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"Maybe it's best not
to think that way.

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The worst part isn't the
unknowing or the snaking lines

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in the visitation area, the dour
faces, the streaks of anxiety

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in the air, that processing,
the paperwork, the frantic kids,

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the locker, the
paperwork, they're

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being treated like
you too are an inmate.

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The worst part
isn't the ghost she

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lives with in the bedroom,
propping a pillow next to her,

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a secret she tells no one.

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The worst part is when
suddenly the sun coming in

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through the car window, the
small breath in a parking lot,

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watching a group of
dim brown sparrows

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bobble an oversized
crumb, when there actually

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feels like a future.

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When she can see it,
stick it in her mouth,

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and roll it around like
a hard candied shell.

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The worst part is when
she allows herself

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some scrap of happiness.

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When she can imagine
being touched.

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When she can imagine
being touched."

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