WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:03.960 align:middle line:84% So these are disembodied drawings 00:00:03.960 --> 00:00:08.070 align:middle line:84% that I started with when I was in art school. 00:00:08.070 --> 00:00:11.520 align:middle line:84% And I think I was dealing with the seeing 00:00:11.520 --> 00:00:14.760 align:middle line:84% and being seen having the experience of being the only 00:00:14.760 --> 00:00:18.330 align:middle line:84% Black person in the entire Art Department. 00:00:18.330 --> 00:00:21.960 align:middle line:84% And also having a disability and just 00:00:21.960 --> 00:00:24.780 align:middle line:84% feeling a little bit outside of my body because I 00:00:24.780 --> 00:00:27.450 align:middle line:84% was so aware of how others were looking at me. 00:00:27.450 --> 00:00:28.890 align:middle line:90% So I started drawing these. 00:00:28.890 --> 00:00:34.740 align:middle line:84% And then they turned into these pieces 00:00:34.740 --> 00:00:37.980 align:middle line:84% because there weren't very many women either. 00:00:37.980 --> 00:00:42.072 align:middle line:84% And there was something about being a woman 00:00:42.072 --> 00:00:44.280 align:middle line:84% that seemed like what other people were trying to say 00:00:44.280 --> 00:00:46.350 align:middle line:90% was ugly or vulgar. 00:00:46.350 --> 00:00:48.810 align:middle line:84% So I started making these drawings 00:00:48.810 --> 00:00:51.870 align:middle line:84% and I was writing some of these poems around the same time. 00:00:51.870 --> 00:00:55.870 align:middle line:84% And I wanted to say, well no, it's actually not vulgar. 00:00:55.870 --> 00:00:59.490 align:middle line:84% It's actually beautiful and we should embrace the beauty 00:00:59.490 --> 00:01:00.885 align:middle line:90% of our bodies in general. 00:01:00.885 --> 00:01:03.510 align:middle line:84% It doesn't even matter if you're a man or woman or whatever. 00:01:03.510 --> 00:01:06.310 align:middle line:90% Let's not color ourselves ugly. 00:01:06.310 --> 00:01:09.700 align:middle line:84% Let's not color our insides ugly or our outsides ugly. 00:01:09.700 --> 00:01:10.770 align:middle line:90% Let's turn it inside out. 00:01:10.770 --> 00:01:11.820 align:middle line:90% And it's a natural thing. 00:01:11.820 --> 00:01:17.205 align:middle line:84% So the lines are meant to be both natural and stylized. 00:01:17.205 --> 00:01:27.810 align:middle line:90% 00:01:27.810 --> 00:01:30.240 align:middle line:84% There are like hundreds of those I've done 00:01:30.240 --> 00:01:31.800 align:middle line:90% that I haven't shown anybody. 00:01:31.800 --> 00:01:34.500 align:middle line:84% So that's another spectacle thing. 00:01:34.500 --> 00:01:35.910 align:middle line:90% You guys are special. 00:01:35.910 --> 00:01:37.760 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER]