WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:05.040 align:middle line:90% I'd like to read two more poems. 00:00:05.040 --> 00:00:07.440 align:middle line:84% I don't mean forever, I just mean for tonight. 00:00:07.440 --> 00:00:14.430 align:middle line:90% 00:00:14.430 --> 00:00:17.400 align:middle line:84% We have a large picture window in our living 00:00:17.400 --> 00:00:26.200 align:middle line:84% room, which looks out on the Green Mountains in Vermont. 00:00:26.200 --> 00:00:31.380 align:middle line:84% And this poem is a meditation while looking out at the Green 00:00:31.380 --> 00:00:36.090 align:middle line:84% Mountains at twilight when the mountains have become 00:00:36.090 --> 00:00:39.870 align:middle line:84% a silhouette and one can see the line 00:00:39.870 --> 00:00:43.620 align:middle line:90% that they make against the sky. 00:00:43.620 --> 00:00:49.230 align:middle line:84% It's a poem meditating on that random image, that line 00:00:49.230 --> 00:00:53.410 align:middle line:84% in nature that seems to come from nowhere and go nowhere, 00:00:53.410 --> 00:00:55.170 align:middle line:90% can have no particular design. 00:00:55.170 --> 00:00:58.020 align:middle line:90% 00:00:58.020 --> 00:01:01.080 align:middle line:84% Looking at that image while at the same time sitting 00:01:01.080 --> 00:01:05.790 align:middle line:84% in the room and listening to a Mozart Piano Concerto, 00:01:05.790 --> 00:01:09.270 align:middle line:84% the poem is attempt to mediate between that random sense 00:01:09.270 --> 00:01:15.480 align:middle line:84% of nature and the controlled and shaped sense of human art. 00:01:15.480 --> 00:01:21.390 align:middle line:84% I wanted to call it a double concerto for mountain 00:01:21.390 --> 00:01:27.870 align:middle line:84% and orchestra, but I ended up calling it more simply "Looking 00:01:27.870 --> 00:01:31.710 align:middle line:84% at a Mountain Range While Listening to a Mozart Piano 00:01:31.710 --> 00:01:32.580 align:middle line:90% Concerto." 00:01:32.580 --> 00:01:36.720 align:middle line:90% 00:01:36.720 --> 00:01:41.610 align:middle line:84% "Looking eastward through my picture window over the snow, 00:01:41.610 --> 00:01:45.930 align:middle line:84% the sun just down, I see the mountain range 00:01:45.930 --> 00:01:49.470 align:middle line:90% hazing to one shade of blue. 00:01:49.470 --> 00:01:52.800 align:middle line:84% Now with the trees obscured, it is 00:01:52.800 --> 00:01:56.520 align:middle line:84% a sweep of shape darkening so flat, 00:01:56.520 --> 00:02:00.990 align:middle line:84% one might not recognize a mountain range at all. 00:02:00.990 --> 00:02:04.980 align:middle line:84% Its silhouette is just a wandering line, 00:02:04.980 --> 00:02:10.229 align:middle line:84% drawn by a hand that might be falling asleep or else so 00:02:10.229 --> 00:02:15.180 align:middle line:84% free that every arc it makes of rise or fall 00:02:15.180 --> 00:02:20.040 align:middle line:84% expresses the contentment that it feels at heart, 00:02:20.040 --> 00:02:23.220 align:middle line:84% although it leads nowhere but on, 00:02:23.220 --> 00:02:28.725 align:middle line:84% and might as well drift off into another range of further blue. 00:02:28.725 --> 00:02:31.290 align:middle line:90% 00:02:31.290 --> 00:02:35.190 align:middle line:84% Brightly the piano asserts its melody. 00:02:35.190 --> 00:02:38.970 align:middle line:84% The orchestra gathers its colors to reply, 00:02:38.970 --> 00:02:42.360 align:middle line:84% true to the law that everything responds, 00:02:42.360 --> 00:02:48.930 align:middle line:84% nothing is left unanswered, that variation extends the self 00:02:48.930 --> 00:02:54.030 align:middle line:84% as if one's life were made essential in a piano's theme, 00:02:54.030 --> 00:02:59.310 align:middle line:84% departing then returning one to what one is. 00:02:59.310 --> 00:03:02.880 align:middle line:84% And now again it is the piano's turn, 00:03:02.880 --> 00:03:07.260 align:middle line:84% and now the separate instruments, again as one, 00:03:07.260 --> 00:03:13.430 align:middle line:84% move onward to their chosen end beyond which nothing else will 00:03:13.430 --> 00:03:13.930 align:middle line:90% be desired. 