WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:05.640 align:middle line:84% And to bring that full circle, that particular aunt 00:00:05.640 --> 00:00:09.210 align:middle line:84% had to go to work as a cantinera, a bartender, 00:00:09.210 --> 00:00:12.030 align:middle line:84% because it was the only kind of work that would pay enough 00:00:12.030 --> 00:00:15.420 align:middle line:84% that she could support herself and her two daughters and at 00:00:15.420 --> 00:00:19.080 align:middle line:84% the same time allow her to be home during the day 00:00:19.080 --> 00:00:22.020 align:middle line:84% when her daughters were home and she could have someone 00:00:22.020 --> 00:00:24.690 align:middle line:90% to care for them at night. 00:00:24.690 --> 00:00:27.420 align:middle line:84% "She tends bar while she waits for a man she hopes 00:00:27.420 --> 00:00:30.030 align:middle line:84% will make his way north, slip across the border 00:00:30.030 --> 00:00:32.560 align:middle line:84% from wherever the trains derailed him. 00:00:32.560 --> 00:00:35.520 align:middle line:84% She tends bar while she waits on a man, who 00:00:35.520 --> 00:00:39.300 align:middle line:84% slides a tip across the counter, a man who studies her 00:00:39.300 --> 00:00:42.420 align:middle line:84% as she wipes beer and sweat from the counter, who 00:00:42.420 --> 00:00:47.700 align:middle line:84% spies as she tucks his tip next to a baby's teething ring. 00:00:47.700 --> 00:00:51.450 align:middle line:84% She hurries a tray of beer to a table wreathed in smoke. 00:00:51.450 --> 00:00:55.710 align:middle line:84% Two men lean back, tracing the curve of her hips, their eyes 00:00:55.710 --> 00:00:58.650 align:middle line:90% working the rise of her skirt. 00:00:58.650 --> 00:01:02.340 align:middle line:84% In the way some men bet the dogs, others the cockfights, 00:01:02.340 --> 00:01:06.330 align:middle line:84% others that the moon holds rain to spoil next week's work, 00:01:06.330 --> 00:01:09.810 align:middle line:84% the men pomaded with Dixie Peach bets odds tonight 00:01:09.810 --> 00:01:13.680 align:middle line:84% he'll cut the front of the barmaids blouse. 00:01:13.680 --> 00:01:16.860 align:middle line:84% The woman who tends bar bites her tongue 00:01:16.860 --> 00:01:20.580 align:middle line:84% as she walks away, feeling dangerous toward this man who 00:01:20.580 --> 00:01:24.570 align:middle line:84% earlier offered to walk her home, who swore it would be 00:01:24.570 --> 00:01:26.700 align:middle line:84% a privilege to change her ceiling bulb 00:01:26.700 --> 00:01:29.870 align:middle line:90% and unstop her sink besides." 00:01:29.870 --> 00:01:32.000 align:middle line:90%