place he remembers best was when 00:02:08.840 --> 00:02:12.530 align:middle line:84% he saw it in the eyes of a woman he spoke to. 00:02:12.530 --> 00:02:17.780 align:middle line:84% When he first noticed it, she hid it by lowering her gaze. 00:02:17.780 --> 00:02:20.270 align:middle line:90% Soon she let him look freely. 00:02:20.270 --> 00:02:23.180 align:middle line:84% There were times when she opened her eyes wide, 00:02:23.180 --> 00:02:24.920 align:middle line:90% allowing an obscured view. 00:02:24.920 --> 00:02:27.560 align:middle line:90% 00:02:27.560 --> 00:02:30.980 align:middle line:84% Sometimes he saw her eyes smolder with dryness 00:02:30.980 --> 00:02:32.730 align:middle line:90% on a summer day. 00:02:32.730 --> 00:02:35.390 align:middle line:84% Other times she was rich with moisture. 00:02:35.390 --> 00:02:37.550 align:middle line:90% Clouds came in succession. 00:02:37.550 --> 00:02:40.420 align:middle line:90% The earth's shadows muted. 00:02:40.420 --> 00:02:43.940 align:middle line:84% "You know the 40 days and 40 nights? 00:02:43.940 --> 00:02:45.680 align:middle line:90% I was there. 00:02:45.680 --> 00:02:47.810 align:middle line:84% I'll be there when it happens again," 00:02:47.810 --> 00:02:50.690 align:middle line:90% she said with a slight smile. 00:02:50.690 --> 00:02:53.570 align:middle line:84% Like a child, he rushed to look into her eyes 00:02:53.570 --> 00:02:55.250 align:middle line:90% at every opportunity. 00:02:55.250 --> 00:02:57.830 align:middle line:84% If he could, he would hang on her eye socket, 00:02:57.830 --> 00:03:02.540 align:middle line:84% peering inside, marveling at her display. 00:03:02.540 --> 00:03:05.240 align:middle line:90% Part 2. 00:03:05.240 --> 00:03:10.220 align:middle line:84% An unusually cold December day around Christmas, cloud, mist 00:03:10.220 --> 00:03:14.450 align:middle line:84% find solace in the canyons of the Santa Catalina Mountains. 00:03:14.450 --> 00:03:18.380 align:middle line:84% White moisture quietly moving amid the cactus. 00:03:18.380 --> 00:03:21.620 align:middle line:84% Truly, clouds, wind, and rain are the few elements 00:03:21.620 --> 00:03:23.840 align:middle line:84% that can touch the saguaro from head 00:03:23.840 --> 00:03:27.680 align:middle line:84% to foot, oblivious of spines, needles. 00:03:27.680 --> 00:03:31.280 align:middle line:84% Rubbery hide surrounded, soothed by elements. 00:03:31.280 --> 00:03:35.840 align:middle line:84% Contact triggers stored heat from remembered summers. 00:03:35.840 --> 00:03:39.530 align:middle line:84% Moisture beads roll forward, unstoppable. 00:03:39.530 --> 00:03:46.040 align:middle line:84% From the city below, we see mist rising, mist rising. 00:03:46.040 --> 00:03:48.650 align:middle line:90% Part 3. 00:03:48.650 --> 00:03:51.980 align:middle line:84% We sit close in the cab of the truck. 00:03:51.980 --> 00:03:55.100 align:middle line:84% The weather is cold, wet outside, too messy 00:03:55.100 --> 00:03:58.190 align:middle line:84% to stand in waiting for a school bus. 00:03:58.190 --> 00:04:00.740 align:middle line:84% My father's truck is warm inside, 00:04:00.740 --> 00:04:03.530 align:middle line:84% having been at work since 4:00 AM. 00:04:03.530 --> 00:04:06.350 align:middle line:84% The sound of the engine is soothing, 00:04:06.350 --> 00:04:08.690 align:middle line:90% heater working to capacity. 00:04:08.690 --> 00:04:11.180 align:middle line:90% Inside the cab we are silent. 00:04:11.180 --> 00:04:13.130 align:middle line:90% We don't need language. 00:04:13.130 --> 00:04:20.240 align:middle line:84% We listen to the regular hum of the engine, rhythm 00:04:20.240 --> 00:04:24.110 align:middle line:84% of the windshield wipers, soft rain on the hood, 00:04:24.110 --> 00:04:26.930 align:middle line:84% aware of the cold air surrounding 00:04:26.930 --> 00:04:28.850 align:middle line:90% our temporary shelter. 00:04:28.850 --> 00:04:31.250 align:middle line:84% We look out over the fields where 00:04:31.250 --> 00:04:33.830 align:middle line:90% the fog clings to the soil. 00:04:33.830 --> 00:04:36.590 align:middle line:84% Every now and then with the back of his gloved hand 00:04:36.590 --> 00:04:38.720 align:middle line:90% he wipes the windshield. 00:04:38.720 --> 00:04:40.850 align:middle line:90% "Is it coming yet?" 00:04:40.850 --> 00:04:44.090 align:middle line:84% The three of us sit quietly, breathing clouds. 00:04:44.090 --> 00:04:48.680 align:middle line:84% Clouds condense as they contact the coolness of the windows. 00:04:48.680 --> 00:04:52.970 align:middle line:84% My father appears to breathe air with moisture in balance. 00:04:52.970 --> 00:04:55.400 align:middle line:90% He forms no clouds. 00:04:55.400 --> 00:04:57.170 align:middle line:90% He watches us. 00:04:57.170 --> 00:05:02.060 align:middle line:84% We continue to breathe gray, soft mist, waiting 00:05:02.060 --> 00:05:04.390 align:middle line:90% for the school bus. 00:05:04.390 --> 00:05:05.000 align:middle line:90%