From where I sit, I can see other things--
a silver porcupine, pins standing upright.
It is a vanished tale of a vanished forest at the shore
of a vanished ocean.
I call the dead as often as I can.
In the vaults, among mummies--
this is pure memorial.
I am the girl in whose eyes the name is written.
I feel as if veiled, as if soon I shall get to know something.
There are people with encephalitis who cannot go
forward, but can go backward, and can dance.
In this rough draft of my memoirs,
my brother comes toward me--
frightened, skeletal-- longing for marvels.
I cannot describe it better than by comparing it to other
figures, intoxication.
Mere reflexes, as for instance breathing,
can become conscious.
One of two rivals has his ornamental tail bit off.
In dying sounds, barely reaching our ears, a melody continues.
No end to it--
an infinite progression.
All this love of a bygone age.
Watch the track of a concentrated sunbeam
through our lake ice--
part of the beam is stopped, part goes through.
Now the upper surface buckles, phantasmagoria
of unchained passion--
under which the land quakes, the ocean swells,
and a myriad-years-old forest snaps and cracks.
Surpassing all forms of experience,
the wide, deep, freshwater lake--
on which the city is built--
rises before us.
Here a modern idea interposes, a new body
made from the elements.
Then everything is forgotten.
Sometimes, thoughts are cut off and sometimes, they
are the blade, which cuts.
At the present gravel pit, electric lights in the evening
cast their magic blue sheen.
There's the sun, a crack above those hills, breaking the day.
If the door open, who comes in?
If it close, what will interrupt my train?
The staircase effect supplies strong evidence
for a subjective map.
Downhill, the sun trickles, unperturbed.
Here trots a mammoth with red wool,
through the black yew forest.
The tendency of elements to linger on--
you say I dream of what I want, but what
I want now is to dream.
The cold rind broken, the same wind blows.
Through a lens of ice, the dark heat of the sun
burns wood, fires gunpowder, melts lead.
Perhaps a cloud of musk rises, such as issues from a crocodile
in passion.
Unless light falls properly upon these flowers,
you cannot see them.
All associations are this level rain down from above.
We talk of word-pictures.
We observe vertigo.
We reached the cleft of a steep gully or couloir--
very dangerous, the path from the heights,
the glory of the prospect, the insight gained.
What I mean is a disturbance in all the senses at once.
You will not find the flowers confused.
Facing a certain wind, there is always danger.