WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.840 align:middle line:90% 00:00:00.840 --> 00:00:05.780 align:middle line:84% "What is caged is also kept from us. 00:00:05.780 --> 00:00:10.580 align:middle line:84% "They come back to you as a sign when someone dies," they say. 00:00:10.580 --> 00:00:13.880 align:middle line:84% A dragonfly, some dull moths skimming 00:00:13.880 --> 00:00:18.620 align:middle line:84% a mud puddle, a hummingbird in the ditches golden rod. 00:00:18.620 --> 00:00:24.120 align:middle line:84% But what if they are alive but not allowed to live? 00:00:24.120 --> 00:00:26.780 align:middle line:90% How do they return then? 00:00:26.780 --> 00:00:30.470 align:middle line:84% Cricket under the sink for three nights straight, 00:00:30.470 --> 00:00:32.990 align:middle line:90% why do we call it a song? 00:00:32.990 --> 00:00:36.470 align:middle line:84% That scraping, that needy strangulation, 00:00:36.470 --> 00:00:39.560 align:middle line:84% scraper to file, file to scraper. 00:00:39.560 --> 00:00:43.370 align:middle line:84% One song is for calling, another to scare away, 00:00:43.370 --> 00:00:48.650 align:middle line:84% but they all sound the same in the ghost hours of emptiness. 00:00:48.650 --> 00:00:51.050 align:middle line:90% He does not come back. 00:00:51.050 --> 00:00:56.240 align:middle line:84% And she does not see him in the red birds, black mask, 00:00:56.240 --> 00:00:59.150 align:middle line:84% or the dreary pinks of another dusk. 00:00:59.150 --> 00:01:04.190 align:middle line:84% He is no symbol, no easy animal omen. 00:01:04.190 --> 00:01:08.240 align:middle line:84% She opens the window to fetch only air. 00:01:08.240 --> 00:01:12.850 align:middle line:84% He does not even have a window to open." 00:01:12.850 --> 00:01:15.376 align:middle line:90%