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"Believing Belief."

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I was not thinking of her.

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I was trying not
to think of her.

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I left a cold place and
traveled to the warm.

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It was raining, the
hard rain down that fell

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into a rat-a-tat-tat on
the wings as I deplaned.

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I love the rain, I said,
but it was not true.

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Rain's gloomy, and I was glad.

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Elle was still alive, and I
believed belief could heal her.

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I had a dream in which someone
died, and when I woke, I said,

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someone has died.

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I hardly knew death
was so sudden.

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Before Elle saw the
doctor, she had something,

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and then she had something else.

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After she saw the doctor, it was
diagnosed as something worse.

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LOL, I said, when
word reached me.

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And, oh no.

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Who doesn't say something
that isn't anything?