00:03:13.930 --> 00:03:16.470 align:middle line:90% 00:03:16.470 --> 00:03:21.240 align:middle line:84% And so my ears pulse back into themselves, 00:03:21.240 --> 00:03:25.020 align:middle line:84% my eyes returned to seeing what they see, 00:03:25.020 --> 00:03:27.150 align:middle line:90% the mountain's silhouette-- 00:03:27.150 --> 00:03:33.210 align:middle line:84% a floating line leading my sight where visible blue ends. 00:03:33.210 --> 00:03:35.730 align:middle line:90% It is an end in thought-- 00:03:35.730 --> 00:03:37.830 align:middle line:90% my life goes on. 00:03:37.830 --> 00:03:43.110 align:middle line:84% Here I am deciding what to play next as you appear. 00:03:43.110 --> 00:03:49.350 align:middle line:84% Suddenly, I recall when I first saw you 20 years ago playing 00:03:49.350 --> 00:03:50.940 align:middle line:90% your flute. 00:03:50.940 --> 00:03:53.760 align:middle line:84% I think of waterfalls and moonlight, 00:03:53.760 --> 00:03:57.030 align:middle line:90% orioles in cherry trees. 00:03:57.030 --> 00:04:01.950 align:middle line:84% Your smile extends the silence of your pause, 00:04:01.950 --> 00:04:06.210 align:middle line:84% and then, as if unsure where to go next, 00:04:06.210 --> 00:04:11.190 align:middle line:84% you walk adagio past me out the door, 00:04:11.190 --> 00:04:16.680 align:middle line:84% just as I hear the piano enter in. 00:04:16.680 --> 00:04:20.880 align:middle line:84% The mountain's silhouette is now less sharp. 00:04:20.880 --> 00:04:25.350 align:middle line:84% Something seems missing as the record ends, 00:04:25.350 --> 00:04:29.010 align:middle line:84% spinning with a hiss that empty space must 00:04:29.010 --> 00:04:32.100 align:middle line:90% make between the stars. 00:04:32.100 --> 00:04:35.700 align:middle line:84% I move the needle to the start and light 00:04:35.700 --> 00:04:38.760 align:middle line:90% the lamp above my chair. 00:04:38.760 --> 00:04:43.860 align:middle line:84% There are no mountains anymore, only my reflection 00:04:43.860 --> 00:04:49.530 align:middle line:84% in the picture window like a surgeon's X-ray, ghostly 00:04:49.530 --> 00:04:52.380 align:middle line:90% and remote. 00:04:52.380 --> 00:04:55.650 align:middle line:84% I hear the introduction once again. 00:04:55.650 --> 00:05:00.840 align:middle line:84% The piano sings so freshly that I feel the reason why 00:05:00.840 --> 00:05:03.360 align:middle line:90% the orchestra replies. 00:05:03.360 --> 00:05:08.010 align:middle line:84% And you return, carrying the flute your fingers have not 00:05:08.010 --> 00:05:10.920 align:middle line:90% graced for 20 years-- 00:05:10.920 --> 00:05:14.550 align:middle line:84% as if a poem had conjured up the past 00:05:14.550 --> 00:05:20.340 align:middle line:84% to ease the fear of darkness and of chance. 00:05:20.340 --> 00:05:25.350 align:middle line:84% The one star in the sky is not enough to light the mountain 00:05:25.350 --> 00:05:32.610 align:middle line:84% range where darkness holds the shape my window frame provides. 00:05:32.610 --> 00:05:35.940 align:middle line:84% Once more, for the strings' sake, 00:05:35.940 --> 00:05:40.980 align:middle line:84% the piano states its theme, the violins are moved, 00:05:40.980 --> 00:05:44.730 align:middle line:90% they love their part. 00:05:44.730 --> 00:05:50.760 align:middle line:84% Although I cannot see the dark beyond my mountain's dark, 00:05:50.760 --> 00:05:54.930 align:middle line:90% I won't leave love to chance. 00:05:54.930 --> 00:05:58.500 align:middle line:84% I watch you in the window coming near 00:05:58.500 --> 00:06:03.740 align:middle line:84% as if to the conclusion Mozart had in mind." 00:06:03.740 --> 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