WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.200 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.200 --> 00:00:03.180 align:middle line:84% What it looks like after the rain. 00:00:03.180 --> 00:00:05.750 align:middle line:90% 00:00:05.750 --> 00:00:10.310 align:middle line:84% "A strip of single raindrops drooping from the leafless limb 00:00:10.310 --> 00:00:12.980 align:middle line:90% of the small front yard tree. 00:00:12.980 --> 00:00:18.200 align:middle line:84% The weight of silence, silvery beads suspended until what? 00:00:18.200 --> 00:00:21.740 align:middle line:90% Wind, sun, something shakes. 00:00:21.740 --> 00:00:24.800 align:middle line:84% A flurry of greedy beaks at the feeder 00:00:24.800 --> 00:00:30.680 align:middle line:84% two unruly ferns and the always empty guestroom shedding. 00:00:30.680 --> 00:00:35.120 align:middle line:84% A gray light that must be the original gray light where 00:00:35.120 --> 00:00:37.790 align:middle line:90% all gray began. 00:00:37.790 --> 00:00:43.220 align:middle line:84% A stack of letters, his handwriting steady and clear. 00:00:43.220 --> 00:00:45.680 align:middle line:90% Cleaner than when he was here. 00:00:45.680 --> 00:00:51.470 align:middle line:84% Sterile empty plates, unused mugs, a clock that she hates. 00:00:51.470 --> 00:00:55.820 align:middle line:84% The cheap face of it, the plastic hand still moving, 00:00:55.820 --> 00:00:58.040 align:middle line:90% he never wanted a feeder. 00:00:58.040 --> 00:01:01.430 align:middle line:84% "You're just going to feed the rats," he said. 00:01:01.430 --> 00:01:06.320 align:middle line:84% And every two weeks she goes to the grocery store for seed. 00:01:06.320 --> 00:01:09.900 align:middle line:84% She imagines the birds recognize her. 00:01:09.900 --> 00:01:13.760 align:middle line:84% She imagines they call her the lady. 00:01:13.760 --> 00:01:18.340 align:middle line:84% She imagines she's also feeding the rats." 00:01:18.340 --> 00:01:20.000 align:middle line:90%